I seriously wanna cry.. I din noe tt i am so horrible... played so badly today.. I have no idea.. why yesterday when running feel like vomitting and dizzy.. nvm.. today went back to sch for trg at 9+.. but was seriously not feeling well.. haiz.. nvm.. but still completed today's trg..

Started off with jogging outside the sch.. this reminded me of the other time went jogging with the NPCC's ppl.. Though tiring but.............................. :)

Carry on with passes and drills.... I did the drill until almost vomit sia.. then is like we all so tiring that we cant catch the balls properly.. :(

Last of all.. down the court.. I AM SO HORRIBLE!! instead of improve.. i DEPROVE!!! *CRY OUT LOUD*..

Haiz.. nvm.. shall try harder this thurs..

Today quitesian but love yesterday!!

Yesterday went to Kallangto watch Netball matches.. Went with some PJCplayers.. cos i still dun really know the way.. Surprisingly, when reach there.. met their coach.. their coach was jurong coach as well.. to me..I HATE HIS SCREAMING!! When I was pri sch, BVPS played aginst jurong pri in a carnival.. the coach kept on screaming n screaming.. so irritating sia.. haha

But not in game.. can c tt he dun scream much.. At Kallang, met Kailing.. she was there to meet her friend.. Something interesting happened yesterday.. There was a match, RP vs VJC.. yesterday rained for awhile.. so the floor was very slippery.. the RP's GA split!!! GOSH!! again.. the other time while HGV was playing against.. Westwood's GK performed a split.. haha.. I thik these 2 players are qualified ballerina.. haha.. after performing the spilt, it seem nothing to thm..!! VJC has a very gd GA.. her shooting was fantastic!! her runs were good too..

Ok.. that's all for the time being.. now.. i go jogging liao.. ltr thn update my blog again.. :)

Finally got myself new clothing.. haha.. I abt 1 yr didn't get any new clothing for myself alr.. I bought a blue t-shirt from bossini.. love the shirt.. I love the design!!

At the same time, got myself a new shoe bag.. Been using the shoe bag that my sec sch gave me but everytime ned to squeeze real hard to get my shoes into the bag..haha.. I bought from Hang Ten.. Love the design but not the color(black and red)...haiz.. but nvm.. got a bigger shoe bag can liao.. :)

My pri sch tcher asked me smth when I was chatting wif her at msn today.. she asked would I recommend her students to go to Hillgrove(HGV).. I said yes for those students who scored between 240-200.. I don't really know what kind of school is HGV.. To me, it is a school that made me learn lots of thing.. I liked how to fight to succeed.. how to get up from falls.. n more experiences.. and get to meet lots of ppl.. every new person i met, they gave mi differnent experience.. HGV 1st cohort of o and n level had did extremely well.. so is this an evidence to prove that HGV is a good sch or what? I don't know.. my sch's cca still not bad.. but compared to some schs that are of the same age as us lik Fuhua.. we are not that great..

To the teacher: every kid have diff needs.. I can't garauntee that if any of ur students enter HGV will be how.. but if the kids have their determination.. no matter wat sch they enter.. they will succeed in life.. :)

I think today shall stop here.. just now do the maths assignment until very tiring.. the paper was kind of confusing cos.. the graphs on the paper were very blur.... Did the paper till hav "eyeache" ..haha.. ok bye..

I am back to write blog daily..=)

Gonna write a short one and go and rest.. cos morning went jogging.. very tiring.. I am very unhappy with the timing of my run!!.. :@ 6 rounds, 2.4km..17mins!! HORRIBLE TIMING!! worse still.. there was a break between this 6 rounds yet still 17mins!!

After jogging, while I was going home from the bus interchange, I got a big shock.. I thought I saw Li Ling.. Was like.. I went jogging with her just now.. And I remembered I saw her walking home.. To my relief, was just a "twin" of her.. hahaha...

Went to my grandma house at 10+... go there was very boring.. cos I have three cousins taking their PSLE result today.. so my grandma was very quiet today..

