I think a lot of things hit me. I have not been able to control myself over the week. I have been really tired. I slept for only 3 to 4 hours everyday just to keep up with the paste of life in school. There are really really a lot of things to handle.

Certain things in life seem to be fading away, especially friendship. I hadn't had the time to talk to my friends, not mentioning gathering. Worst of all, time has pulled us apart. I am no longer talking that much to Marianne. I no longer talk on phone with Li Ling. I miss those good old times. Those time in hillgrove talking to Marianne gossiping about James (Ha! Now you know! LOL!). Those time on phone crapping away with Li Ling.

I miss Hillgrove badly, especially the classroom. It feels really good to have time to be around with the class.

时间能让人培养感情，但时间也能让人忘记彼此。。。

Thanks Aubrey... I will try!

Life has been bad. Trust me, I mean horrible. I am on the verge of losing my faith towards certain things. I am on the verge of giving up that last hope.

I have not regain the faith neither have I give up the idea of giving up. But, I have learnt a few important lessons about life over the past few days and I would like to share.

"All that it matters is that you have tried your best."
"Everyone may not have faith with you but you will still succeed as long as you have faith in yourself."
"I am who I am for who I am."
"You need to know what's good to know what's bad."

Sam, Thanks a lot!

突然，觉得好累好累。。。

很想好好的休息，好好的休息，但环境却不允许。我好想好好地把自己充电一番再出发。我的觉得很烦恼，很无奈。好想痛哭一番，把所有的烦恼都抛到九霄云外。我真的好想好想好想。。。。。。

有时还真得很想放弃。。。

So much so much things came across my mind today.

In the morning, something hilarious happened. hahaha! Wai Tsz made me laughed!! And hey, self-reflection please (for myself)... Also my friend sent a message to me.. and I felt kind of lost about it.

Things were kind of screw up in the morning and was a little pissed up afterwhich, before the problem was solved. Thanks Jacelyn, Christopher and Si Ian! There's just so much so much thoughts about what happened.

In ther afternoon, mini Banni had a chat. It was a fun session. Had some laughing, some serious talks. Good bonding session. And a lot of things came across my mind about Banni - Both good and bad.

Evening, met Cik Siti and went to Cairnhill CC. Waited for sometime for a few people. Had some discussion (wasn't very involved) and went to NEWTON HAWKER CENTER! whahaha! Good FOOD! =D We had Satays, Chicken wings and watermelon juice.

Then, train-ed to orchard to met up with Sam. Went to buy some stuffs. Good deals! Indeed Great Singapore Sale! MOre to go! =DDD Wanted to do more shopping but my friend needed to leave.

Read a friend's blog just now. And the post was quite inspring, with quotes talking about life, friends and love.

Once in awhile, take a look in life before you miss the great things....

Another friend's blog talking about self-awareness and self-esteem. I had a lot of feelings about that post.

Time for a rest. It will probably be a good time to rest too, considering the fact that I am really tired. Nothing much.

Holiday ending soon.........

Catching that glimpse of you...

Things are getting slightly better, I guess..

Looking back at Sat's game.. Not too bad afterall considering that this is our first tournament. =D And I know I need to correct my mistake. I am so sorry Annette, I will hit all your injuries harder next time.. Blahahahaha! A fun day out actually, having so much so much laughter. =D Feeling the same way as Michelle has done - weird about being so high-ed up.

Ok.. Was typing this post halfway and went to do some work. Gonna continue my work and be back later to continue this post. BYE!

Get ready for the BUSY-NESS!!

It's already the last week of holiday! Oh My GOD! But I have so much so much to do. Right now, I am not in a state to sacrifice my sleep. And nothing is helping me much. OH MY GOD!

1. Chinese Essay
2. English Essay ( Jac, Candice!!)
3. Study for all the subjects (exams are coming!!!!!!!!!)
4. Admin + SCDC (=.=)
5. Training. (Please recover asap!!!!)
6. School is starting soon

Oh My God. So much things with so little time. Feel like giving up some stuffs at times. And right now things are really bad for me. My ZheJiang Comm, only left me around. My knee isn't at the top best condition right now. School is starting soon but my homework pile is not cleared yet. By having meetungs here and there aren't helping me with the situation that I am in. People aren't being considerate too. My health isn't helping me too. Bad bad bad.

Tian AH!!!! How? How? How?

Thanks team Seirios (08/06/2008)



How white can we not be? hahaha!

Thanks 08S02! (03/06/2008)

=D

Biodiesel Workshop. =D

Taken during Sam's Birthday! Sam, scan the photo leh!! lol..

Sports Meet 2008 - 16/05/2008. A different participation with a great sense of satisfaction.

Bannister rock the day! Building 14 feet high structure!

There's a lot of feeling within me right now. But I really don't know how to express it. GRR!

Thanks peep! =D Thanks Seirios, it's a speacial birthday celebration. It has been 10 years or more since I last celebrated my birthday. But no flour in the future please, (hehe =P), my skin have slight allegic to it.

Thanks Mich, Georg and Shi Jie for the wrist bands and Michael for ur presents. =P

OMG! Holiday is ending. SIGH.

Life isn't exactly good recently. Been staying up till late night like this hour to complete work. SIGH. Not exactly enjoying life at the moment. Hope that things will get better.

It is always a dilemma. Sometime I just can't wait for the events to end. However, on the other hand, I am kind of relunctant to allow time to tick past. I feel like keeping every second I can. (If only I could...)

OK, morning.. and bye and goodnight. :P will upload photos soon. =D

It's a dilemma, I would say.

Thinking that in a few more months time, all the things will come to an end. On the other hand, wondering if I would survive through these few months both mentally and physically.

What a dilemma...

Kind of efficient today. I manage to finish revising a whole big chapter of Biology - photosynthesis. =D Also 3/4 of rock weathering. All right, feeling tired right now. Bye!

A Big Thanks to:

Bro, Dad and Mum!
08S02 (thanks peep for the cake!)
Marianne
Aubrey
Owners of 4E1'07
Zhong Wei
Sam
Ainah
Alicia
Cik Siti

and everyone else who remembered my birthday..! Thanks and sorry if I have left your name out! Just tag me, ya?

Tired, a little exhausted? Bye!