time is going at a really fast rate. It has been a week since i last updated my blog. Here's something to share. I was out on Wed evening to play at Guilin View as it was Mid Autumn Festival. Enjoy the pictures.
Guilin View
Another view of it.
With our lanterns.

out star. look a bit weird right..?
another picture of it.
US!
our circles.
our creation.

Other then was out on wed, through the week, was at home doing homework. I was only out on Fri again to meet up with Marianne. I was kind of affected by her on Friday. It was like both of us have similar problems. Somehow, I reflected on my life and got kind of agitated.

Sometimes, I just don't understand what are parents thinking. They tend to answer the questions they ask us. *sigh*..

Nowadays, for some reasons which I don't know, when I ask people some questions, they will reply something like, "oh you don't know?" "hey, you don't know ah?" "you mean you don't know?" Obviously, I don't know the answer to my questions that's why I ask you. -_-'''

Below, here are some pictures taken during 5 nations. Love Singapore! =)

Closing Ceremony.
I love her split!
Opening Ceremony.

Reality is cruel. Now, I know what it means. Sometime, things may look easy but when you are going to face it, it is a different story. Probably, this is life. oh well.

In life, I believe that all of us would like to be successful. What's your definition of success? How do you define it? I think it is kind of easy to define successful for yourselves. How bout the definition for you loved ones? Why not try asking how people define success for you? I can assure you that you will be upset and surprised by the answers.

望子成龙，盼女成风，天下父母一条心。



为人父母者，手中都握有两种“武器”，一种是赞美与打气，一种是批评与打击。



那些愿意而又喜欢和孩子一起成长的父母，理所当然的选择前者，他们把赞美化成鲜花的种子处处撒，让孩子在百花绽放的美好环境里学习。

I was cutting a cake into pieces just now and a thought hit me. "Are we constantly posioning ourselves, especially when you are cutting something?"

Let's see. When you use a knife for some time, due to friction the knife become blunt. This means that atoms come out of the knife. Where did the metal land on? High chances it landed on our food. Aren't we posioning ourselves? em..

Right now, the hottest topics among my classmates is where to go for the first three months and is Jurong JC better than Pioneer JC or vice versa? Well, I have no answer for any of the questions.

I would like to recommend a TV drama, Last Breakthrough. It is about a team of doctors and nurses saving lifes in different ways. I feel that the show is meaningful and I am touched by the show. Catch this show at Channel 8, 7pm at every weekend.

another week has passed. oh well..

last interhouse games for sec 4 wil be held next tuesday. time passes really fast. 16 more days left to be in hillgrove. i just had my last school assembly session, singing the school song for the last time. i felt sad. i think hillgrove has always been my 2nd home and honestly, i spend more time in school than i do at home. oh well..

to everyone out there, always bring along your personal items with you wherever you go. I was reading an article reporting about how one's credit card was misused when the card did not "really" went missing. it is kind of scary to know that such things happened.

nothing will happen, please...

Thanks teachers!

Thanks peeps! Thanks for your encouragement! I really appreciate it! =)

Something is wrong with my brain. I feel as though my brain experienced brain concussion. My head hurts but it is not the pain that you experience when you have headache. =.*

Damn it! It is truly disappointing. WTH! A number that does not worth much! seriously.

damn irritated with it.. grr..

Tagged by Wei Yang

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1] 天天开心
2] 天天健康
3] Mountain Bike
4] Netball Shoe
5] My dream come true

Answer the following questions:
PS dont have the questions for 1 to 11. HAHAS!

12] How you think people around you feel about you?
serious? fierce? smart? (what do u think?)

13] The character/s you love yourself are?
outgoing

14] On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
too straightforward

15] The most ideal person you want to be is?
me, myself

16] Pass this quiz to 10 persons:
[1]Marianne
[2]Qiao ting
[3]Regina
[4] Annette
[5] Ain
[6]Ai Ping
[7] Li Ling(Ong)
[8] Isabel
[9] Shi Yun
[10] Pei Chun

Questions(continued)
17] Who is no.6 having relationship with?
I am not too sure if I am right..

18] Is no.9 a male or female?
female

19] If no7 and no.10 are together,will it be a good thing?
I don't think so

20] How about no8 and no5?
i think something must have went wrong..