The moment I got home.. I can't stay awake for long.. went to slp at 2+.. What was irritating was.. AGAIN SOMEONE CALL!!! Why I don't sleep, no one call.. When I am in my dreamland, surely got someone call..?? Please don't call so accurately, can?? I thought my phone could be "peace and silent" when I am sleeping after someone no longer calling me.. Haiz...

Ok.. that's all for today.. gotta go rest liao.. PLEASE DO NOT CALL TILL TOMORROW MORNING 9AM!!! PLEASE!!!

I slept very early last night... and had a weird but nice dream... I dreamt of him in malay costume.. the shirt was blue.. and cant remember he wore a pair of trousers or a cloth that goes round the waist.. but anyway either the trousers or the cloth was pink color.. and he was wearing pink color shoes as well.. hahahaha... In the dream, I met him in a MRT Station but I can't remember what MRT Station it was..

At here, I was waken up to go and buy books.. Ya.. I bought my sec 3 books.. The lady who looked at my booklist was giving me that "you sure those crossed out are books I don't want to buy??"look.. cos i crossed out lots of books till the extend that I only need to buy 9 books.. haha..

At home, Sleep, Play comp, wrap the books.. That's all.. haha.. what a boring day..haiz..

I was too lazy to write an entry yesterday..

Yesterday, I was damn pissed off and sad.. All thanks to my mum.. She don't allow me to go to Sentosa cos it is dangerous (dangerous cos of the beach) and I been going out too much.. Grr.. I have only been to Sentosa once.. I wanna go once more.. And most of the time, I was going school.. thn she complain I go out too much.. That's very unfair!! I was so angry and sad.. But who cares.. I am going to go Sentosa.. since I asked my parents to bring me go Sentosa, they don't want then I shall go with my friends despite her naggings.. M!

I may seem to be a stuborn teenage.. but that's me.. I always fight with fate.. haha.. but ya..that's true..

Anyway, going to school in the morning cheered me up.. I told Shu Qin what I dreamt last night.. Here's the dream: A girl from Nan Hua Sec Sch transfer to HGSS.. Her PSLE score was 26+... This girl is as old as me..

When I reached school, I was thinking of transfering out.. BUt thinking through.. this is just a dream.. haha...

Today went to learn how the weather station that is moulded on one of HGSS's building rooftop, works.. The instrutor is a funny kido.. haha.. But seriously, the things he taught were very very CHIM(difficult)!!

Left sch at 1+.. went to makan.. eat roti prata AGAIN!! This whole holi.. go sch, if go out for lunch.. SURELY go and eat roti prata.., eat until very sian liao man!! Nvm, this week, I no longer need to go to sch.. so can aviod eating roti prata.. hahaha..

In the afternoon, when I on my comp...I pity Marianne.. she was my listener yesterday.. Thanks and sorry..

Yesterday, the weather was one of the best weather of the year... For a long time, didn't have such nice weather... Now the weather is still as nice as yesterday..

In the morning, cos of the weather, slept till very late.. as late as 10+... and read Marianne's latest entry.. She wrote a SUPER long entry.. If it was written on foolscape.. I think I wil ned 3 foolscape..

Me go and continue eating liao..haha..

Ok...Long time didn't have a long entry already.. today shall have a long entry.. haha

Ya.. went ECP today.. LOVE ECP!!.. It ROCKS! can't wait to go again..

Long time didn't bike alr.. But luckily still have the skill there..haha.. however the stamina drop.. grr... Anyway thanks Li Ling's parent for treating me to biking.. Thanks LOTS!!! I love biking so much yet my mum gave away my bike when I was in pri sch.. *sob*

LOVE THE SEA!! When we went there, the sea was at high tide.. But there's something irrtating.. I was WEARING SPORTS SHOES!! GRRR... If i take off, later my legs will be full of sands and my socks will be very dirty.. nvm.. if i ever have the chance to go again.. I WILL BRING MY SLIPPERS ALONG!!!!!!!! haha..

