Tuesday, September 27, 2005

A Brand New Week

I sort of like recovering my mood...Trying to get over what happened last week...

Sorry to all the people that I vent my anger at...But thanks for letting me to vent my anger out...

My group had our IPW presentation today...It was kind of like scary...V.P prom us...haiz...I doubt my group will pass from all the comments I got back my friends...haiz... but anyway, it is over le...All the best to the rest of the group who has not done their presentation...Jia You... =)

I also went to a dairy farm and an aeroponic farm... The dairy farm was sort of scary... When the tour guide was doing his introduction beside a cow, all of a sudden the cow pee... and it STINKS!!! but have a great experience feeding the cows=>

As for the aeroponic farm, I have been there before when I was P4...so nothing was new to me...and the trip ended...

Monday, September 26, 2005

Try to...

These 2 days I spent on studying but I can't concentrated well...1st time I got angry for so long...

Today went out to relax for awhile..but instead I was kind of like sad

I went out with my friends to study at Jurong Entertainment Center... It reminds me of my past... I missed my past...I really wish P6A2003 can have another gathering... miss you guys...Haizz.. How I wish I can go back to my primary school's days...Days without worries...Those days were really the best...

Unlike now...nowadays...I don't is I too kpo go find problems or is problems come find me... I regretted not listening to my friends...I should have lead a simple life...but, ya...when there nothing bad, you never know how good is good. When there is nothing good, you never know how bad is bad.. Probably this is life ba..

Saturday, September 24, 2005

I Had Enough!

When on earth will ever the DEVIL stop controlling my life?? Why everything need to report to her? Make a small mistake then my life was controlled by her!! I want back my freedom!! (this DEVIL is not my mum)

I am seriously pissed off these few days...On Wed, the sec 2 got sabotage...this was still ok...what worse still was later someone sabotage me and the DEVIL tried to control my life...Everything I have to listen to her...What on earth is these?? Please, THIS IS MY LIFE!! Why can't I have the right to choose what I want and the way I want to live?? IT IS MY LIFE!!

On thurs, I was very pissed with IPW thingy...Mr Chia all of a sudden said that he wants conferencing the next day...whereby the next day got Road Marshall Duty...When he told me that...I need to go tell the DEVIL again to let her decide what I need to do... It is very unfair!! I CAN'T CHOOSE WHAT I WANT TO GO FOR!!

During Chinese lesson, got back the test paper that was done on Wed...I was SHOCKED by the result!! I almost FAIL!! People who have noticed me know that I actually have tears rolling down after I received the paper... I don't wish to go back to the p3's time where I failed my chinese and have to work SUPER hard to achieve good result...Worse still, the Netball training was cancelled..but LUCKILY, Marianne, Valerie and Sandra wanted own training...THANKS!! Marianne and I tried to shoot in 10 consecutive balls...I think we shoot in more than 100 balls before shot in 10 consecutive balls...

During these 2 days..my class been teasing me with some irritating words!! PLEASE STOP IT!! I HAD ENOUGH!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!! Dealing with the DEVIL, I am irritated enough!!!

Today's life was not that pissed but there are people irritating me...People, please stop irritating me CAN?? I had enough from the DEVIL... Just now went for 10 min of the IPW then have to fall-in to go for the Road Marshall Duty... I seriously don't want to go for the Road Marshall Duty...but no choose..DEVIL has controlled my LIFE!!

I WANT BACK MY FREEDOM!!!

Sorry Li Ling and Sam for venting my anger at you guys!! SORRY!!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Confused!!

Today, early in the morning went to school to havemy food which needed for the practical examsto be kept in the fridge...but who knows...when I reached the kitchen, it is already full...but I still manage to squeeze in whatever need to be frozen...haha...

At 8, the practical started!

We had 20 min to do the preparation and 1 hr to get the food cooked and ready to be served...The dishes for my practical were : Fried Rice, Tofu Soup, Green Bean Soup & Orange Juice...

Everything went smoothly...I finished my practical SUCCESSFULLY!! =>

In the afternoon, the IPW came...My group was the 1st to try out the presentation today... I don't know I should say my group is heng or sway...I tried to went into internet in the AVA room to retrieve my file from e-mail...the internet could not be surfed...so went to library to retrieve the file...it was successful but when went back to AVA room to open the file from the disk..it FAILED!!! Haiz...so my group will be doing the try out present this Wed and the actual presentation is this THURSDAY!!! Hope nothing went wrong..*Praying*

All the best to all the people who are doing the presentation tomorrow...Jia You...!! Gan batte!!

