为何我和你的距离越来越远？我终觉得就算你在我面前，我们的距离却有如你在火星，我在地球。每当空闲时，我都很想和你聊聊天。但我的手有如千斤重，拿也拿不起来，来发一则简讯。就算在网络上遇到你，不知为什么，我就是无法与你谈天说地。

为何我们的距离那么遥远？

我到底是以什么心态来喜欢你？我真的喜欢你吗？我喜欢你的原因只有单单因喜欢而喜欢吗？还是有别的原因？我真的不知道！有时真的是纯纯的爱，有时却是一场爱的战争。有时会对你有思念，有时却设法要把你忘掉。

我会好好地珍惜你吗？

Been feeling that my parents are always biasd to my brothers. I am really unhaapy over it.. HMPH!

I really feel that so what if they are my brothers. Why do they have special rights? Why am I discriminated? I swear my attitude is better than my brothers'! Yet, my mum been hating my attitude! Worst of all, she will nag at me about my brothers' attitude. What is this?

The other day, I brought up that I want to have bicycle. My parents seem to have a thousand and one reasons to go against my request. The most unreasonable reason was that I am a female, why should I have a bicycle? What the hell! So what I am a female? Can't female cycle? Can't female enjoy sports? Which law in Singapore says that female are not allow to cycle?

A few days ago, I was feeling fustrated over this matter. I was about to take a shower. My mum said this to me : Girl hurry up ah! Your brother wants to bath! If you don't want to be disturbed while you having your shower, take your shower in the bathroom that's in the kitchen. What's this? Why do I always have to give in to my brothers? Another similar case, yesterday morning, while I was about to finish bathing, my mum hurried me and told me that my brother wants to take his shower. I hurried. Guess what? When I am out of the bathroom, it was after 15 min before my brother stands up and walk his way to the bathroom. What's this? So what if he is a male, older than me, is my brother? He is just only a male, 5 years older than me. Why do I need to keep giving way to him? Why can't there be equality between male and female?

More cases here.. Whatever my brothers want, my parents will get for them or ask me to get for them. Whatever I wants, I have to get them by myself. What's this again? Why do I always have to serve them? By right, shouldn't it be the elder taking care of the younger and not the other way round?

Sometimes, really hate return to a home that's full of bias-ness..

今天向把我的博恪的第三百偏周记写给你。

今天不知何故，突然对你的思念有好多感觉。一下子会觉得开心，另一下子会觉得怪怪的。终觉得我们之间有片玻璃似的。你常常就离我那几步，但我就是无法敲碎那片玻璃，经距离和你接触。或许是我太害怕接近你。但我真的好想把这片玻璃给移走，把我们的距离拉近。

Thia weekend wasn't too bad for me.. =)

I am proud of myself for finishing all the homework except the Geography Thing.. Err.. It may seem to be a small little accomplishment but to me, it is not easy to so.. so.. ya.. =P

Last night, the atmosphere don't seem to be right.. erm.. Somehow, I feel that I went to the wrong place.. (M, no offend) Somehow just don't like people to ask me such questions at that kind of place.. Anyway, had a nice chat and had a great laugh.. =D

Ok, heading off to somewhere now. Damn irritated with my sprain thumb.. =(

常常我会问自己，我还会对你有点思念吗？有时真的好想打通电话给你或见到你，但每当想起那时的冷漠，我的心就有如玻璃，被你的冷漠给打碎了。

前几天，我以为我会见到你。但我感到很失望。=‘（ 我真地以为你会来，但你最后还是没有来。*唉*

Hey! I am finally free to blog! I have been busy day in and day out. Hardly get enough rest.. -.* Worst of the worse, I sprained my left thumb. It hurts! I can hardly move my thumb fast.. As in, it take me longer time to flip pages of books, I can't really carry things on my left hand. Let's pray hard that my thumb recovers quickly..! =D

Blogging homework Time!!
Chinese Composition
Chinese Workbook
Biology Textbook
Geogrphy WS
Geography THINGS!!! (2)
Mathematics Textbook Ex 5d
A.Maths Textbook Ex 14_
Chemistry Workbook - Electrolysis
Chemistry Worksheet
Planning of Route

All to be finished over 2 days..!:'(

Blogging right in the middle of a morning.. HA!

Errm.. wake up to chiong homework.. -.* Before that slept for 6 hours. LOL! Before that 6 hours played Netball for half a day. and... Guess what? We are the Champion! Okay.. erm.. not really a grand competition but what I am contented about is the fighting spirit and the teamwork. I believe the last 10 min of the last game will be unforgetable for everyone who played and everyone who supported us.

Now, I am getting damn bored with my painful index finger and the cold shoulder someone gave me a few hours ago.. I hurt my finger while playing in the morning. It is kind of swollen now. *_* and.. It hurts whenever I bend or exert force. As for the cold shoulder, err.. maybe that someone is sleepy by now or what-so-ever. Nevermind.. Don't wanna talk much about it..

Kind of pissed off early in the morning. I was somehow being blamed for not getting things done. Nevermind..

The lessons were fun today. The teachers are great jokers! I love the part where the Chinese teacher said about 4 people being trap in the lift.. haha! err.. can't go into much details of it due to some reasons.. Can sms or mail me for more details about the story.. =P

The SMO Professor jokes seriously 5263! Can't tahan man!

On my way back from Netball.. there's this cute auntie.. We went into the lift and she went out at the 6th storey. When I stepped closer to the door of the lift, the cute auntie said " HEY! Haven't reach your storey yet!" Cute la that auntie.. I was thinking to step forward only and didn't had the intention to leave the lift yet.. haha! Cute la that auntie! LOL!!

