time to re-charge!

Weekend is finally here!

The week has been eventful. Let's take a look.

Monday: Geography Common Test in the afternoon. I had umpiring at night.
Tuesday: I went for Hillgrove training in the afternoon and went for AVP training at night.
Wednesday: Umpired for Hillgrove's game in the afternoon (well done girls!) and Umpired for ENL at night.
Thursday: Attended a seminar and had an ENL game at night. (YIPPEE!! :) )
Today: Went to watch 'A' Division Rugby Final.

Although I was very tired, I enjoyed the week. :) Gonna re-charge this weekend to be ready to chiong again!

Things for today's umpiring:
1. same northern side as bench official
2. Watch out for 3 feet.
3. Open up earlier at the goal line.
4. Give advantage appropriately.
5. Re-positioning.

Should I rest?

I am kind of worried for myself for umpiring. I feel really lousy about myself. I was testing myself today but things seemed bad, very bad. I could not keep my focus on the game for long. I tend to wonder into the space easily.

I felt quite tired before the game. What's wrong with me? Am I not having enough rest? I slept for 8 hours yesterday and when I woke up this morning, I felt fresh. In the afternoon, my body seemed to be breaking apart.

Should I really take a rest? It takes time to reach the peak form after the rest but I would have a fresher mind. Should I give myself a break that is long enough for my body to recuperate and let my knee be on holiday?

I am very reluctant to give up what I have now. I want to build on from where I am now. On the other hand, I feel that I do not have that energy to push myself sometimes.

What should I do?

The progress report for first half of the year is out. The result is BAD. But, I would say that I am not disappointed because I know I deserve it.

GP: E
Geography: D
Biology: E
Chemistry: B
Mathematics: A

Obviously, such result will kick me out of contest for a place in local universities. I have just got to buck up!

more netball, please.. hehe :P

I am lack of netball to keep my life proper. Haha! just joking. Anyway, I am having once or twice netball a week now. The best part is I am eating as much as I do when I train 7 days a week. Emm.. I kind of miss those weeks where I need keep stuffing 2 sets of clothes into my bad daily.

Yesterday training was quite fruitful. Identified a few problems to work on.

1) Stop holding for too long.
2) Do not cut off everyone lanes, run at my stripe.

I need to run MORE! I need to increase my weekly mileage from 10 to 15!!!

motivation, where are you?

I am getting into my complain mood again.

I can't find any form of motivation of drive myself to get work done. I have been lying around at home and not doing much and I hate this. I hate not using the time to the utmost usage. The feeling of kowing that I have wasted time yet not having a source of motivation to drive myself to better spent the time, is totally horrible.

I have 3 days of school-less days. But, what have I done over the past 3 days?

Sat - Maths basic questions.
Sun - Chem File
Mon - Edit photos plus one story.

Isn't this bad? Completing only 3 tasks over the past 3 days! A Level is round the corner but I am not doing much to help myself. Parents-Meeting Session next Friday. Sigh!

You know what? The worst thing is that I keep forgetting what I have to do. I will keep thinking that I don't have much work to do when I have piles and piles of work to be completed.

:(

I sort of hate the way I am living now. I know I need to buck up. But, how to?

I hate going home facing this and that. I hate going to a place where I don't know how to express myself. (I mean my home.)

ARGH!

I am wasting time.

:( I am wasting time. ):

just a little thought

There were so much thoughts running through my mind.

I miss playing netball with jj. I miss A div time. Today marks the last day of second round. I was imagining how things would have been if we have entered second round. We were so near, yet... so far.
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I just have got to put up a brave front in front of you. I was over the moon when you smiled at me. But I was disheartened when I am not sure what you meant by that.
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Don't ask me why I didn't do this or that. Why don't you place yourself in my shoes?
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It is a blessing to be able to walk. I was unable to walk properly this morning. It was very scary.

It feels just so good.

Thanks Bee Hoon, for the mini donuts. They were delicious!

It's feel just so good to play netball with AVP again. :)

Needed to complete an essay yesterday and as per usual, reserach is reqiured. But, guess what? I enjoyed doing the research. I dislike reading. The research that done yesterday has driven me to do more research and more reading. (:

Life is so packed! I want more time available for reading!!!!