Monday, September 19, 2005

Headache!!

I woke up very late yesterday... 11am, I think... Though I woke up so late but I was still sleepy..I think is weekdays lack of too much sleep...so..afternoon I went to sleep again..(I know I am like a pig..haha) This sleep gave me so much problems man!!

Firstly, when I was sleeping someone called, my mum walked in after I picked up the call...My mum started to scold me...cos she thought I din sleep and been talking on phone for very long...haiz... sway sia me!...

Next, due to TOO MUCH sleep...after I woke up, I started to have a headache and feeling super dizzy..until now I am still feeling dizzy and having slight headache...

This morning planned what to do for tomorrow's Home Econ practical exams...Hope everything will go well tomorrow...

All the best to everyone who is doing their practical this week...JIA YOU!!

Sunday, September 18, 2005

P.O.P cum Promotion Day

Waited for 2yrs, FINALLY GOT PROMOTION DAY!!!

Yesterday was the PROMOTION DAY!!! WEEHEE.... My shoulder FINALLY got SOMETHING!!! All the sec2 were promoted to LCP... Although we got the same rank as the sec1 but we were sill happy cos, we WAITED 2 YRS!!! Our hard work finally pay off!! Other then the rank, we also got 4 badges!! WOOHOO!!

Yesterday was also the Passing Out Parade...the sec 4 officially step down liao...haiz...Yesterday is Sir Jeremy last day being a CI in HGSS...so sad...=(

Life in NPCC is going change...=) and/or =( ?

Friday, September 16, 2005

HAO LEI WO!!!

During the NPCC training yesterday, it was quite of like nice...but I can't concentrate well cos for the past few days none of the days, I slept more than 5 hrs...Yeaterday is also Sir Jeremy very last training with us...=(...so sad...our CIs will be Sir Sam and Sir Soon Sim after Sir Jeremy left...

Today's netball training was kind of like...........very weird... Kai Ling has left us...we are going to have new coach(s)...Maybe is Ms Koh and/or Mdm Chan or someone else...the answer is still unknown...haiz...

Why are there so many people leaving?? Kai Ling has left...Sir Jeremy and.....are leaving this year... Sir Sam, Sir Soon Sim and Marianne will be leaving next year... Haizz...why can't I leave too? I really wish to get into Sports School...but it seemed so impossible with my current skill...=( ...Why can't people just stop leaving Hillgrove??? WHY??? and people who I wish that they can leave Hillgrove are not leaving?? WHY?? Must my life in Hillgrove be so miserable and lonely??

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Second Day

Grr...I am super angry with my bro!! After he brought the dog home yesterday, my life was made worse!

Midnight, when I woke up wanting to bath...The dog gave me a big fright...The dog was just right outside the bathroom...As I am scare of dog, I don't dare to go into the bathroom...and ya, end up this morning then bath...Grrr...

In the morning, while I was brushing my teeth, all of a sudden my heel was being touched...and I found that was the dog licking me...I jumped up!!...

Some people found me abit blur today...all thanks to this dog...

To Lemuel and Terry: Thanks for your help!!

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Back to School

Term 4 started!!

I don't I should say I am heng or I am sway...

I rushed the Home Econ coursework till this morning 3.30am...When I reach school, someone said that Ms David is not here...which mean coursework does not need to be hand in...then I am like: -.-....What the...

I spent the time during the free period and recess to study for the geog test...end up Mr Chua said, "The geog test is on Thursday"...

Spent so much "effort" then end up......................HAIZ!

When I reached home, I got a BIG SHOCK!! My bro brought a dog home!!!! I have slight phobia with dogs cos when I was young I got bitten by a dog, and he still bring dog home!!! Grrrr!! and I have no idea how long is the dog going to "stay".... HELP ME!!! Ahhhh....


To Geraldina and Valerie: Sorry for the delay...I will tried my best to have the photos develop as soon as possible

Monday, September 12, 2005

Great!

I am seriously wondering that this holiday is a holiday meh?

Everyday sure got something on and/or to do...haiz..

On Fri, went for Geog and Maths lessons...Mr Chia teaching method has slightly improve...Thanks for putting in the effort, Mr Chia... The Geog lesson basically is a revision of what we had already in Sec 1, all the map skills...
After the lessons on Fri, I came home to have lunch and fell asleep...What was irritating was during my 2 hours of sleep, 3 people called...(You people gang up and disturb my sleep is it?) and I actually wanted to sleep for 4 hours...all thanks to the 3rd person who called la...Talk and talk on the phone till I can't go back to sleep...haha...Before the 3rd person's call end, someone sms me and asked for help and there gone my sleep...haiz...
Out of all the days of the holiday, only Sat was the most relaxing and enjoyable days...