Now.. I am damn irritated by the homework load.. :'(

看到你对别人好，对我的冷漠，我的心真得很痛！

There's tons and million things in my brain now. Ya.. finally writing English blog.. HA!!!

Holiday is ending soon!! Homework!!!

English Essay-Time
English CT1- Correction
E.Maths TB
A.Maths TB Chap 15
Geography Project
Chemistry Project
chinese workbook
A. Maths WS
Bio WB
Bio FYS
Phy WB
Chinese Compo

Gonna finish everything within 3 days!!!! Oh my GOD!

Feel like blaming some people for doing last minute work!! GRRR!

With regards to the chinese entries.. somehow getting tired of them again.. Not exactly tired but rather "sian"..

Somehow feeling lost of my future.. -.*

Guess what? It's my 1 year anniversary at BBE!

昨天突然有种感觉。这种感觉叫我把你忘掉。昨天早晨虽然受到了你的简讯，但那欢乐却只维持了一阵子。以前（大约一年前), 每收到你的一则简讯，我都会喜出望外，一整天都会笑嘻嘻的。若没有收到你的回应时，就会有如乌云盖过我似的，心情很难受。但如今，那份喜悦和那份伤心于离我而去了。或许我已经习惯你冷酷的做法了吧！习惯也牵着我的心，叫它和你说拜拜。我该这样吗?

今早的一个简讯，我的阴天变成了清天。谢谢你！

Mas aka Helium and ME!! lolX!!
The Anique!
XIU!!!!

My Beloved Coach!

My beloved TEACHERS!
Netball Team '07
After all the sweat and joy, the sec 4s journey have come to an end..

After the trial on Sat..
Naughty Joyce!!! LOLx!

(More to come!)

I and Christine.. (On our way to St John Island)

Discussion Time!

Time for some games!

Our feast! HAHA!

Doing pumping in the sea.. =P

Course, report strength! LOL!

SJI '07!

SL'07! =)

两天前，当我再等地铁和在地铁里时，我好想遇到你！那天，我真的希望，会遇到你，陪我去滨海湾。但我的期望就有如夜里做的梦，一醒来，梦也只是一场梦罢了！

昨天，当露营结束时，第一时间，很想和你聊天。但我传简讯给你后，我的手机一整天都好安静啊！

你能让我的期望和盼望变成事实吗？

不由得好想要你为我加油！简简单单的一句“加油”，我就满足了. 有你的加油，或许今天的表现会更好. 希望往后会有你的加油!

现在有种怪怪的感觉，心里有股冲动想要打电话给你，但我不知道打了电话要说什么。你打电话来好吗？哈哈！若有一天，你真的打电话来时，我只希望能听到一声“嗨!”， 我就心满意足了。我真的好向往这一天啊！

真得非常谢谢你！若没有你，事情或许会真得很遭。我感到非常抱歉。我知道你说无所谓，但我真得很内疚。

你在的时候，真的好想和你多说几句话。好想你留多一会儿。我虽然一直问你是否要离开，但我从来没有想过要你离开！真的！我只想珍惜和你在同个屋檐下的时间。我只是很怕你有事情，我不想你应为一些人，耽误了你的事情。

刚才，和你通话时，我只想多和你聊多几句话。但我一时不知道要和你说什么好。我只知道要和你道歉。若能在和你说话，聊天，我真的好想和你多聊一会儿。我很讨厌和你说再见。我真的希望我们不要说再见。

再过不久，我们就无法在同个屋檐下了。好像珍惜所剩余的时间！热亲一点好吗？

今天有好多预想不到的事. Some of the matters are shocking. Some are surprises!

Term 1 Progress Report is out! It was really unexpected. I was expecting myself not being able to get into the top 5 of my class. My common test was not very well done. To my surprise, I got into the top 5. =D However, the percentage was a little bit disappointing. If I am not wrong, through out my 3 years plus in Hillgrove, I broke my own record, I scored the lowest percentage.

Well, here's my Term 1 Progress Report:
3 A1s , 2 A2s, 1 B4, 1 C5, 1 C6, L1R5-12

以为我已经把你忘了，对你的思恋没有那么深了。但是，我错了！
每当见到你时，不知不觉，对你的思恋又回来了。有时候，真的好象好像把我内心的话大声地告诉你。但我一想到若你的反映不是我想象中的话, 我该着么办呢?

*唉* 爱啊爱! 常常想把我对你的好感保留在心里,但若不说,心里又好像觉得不自在似的.

Em..或许在保留多一阵子吧!

*cry*

I am sad. (I know it sound wrong) I am sad about a lot of things. Firstly, my common test result are not up to my expectation.

Chemistry: 36/50
Biology: 29/50
Social Studies: 19/25
E.Maths: 33/40

Most of the subjects are badly done. My mood totally gone when I received the result.

Next thing, the camp! Oh no! Haiz..

Followed by councillors' things! Oh my god!

Netball! *screams*

My mood is really gone. Lastly, my phone is gone for one day!

Ok, some people who read this, if you are not comfortable reading this entry please close this website!

Been busy since yesterday afternoon. Been planning the camp since yesterday! It is kind of fun and tedious. I am using my "lunch time" to update my blog. LOL! I am left with the last thing to finish before I can take a long break. =)

A few minutes ago, I was happily chatting away. A few mintues later, I feel sad and a bit disappointed with myself. -_*

I have been yearning for a break. My short break has finally come and my March Holidays are gone! *cry*

Nothing much for this week. Been studying and studying and studying, other than studying is eating and sleeping only. HAHAHA!!