Back to yesterday... The open house was seriously pathetic! Less than 25 ppl.. Might as well don't have the open house.. I helped out in the Chinese Department till 12+ thn went to play netball alr.. We had Captain instead of Netball cos not enough ppl.. At the same time, THERE ARE GOING TO HAVE TRAININGS DURING HOLIDAY!!! WOOOOOOOOHOOO!!.. can't wait for it.. Hopefully, the trainings will not be cancelled at the last min...

After "Netball", went to makan.. when finish, MArianne, realised that her Jason Mraz's CD was in school, she was so worried that her CD will be lost..Rushed back to sch quickly..She didn't lost her CD, she was so happy!!

I somehow regretted going back to school yesterday.. GOT NAGGED!!! GGGGGRRRRRRR!!! Y do tchers like to nag at me so much??? Nvm.. haha..

This few days.. I am much more peace than ever.. Handphone rang lesser than before.. I was like since Sept, my HP very busy sia.. surely will ring whenever I am slping.. But I pity Marianne.. cos the person who always called me.. changed target.. called Marianne..
To Marianne: BEWARE!!!! Haha...

Shall write a short one.. cos now very tired liao..

This few days been busy with the geog tuffs and the chinese stuffs... When I came home from school after finishing what I need to do in school for the day, my bro is at home.. so I cant use.. haiz.. nvm..

Today is the HGSS open house... Horrible!! Very few people.. haiz.. And got nagged by Mrs Leong.. grr... nvm.. don't care... haha..

Ok, that's all for the time being... I am real tired now.. Byee..

If any of you wondered why now I am enterning a entry using my home comp.. here's the story(something horrible happened): someone's parent called to sch.. and dun noe tell RED DEVIL wat.. thn RED DEVIL called everyone hu is going for the chalet's parent thn warned thm not to let their child go for the chalet.. and even 1 2 called us ltr at night to make sure tt we r at home.. n if i m not wrg.. she is also going to called to the chalet management to cancelled the chalet.

At night, she indeed called... Luckily I was sleeping if not have to face her nagging.. haha.. Sorry to those who actually going for chalet tomorrow.. It was my mum who told her... haiz.. sorry...

Morning, went jogging with Hui Ting.. to help her to complete her rounds.. After which went to school.. I saw a Maths qn: There are 10 white socks, 8 blue socks, 6 red socks . How many socks must you take off so that absolutely you will have a pair of same color socks?

I have no idea what's the qn means.. for those who read this qn.. can tag the explanation on the board? The ans is 4...

We wanted to start doing the geog project at 9am but Mdm Chan was not free...she told us to go and look for her again at 11am.. Meanwhile, helped Mrs Leong.. She treated me and Li Ling lunch... thanks!.. After helping Mrs Leong, it was 1+ yet i can't find Mdm Chan... haiz.. nvm..

After eating lunch..went to library to find some books with Li Ling and did some research... and went home.. At 6pm I went to slp until just now 11.30pm thn wake up.. haha.. Actually planned to sleep till tmr morning but too hungry to continue slpin..haha..

I am more or less back to my peace mood..

I can't be bothered with what the bitch does... overall..she is just a bitch...

Today, most of the time spent on my reading report.. and finally finish it. Phew! Spent few weeks doing.. FINALLY!!..haha.. at the same time.. went out with Pang Ping(PP) as well... WE went to JP.. Actually wanted to discuss about the Geog project but end up chatting..haha

Went shopping at JP.. Long time didn't enter arcarde le... I want to play the shooting of basketball so much but no $$ :(.. nvm when got money must go play..Went home at 5pm... Took 157 with PP... She went to my house to take disks..

The rest of the day spent on reading report.. till just now when finished then came online..

Wanna go rest le.. tmr morning have to wake up early.. see you guys 3 days later.. cos going for chalet tmr... anyting please kindly call to my handphone.. thanks.. =)

These few days been very busy so didn't have the time to write entry...haha...