On Sat, Marianne and I went to watch the 6th Asian Championship Singapore 2005... At around 1pm, we watched men's netball finals.. what was surprising was Singapore actually have men's netball team...The score was 38 VS 66...Singapore lost to India..=(..People who had missed out this match was such a pity for you guys. The match was real nice and amazing... The guys were simply flying on the court throughout the whole game...

In the evening, we watched Sri Lanka's and Thailand's women team played for the 3rd and 4th placing... There was a SUPER tall girl from Sri Lanka as a GS... There was no way that the GK from Thailand got block the GS...The GS was too tall to be block...however, there were times where miracles do happened..haha.. The WA from Sri Lanka was so fast both the WD that Thailand sent on court had no way to block the WAand she made me see what is the real meaning of "flying on court"...Sri Lanka won by 81 VS 36...

The last match we watched was the Final for the women team...It was Singapore VS Malaysia...This was the most exciting match throughout the whole day... Singapore's players were fantastic!! I can't describe the match cos the match was too exciting to be described...Singapore won 53 VS 38...From this match, I realised how enthusiatic are Singaporean!!!

Congrats Singapore!!

Friday, September 09, 2005

I Am Back!

I have been missing for three days is because I went for a camp...=p

On Tue's morning, I went for NACLI camp...At first I thought it was very boring...but I was wrong!

On the first day of the camp, we have lesson on Ant Philosophy, Captain's Ball and at night we attended Bedok View Sec Sch's concert...

For the Ant Philosophy, I learnt ant's spirite.. :
1.Never give up
2.Look ahead
3.Stay positive
4.Do all you can

These taught me how to face probs...haha

The captain's ball that we played was very special... We have 3 teams playing at the same time...Each team 8 people...and playing with TWO balls each time...The balls are very funny...1 of the balls is a huge volleyball...The diameter of the ball was like the diameter of a medium size bicycle...and the other ball is a rubgy ball that is about 2 palms size of mine... The game was kind of difficult to play cos.. we need to defend 2 goal area and play with 2 balls at the same time!! However, my team WON!! =))

The concert was like the most enjoyable event of the day...Bedok View Sec Sch (BVSS) put up a fantastic concert...I was amazed by them...they were also there having a camp like us... Within 2 days like what we had, they could come up with lots of stuffs for the concert!! From here we learnt how to have our concert as well...=>

2nd day was like a day that everyone would like to have...In the morning, we have some exercise, follwed by lesson on accepting responsibility...In the afternoon, we tried to break records that people set in NACLI... At night, all of us went CRAZY!!! Cos, we had our own concert!!

The morning exercise was lead by (BVSS), the exercise was sort of like the warm up that I had for my Netball training...so, ya..=)

For the lesson, we were just doing some presentation...we only spent about half hour on this...

Breaking the records were not easy... All us put in our best to produce the best result..but all the events that we tried, we broke none of the records... Anyway, we still enjoyed ourselves..Halfway through breaking records, we played our own game that were not in the plan of the camp...hahaha...We played our own style of volleyball...It was really fun...

The concert was just another version of campfire...We came out with all sorts of performing... We have dances, singing, skits, storms and more... All of us went crazy during the concert... Thanks everyone for making the concert so wonderful!!! You guys RULEZ!!...

Last day of the camp which is today...Some of our planned events were able to be carried out...In the morning, because there was rain, we din do our morning exercise.. In the afternoon, we actually wanted to tape down one of the dances that we did last night but the radio went missing this morning...haiz... But anyway we went to Kent Ridge Park for some activities...

For the activities at Kent Ridge Park, they were very challenging...We have to go to certain checkpoint to accomplish some missions...Most of them were very difficult... However, everyone cooperated and we accomplished what we can... Through tired but fun.. =P

In the afternoon, we had some indoor activities and after these...Home Sweet Home...

To all campers of NACLI: You guys are the best campers!!
To coordinators of NACLI: Thanks for giving us this chance to learn, have fun and interact with other schools... THANK YOU!!

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Horried

I am super sian today... Things are either boring or not going smooth...