21] What is no2 studying?
same as me, I think

22] When was the last time you had a chat with no3?
A few weeks back

23] What kind of music band does no8 like?
weird bands? haha

24] Does no.1 have any siblings?
yup, one brother

25] Will you woo no3?
no

26] Is no4 single?
don't think so.

27] Whats the surname of no5?
no idea

28] Whats the hobby of no4?
netball.

29] Do you think no5 and no9 get along well?
they do not know each other

30] Where is no2 studying?
Bukit Batok Sec

31] Talk something casually about no.1?
She loves JM!

32] Have you try developing feelings for no8?
no..

33] Where does no9 live at?
gombak

34] What color does no4 like?
no idea.. oops!

35] Are no5 and no1 best friends?
don't think so, ok.. no

36] Does no7 like no2?
no.

37] How do you get to know no2?
she's my primary school's classmate

38] Does no.1 have any pets?
yup, 2 cats

39] Is no7 the sexiest person in the world?
hahaha! yes? no?

Today is Monday. Prelim results are released, some I mean. well.. I would say so far things aren't really good. Just the papers. 3 Cs and a A. oh well..

When I received my chinese papers, I thought I wasn't a Chinese. The result is bad.

Don't ask me what happened. Honestly, I have no idea. Whatever.

Anyway, Li Ling, thanks!

心情总算好一点了。我不会说是因为问题已经解决。应该说我把生活步伐放慢了一点吧。

今天想向大家推荐一部偶像剧（很难得的吧？哈哈）
这部偶像剧是由５５６６主演的格斗天王。本身会推荐这部偶像剧的主要原因是我觉得这部偶像剧让我从新认识人生。这部剧集，我百看不厌。现在它正在优频道播映。（注意英奇名言喔）（丽玲，不要再笑我了喔！）

I think it is a waste for McLaren. Although I am a Ferrari fan, I think it is really a pity for McLaren. Somehow I feel that the remaining 4 races are going to be kind of boring and dry as the competitive atmosphere dies off. For more details of what's going on in the Formula 1 car racing, you may view it through the link to the official website at my "connections".

Singapore won the 5 Nations Cup! All the best to Singapore in their World Netball Championship (WNC)! WNC will be held in Nov at Australia. In the round robin, Singapore will be playing against Jamica, Fiji and Cooks Island. For more information, click here.

Prelim has come to an end. This marks the coming of another challenge. oh well.. Jia YOU!

I am proud of myself.. I got whatever I wanna do, done!

How's this skin..? bad, average, good?

click here to view another piece of my work.. how is it? nice, fair, horrible?

Feeling down again..

Weiyang, sorry!

for the past day, at times, an acute pain attack my hand. it hurts till the extand that i can't grab things.

my brain is way too small to contain so much things! ARGH!!! there are are way too many things going on! AH!

the lost one......

ok, let me speak in singlish..

i am damn sian over stuffs.. things piles up and sinks. wth.. it is damn stupid..

我对自己感到很失落，有时会觉得反感。有时还蛮痛恨自己。我对自己失去了自信心。总觉得身边的人不对劲。有时还会害怕身边的人。对生活感到有种恐惧感，有时会对生活感到绝望。生命好像不存在似的。

此时此刻，很想与某人聊天。（不是你脑海里正在想的人）但我不知道他现在的所在地。

An ultra random survey!

1.What is your best friend's Mom's name?
- I have no idea.. haha!

2.What body part do you hate?
- I LOVE MYSELF!

3.Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
- Mrs James.. I guess.. wahaha!

4.What body part do you wash first?
- hands

5.Do you have any piercings?
- yes, I do

6.Where?
- my ears!

7.What is your bf/gf's middle name?
- not at the moment

8.Is your driveway steep?
- no

9.What's your favorite flavored Pringles?
- original

10.Have you ever been tied up?
- yes, i guess.. i am not too sure.. haha

11.What was the worst thing you ever got grounded for?
- no idea..

12.First offence at school?
- not that i can remember.

13.Have you ever had two dates in one night?
- no.

14.How many times have you been cursed at?
- not that i know of.

15.Which shoe do you put on first?
- left

16.How old are you?
- 16 years and 3 months and 4 days

17.Have you ever been to a gay bar?
- no.