Although holiday is here, I still have project to complete...

Wed- Slacked actually...haha...Doing nothing much in the morning and afternoon. It was night where I started to be busy. At night, at around 8pm.. did the holiday homework (part of it only).. After which, did some planning for the blog of the project..as well as the planning for my group topics.. Did all this till night.. and someone called..haha..Chat with this person till midnight..haha..

Thurs-Early in the morning went to school hoping to see him.. but who knows.. today he has no paper.. *sob* For 6 days didn't see him already!!! Haiz.. Nevermind.. the main purpose of going to school is start doing the project...(to know more about what happen, click here).. Halfway through doing the project..Li Ling came.. she came cos she heard the wrong thing and blame me..haha...but whatever... By the way, the appealing result is out.. DAMN IT!! GARY YONG IS COMING TO 3E1!!! NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
In the afternoon, went to play netball with Valerie... I was very irritated by the poles.. They were tied together and we can't move it to the court... Anyway, we weren't playing in school.. we played at a netball court near HGSS... We played till 3.45pm.. and went to makan.. not directly.. got rest for awhile before going.. If not will get pump easily!!..haha.. We went to eat Ice Kajang... IT TASTED HORRIBLE!! wasted Val's $$... haiz.. haha.. At night, it was another busy night.. I did a skin for the project...(BUT A BITCH CHANGED IT!!! GO TO HELL MAN THIS BITCH!! WHAT SHE DID TO THE BLOG.. SUCKED!!).. Tell you guys what happen in the next paragraph.. While doing, got a person, keep on sms me.. I got very irritated by this person.. so all this person's message, I either reply "huh?" or "ok".. haha.. Sorry for doing so but I was very irritated... After which, the person called.. I was seriously too tired to chat with this person, I said something that made this person angry... Sorry...

Today(Fri)-a horrible day...
Went to school early.. FINALLY SAW HIM!!! :):):):) Start of the day was quite happy...
I met up with Pang Ping to continue the project... We went to the lab to use comps to find info..At 9, meet up with the rest... And here where, my mood change and feel like killing people!! The bitch told me she not happy with my skin, she wanna change it.. She change it without asking for opinions.. THE SKIN SHE DOES SUCK!! the bitch has no color sense at all.. I DARE TO SAY THAT THE COLOR COMBINATION SUCKS!!! You guys may think I very proud here.. I dare to say that that's a fact... Not only I said that.. others said that too..

BITCHES ARE FOREVER BITCHES!! I WONDER WHY THEY EXIST ON EARTH... THEY ARE ONLY WASTING THE RESOURCES... ALL BITCHES CAN YOU PLEASE GET LOSE AND STOP WASTING THE RESOURCES? ALL BITCHES SUCK!

*sorry for me using valgarities here*

After calling a day for the project..(wanna know what happen today, click here) I went to West Mall with Pang Ping... Before I leave school, Li Ling called... I got a "nightmare" here.. But I LOVE the Nightmare..I hope such nightmare will always happen..haha.. on the way to West Mall.. I chatted with Li Ling through phone.. I finally bought Energy Live Final Fantasy Concert VCD!! I watched the VCD.. LOVE IT!!

Now already midnight...gotta go..

Yesterday, after jogging, was too tired to write a entry... Yesterday 10 rounds record: 23min..with 2 breaks in between.. cos too long didn't run, can't take it la.. haiz.. and did log lifting too.. 20times.. haiz.. bad performance.. must practice more.!!!

A big thank you to Shawn, Marianne and Michelle...Thanks for teaching me how to swim.. Love you guys..haha

Ya..went swimming today with Shawn, Marianne and Michelle... weehee.. FINALLY KNOW HOW TO SWIM!! I know its abit pathetic learning how to swim at this age.. but ya.. They taught me breaststroke.. but I can only swim abit..haha.. I tried freestyle..and just tried and can liao.. haha.. but dun noe how to change breath...haiz.. before learning and trying all this.. must know floating la... and floating.. Shawn tried to help me lots of time.. but I just can't till I used my own method.. haha.. But my method, I don't know how to change breath..haiz.. Must learn more.. M!!