Firstly, I can't find someone to replace me to go for the camp then I can't go for this Wed the P.O.P cum Promotion Day.... Grrr.. I totally sian diao man... I really hope I can go on Wed...! I tried almost everything I can think of but I still can't go on Wed...*sob*

Next, today the course was super duper boring...I even sleep in 1 of the lessons...haha..but it is true... All the lessons have learnt before...so I was seriously sian man...

Last, for don't know what reason my left knee was very painful for almost the whole day and I stayed in air-conditioned area for too long...I got slight headache and feeling very dizzy...=(

Wish: Can go on Wed for the P.O.P cum Promotion Day....

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Saturday

Today I stayed at home whole cos yesterday the NPCC stuffs very tiring and I slept only 3hr before I start my day yesterday...

Morning my alarm rang at 7am cos I wanted to go and watch today's netball carnival at NIE but too tired and for some other reasons I din go..=(..After the alarm rang, I went back to sleep..but who knows..at 9am someone called..then woke up and answered the call and didn't when back to slep till around 2pm..I was too tired to stay awake..so I went to sleep again..but before I could sleep someone called again.. (People, next time can don't call so accurately?? I want to sleep also call, still sleeping also call!! Can call at the right time??) After the call, I slept till 6pm then wake up...so practically...I was sleeping whole day..haha..

Ya..after sleeping for "one whole day"...very awake now so must go do hoemwork liao..

This Guy in NPCC

This Guy in NPCC

Before I start this post...Sorry to people who I lied...

I think its time for me to introduce someone into my blog...I introduce this person into my blog now is because I will not be seeing him in NPCC anymore...

I have been liking this guy for 14 months. I noticed him one day when one of the sec 1 (last year, but not me) taken his things by mistake and he came running, saying : that's mine...don't take it away. Later on, after last year sec 4 stepped down, he became our IC till he stepped down this year.

What attracted me most of him, is his temper...He has a SUPER good temper! Until now he has only scolded us once..In fact not a scolding..was just kind of like telling us what went wrong...cos that them we got him into trouble and he needed to write a report to the Sirs... He has never pump us before..unlike the current IC, every training sure got pumping to do... In all NPCC training, I only talked to him twice...the 1st time was before March holiday and the other time was the last training that he had with us...After that, I only talked to him in NPCC's annual camp...


This year greatest impression that I had of him was, when I was getting ready to run for the 100m race during the Sports Day, he was just standing at the 1st row of seats, the seat nearest to the starting point of the race...I was already very nervous about race, by seeing things got worsen...So I really wanted the race end quickly..and ya..I ran as fast as I could..

During this 13 months, he got into 2 relationships. He got deeply hurt by the 2nd...and he was then "frightened" of relationship...

One of the girls in Netball actually liked him too..and we initially got very close but later because of some reasons we were back to friends like before...no longer close friends.. I have tried to forget and give up him cos I know what is the result of us..but I just can't..haiz..

On 16th Sep, he has officially step down from NPCC....

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Friday Again

I slept at 2.30am this morning to rush finish some stuffs and woke up at 5.30am to prepare my NPCC uniform cos today got NPCC training...Having 3 hr sleep is not the main thing..is in the afternoon, I can't have a nap...and worse still..the shooting ended very late!! I just reached home about one and a half hour ago!

After school, Valerie and Marianne were practicing shooting but I have NPCC training plus shooting that's why didn't join them...haizz...

The coming up September holidays...to me there is no holidays... Mon-SCDF course, Tue-Thurs-Camp, Fri- Classes (Geog & Maths)...and probably Fri is also going to watch Netball match..weehee =).. and this GONE my "holidays"..haiz..

Friday, September 02, 2005

Yu Guo Tian Qing Le Ma ?

Got back Progress Report le...still not bad...4th in class...Hope next term can do better..=) at least top 3 in the class...

Yesterday went back to primary school...But only met a few people who went back cos most of them meeting up on Friday to go back to visit the teachers...Since I can't go back on Friday cos got NPCC training =(..Grrr...so went back yesterday..haizz. Miss another chance meeting 6A'03... =( haiz..

I have no idea why is EVERYONE reminding me that the year is ending?? I seriously hate to have this year ended...Cos when this year ends..there are many people leaving from all sort of places..E.g: Mrs James (My pri school's t'cher) who taught me for 3 yrs when I was in BVPS...she is a very gd and nice tcher...but she is retiring at the end of this year...haizz..=(

Wei he ren sen zhong shi yao you bei huan li he? Nan dao jiu bu ke yi dan dan zi you huan er mei you bei, you he er mei you li ma?