18.Have you ever had any friends juz for benefits?
- no

19.Is there one thing all of your friends have had in common?
- no.. everyone is different..

20.Did you French kiss before you were 18?
- no.

21.Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?
- no

22.Who is the last person you usually think about before you fall asleep?
- depends on mood and whatever happened during the day.

23.Have you ever had a song written about you?
- yes.

24.If you had to choose to not ever wash your bed sheets again or not wash your bath towel ever again, which would you choose?
- none. i cant stand both! haha!

25.Have you ever found anything in your parents' bedroom that was kinda 18+ stuff?
- not that i remember.. haha

26.What was your childhood nickname?
- crybaby

27.When is the last time you played the guitar?
- i do not know how to play guitar. =_+

28.Have you ever peeked opposite sexes in the locker room?
- no.

脑里，老是有些无论我如何思考，答案好像有点怪得问题。

这些问题经常把我压得我透不过气。我知道若不去想这些问题就不会觉得有压迫感。 但我总觉得，不解决那些问题，会感到很不舒服。

唉！

Somtimes I wondered.. who are the people visiting my blog? On average, I have about 10 visitors each day. However, more often than not, I have only 1 or less visitor tagging. haha! I know it isn't my readers' fault. Because I, myself hardly tag too. hehe! But, i do hope if right now, you are reading this entry. do tag, ok? let me know that you have visited my blog, ok? thanks. =)

Feeling low right now.



Things have gone wrong? I don't think so. I think the old HM is back. The one that I detested. Or maybe she is not back. Really, I don't know. Maybe, the world just isn't going the way it should orbit.



I was demoralised with netball. There's nothing pushing me to train for it. 面对着某些人，对他们的行为，我是彻底的失望。时不时，还完完全全不愿见到他们，见到他们就令我反感。



我把每句话，每样东西，看得太重了吗？有时，真的很讨厌某些人的言行举止。

Looking back at things.. I pondered..
Going so far in life.. has everything gone well?
Has I lived well?
is it still all right to carry on in life?

in the the present, i asked..
am i doing what i should be doing?
what exactly should i be doing?
have i lost my way?

predicting the future, i thought..
who is out there?
what do i want to have at the end of the day?
what is there to push me on?

has my life been going well?
is my life doing well?
will my life be all right?
how do i rate my life?

All right.. let me update some netball news.. 5 Nations is round the corner! The battle between the 5 nations will start on monday @ Toa Payoh Sports Hall. The first match for this championship will be between Singapore and Canada. The finals will be held next Saturday Click here for more details..

And today is Teachers' Day. The other day while I was talking to one of my teachers. I realised something and I find that it is quite true. Actually, all days that are dedicated specially for whatever event are kind of useless. Be it Teachers' Day, Mother's Day or Father's Day. If you were to show your gratitude to people around you, you should be doing it everyday and not wait till that particular day that was said to be dedicate to the people that you would like to show gratitude to. If you really think about this, you may realise most of the time when you thank someone on the day that is dedicated to her/him, you are actually doing for the sake of the day and not because you really want to show appreciation. But well, i am saying this not because I am trying to wash your brains or whatever, just sharing my point of views.. =)

Anyway, Hillgrove Netball Team had a mini celebration for our beloved teachers and coach.. Enjoy the photos..

Madam Siti got sabotaged. HAHA! and she tried to "share" her cream with Jowena..

ok.. now that you know the other side of Madam Siti! LOL!
Me and Mdm Teh..

Yesterday, after the celebrations in school, went back to my primary school. emm.. was a little bit disappointed. Not many of my ex-classmates came back. Well, can't blame them. Most of us are in the mids of our prelims.. so ya..

The classroom that i used to study. I love this classroom!
Pei Chun and I.
Ainah, me, Pei Chun..

Times flies. It has been 4 years since I graduated! My goodness! and yet, it seems like i just graduted yesterday.. oh well.. and seriously, I miss my beloved classmates..

Oh yes, Subway is @ West Mall now! I am kind of excited over it. Out of all the fastfood restaurants in Singapore, I love Subway and Mos Burger the most. and most of the time i get to eat subway at only Toa Payoh. ya! and Converse (West Mall's Branch) is having renovation sale.

All right, that's all for now. Gonna complete the bio homework. -_-'''