Once again.. Thanks lots to the three girls..

I got very tan now.. and feeling very painful..haha.. but worth it..

So long didn't so happy liao...got gain also got lose.. I hurt my waist and small toe.. My small toe bled.. :(.. waist very painful.. but not sure if got bled.. I know my small toe got bled is cos I saw blood stain at my toe.. but nevermind...

After swimming, went to McDonald near Shawn's and Michelle's house..

Today will be a perfect day if I could see him in school when I went back...haiz..but too bad.. I didn't...

Writing entry late in the night again..haha..cos tmr no need to go school ma.. so tonight can stay as late as I want..haha..

Whole day didn't do much other then watch TV.. In the afternoon watched the final episode of Mr Fighting... Duan Yu Jiao today act until very good!... FANTASTIC!! love the show... How I wish I can be like You Li.. haiz... but nvm...

Seriously.. today other then watching TV.. I did nothing else other then eating.. haha... My bro whole day at home... so I din get the chance to play comp.. till 9pm..

Watching the show.. made me feel so sad... thinking of won't get to see him studying in hillgrove again.. haiz... Wonder if he will come back next year... Even if he come back next year... Most probably, he no longer who I know what he is and who he is now.. haiz... All I can do now is miss him... =(=(=(=(=(=(=(.... Feel like crying out loud...but also no use.. crying will only swollen my eyes... haiz...

Just now after writing the entry... went to settle the trip to sentosa.. this trip is a gathering.. I almost cant go.. but luckily..something impt happen.. haha

Say till this. I am still missing my primary school life... :(
I miss alot of people.. Ms Kiew, Mrs James, 6A'03... They have left a great memories..

Ms Kiew.. she introduced me netball... she taught me the basic of netball... In pri school, my happiest time is playing netball... In pri sch, playing netball has no worries... haiz.. not like now.. :(.. not that it is bad.. but u can see that in pri sch, my team mates.. they loved netball more than anything.. now.. in sec sch.. my team mates.. they don noe how to treasure netball. haiz...

Mrs James... She thought me for 3 years.. p4-p6... Many people may dislike her.. When she taught me in the 1st year.. I use to dislike her.. but after a year.. no longer dislike her... She may be abit violent sometimes... and/or have boring lessons... but she taught well though.. She taught me lots of things.. Not just what I am suppose to learn in lesson, but also life values.. She made me realise alot of things.. My studies improve trendmenously under her teaching.. Many people were wonder.. How I improve my maths...All thanks to this great teacher...

6A'03... they are a bunch of great friends.. though I fought with some of them before...
There is a friend, Ainah, whom I have been same class as her since I was young... She is a very nice girl.. A very good friend at the same time.. Though we are different race, we get along very very well.. I like her spirite the most.. Her spirite is NEVER DIE.. through she is a small size girl.. but her spirite is stronger than anyone...
Another friend that left me a great memories is Gail, I only get to know her better at the end of P5 ... She is a very caring person.. at the same she is also very thoughtful... I use to be a very horrible person who almost everyone hated me... or rather I am stil one now... She still tried to make friend with me and never say no when I asked help from her...
Another great girl who I have no word to describe her.. cos she is too great to be describe.. she is Qing Yun... I know her better though Netball.. her spirite in netball is damn strong..
There are still people who left me great memories like Qiao ting, Regina, Zhen Gan, Audrey, Pei Chun and many more...

I really miss the time with them... Hope can see them soon... MISS YOU GUYS!!!

Yesterday was a great day for me.. got lots of stuffs done..

Went to school to see who is in my class next year.. and guess what? All the Sec 2(this year) express netball players are in my class(3E1) next year.. and in my class only 9 boys.. HAHAHA!! I pity them... At the same time there are about 5 newcomes whom I don't know.. There was a funny name.. Jian Yi.. I have no idea is a boy or a girl!! GOSH!! haiz... haha

After looking at the result... sms li ling the whole class list... We have 36 people in our class next year..

Here's the classlist(not all in order):
Amir, Alvin Darmawan, Andrew, Hui Mui, Charmaine, Qing Fa, Christine, Rochelle, Hui Min, Li Ling,Ong, Li Ling,Tan, Daniel Tan, Shi Yun, Hui Ting, Ling Yun, Zhang Fan, Atika, Syhirah, Tanty, William, Pei Yun, Zhi Ping, Valerie, Shu Qin, Penny, Ren Sen, Cadmon, Deborah, Sandra,
Jia Yin, Stella, Jian Yi, Hui Juan, Isabel, Xin Yi and Wei Rong

When everything is done.. I and Deborah did the windstock and wind vane... and played NETBALL... I shot 50 balls in... not bad.. got slight improvement... but still needs LOTS of improve...

Then went to look for slight bag... I finally got a new slight bag... I been wanting a new slight bag badly... I bought a skyblue and black slight bag... I loved it lots... :):)

I pity Sandra and Deborah... before went to buy bag.. they wanted to leave sch fast so helped me to pick ball. sorry and thanks... When went to buy bag, they followed me from sch went to bukit gombak, thn went to west mall.. they seemed so tired... sorry... At west mall we had our lunch.. I shared abalone ramen with deborah.. When they went home.. I went to Bukit Gombak to look at the bag again.. went to Jurong East to look at other bags.. and I bought my bag at Jurong East... If I have a chance, shall take a photo and scan to here... LOVE THE BAG... haha..

When got home, played comp and watched the new season of NBA.. yesterday was Miami Heat VS Indiana Pacers.. score: 102 VS 105.. Shaq sprained his ankle!!... haiz.. for another 2 to 4 weeks.. Shaq cant play for Heat.. so sad...

Just now I watched Spurs VS Cavaliers before start typing this entry.. score: 102 VS 74...

SPURS ROCKS!! haha..

Yesterday went to school to do the practical on how to be a umpire... I think I did quite badly...Nevermind.. anyway it is my first try.. My mind and soul is totally fill with netball now... I seriously can't be bother with any other things.. Yesterday after the umpire thingy, went to do shooting with Marianne... My ankle was better.. but my shooting was still only ok.. not back to my before standard.. GRRR... damn irritated by it... I seriously need to improve my shooting... I must fulfil my dream.. IT IS A MUST!! Is there anyone who is willing to train Netball with me..?? I wanna train Netball everyday... Yes everyday!!

I came out with my own slogan for netball.. SPRINT! JUMP! FLY!...

Haiz... but all I can do now is still rest at home.. *sob*...GRRR... irritating... This Sunday, maybe shall go for a jog to build stamina.. since my last jog before I went to heal my ankle, I din had a chance to build my stamina.. This Sunday onwards.. must train hard... M!

A new month started... All I wishing is...no more horrible stuffs are looking for me... For the past 3 months, things weren't going right for me...haiz..

Nevermind.. new month, shall have a new start.. :) :) :)

This holiday, still quite free.. not much activities.. Probably this shall be a good time for me to rest and refresh... Ready for the battle next year...

Let's see.. this holiday, other then busy for the open house and NPCC, nothing else liao.. haha...

Anyway, thanks zoey, for the schedule.. :)

I am in a crazy mood now... I drove crazy by lots of stuffs.. Firstly my ankle condition worsen... GRRR...Secondly, my photo editor can't be use... Thirdly, my comp has no Han vision.. Fourth, I can't open any website that has chinese character... Fifth, my comp has no Adobe Photoshop which I wanted so much... Lastly, my comp the area to insert disk is spoilt AGAIN!!

I am very irritated and agitated now.. Grrrrrr..