3 hours 32 min to 2006!! WOO!!

Times flies.. 2005 had come to an end and 2006 is going to start within a few hours!!

Many things happened this year..

In Jan, I continued my netball career.. I played the very first game for hillgrove..(against YCSS) :) It was also my first game after one and a half year break.. However, I was unable to start the year properly cos of my sprained ankle..

As the tournament started in early Feb, I played as a sub-GS.. When the tournament ended, I was kind of sad with what I had done and how I performed during the games..

March-ONE OF THE UNFORGETTABLE MONTH!! After the tournament, we had some more games to go.. WE WON OUR FIRST MATCH OF THE YEAR!! It was against Fuchun Sec.. The whole Netball team were over the moon!! During March holidays, I went for a Science camp at Sentosa.. It was my very first time going to Sentosa!! After 3 years of keeping my hair, I cut it to very short.. till the extend that I don't have to tie it up.. End of March, all of a sudden Marianne and I got very very close.. All thanks to that someone.. haha.. :)

April, MANY PEOPLE LEFT.. I no longer see them as often as I use to be.. Especially that someone.. Marianne and I got closer than ever!!

Anything for May?? I don't think so.. haha.. other than doing badly for MYE..

MOST UNFORGETTABLE MONTH OF THE YEAR- JUNE
Had a very special birthday... THANKS MARIANNE AND VAL!! On birthday, after the celebration.. I had NPCC annual camp.. that someone gave mi a "surprise".. The annual camp was kind of like an unforgettable camp.. :) Had a CSSP camp in the middle of holiday.. not really nice, not really bad too.. :)

Started off July with ATC(it's a NPCC camp).. It was fun and tiring.. :) I had it at Pulau Ubin.. Nights there were sleepless.. and started this blog.. :)

Aug!! Life has never worst than this!! Many many many things happened.. Luckily.. there are still things to brighten up the month.. I had my very first carnival after entering hillgrove.. I also had won the very first game that I played for Hillgrove!! :)

A surprising month: SEPTEMBER.. Had the best camp of the year.. NACLI CAMP!! and my shoulder FINALLY GOT SOMETHING!! Waited for the rank for 2 YRS!! and a fellow.. gave me a real shock!! haha.. the fellow told me something that I didn't expect to hear it.. However, as the month was about to end.. I was in a very very pissed mood....

First time got so distracted in exams.. what happened in Aug and Sept made me very distracted throughout the whole month, October!! I didn't produce very good result for EOY.. haiz.. I made my very 1 own blogskin too.. :)

HOLIDAYS!!I was hoping that since it is holidays I got have peace and enjoy November.. BUt things didn't turn out like what I expected.. There are lots of obstacles!! Anyway, I had a busy november after I joined the Geog group..

Last month of the year!! December started off quite good.. had quite a no. of gatherings with diff ppl.. :) But there are STILL people "interrupting" my life.. Made my 2nd blogskin!!(current) :)

Overall.. Not really a good nor a bad one.. learnt alot of things, met alot of people.. had lots of unexpected experience.. :)

Once again need to write a short entry cos I am kinf of tire now..

all i 1 2 say today is.. STOP CONTROLLING MY LIFE!!! I had enough!!

Why so many people want to control my life.. later part of this year got 1 devil tried to control me.. now another one.. If u dun noe who u r.. u r 543!! STOP CONTROLLING LIFE..! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!

Yesterday was really tired after the game..Play basketball yesterday..

Before going for the game.. morning went to for the councilors meeting.. Next year my class is at the 2nd level!! same block as this yr.. wee!! The sec 1 and 2 are at the blocks behind.. pity them..

In the afternoon.. met up with Marianne before going to Bukit Gombak MRT station to wait for the rest..ALL LATE 20 MIN!!! haha.. their punctuality is horrible..!

The game starts!! We only had 9 people.. so it was 5 against 4.. At firat played full-court.. WA! CAN KILL ME MAN!! cos my team everytime score already then if didn't go in..the other team got the rebounce they will pass to their court quickly..and we had a hard time defending.. so they changed to half court.. after half hour.. 7 out of 9 people.. all can't really take it already.. HAHA!! our stamina was so horrible.. Oppo team their 3-pointer all were very accurate.. there is no time for us to defend at all.. GRR!!

After a rest, we had 2 against 3, 3 against 3, 4 against 3.. at the last game they came out with this rule by the oppo team.. we score 1 they down pumpings.. HAHA!! continuously I shot in 3 3-points.. After which, got 1 of them said if I shot in 1 more he will down 50.. AnD I DID IT!! Yesterday was a bad day for them..haha..

I need to go and prepare for NPCC already.. later got test.. haha.. bb :)

Shall write a very short entry.. I am too tired to write a long one..

Thanks Shawn for the gift..
Thanks Marianne for the peanuts and organize the game..
THanks to all the 8 people who played today.. Nice game..
Sorry to 3 of them for being so cruel..

That's all.. I am too tired to write somemore.. I go sleep already.. anything call at 7am!! Thanks

WEnt for Netball self-training in the morning.. Nothing much.. I practiced my defence more than my shooting.. haha.. shooting so horrible still practice defence.. haha.. got reason de.. cos tmr my job is defence.. shooting will leave it to marianne.. :)

Found better ways to defend opponent.. :) not exactly better ways but rather know more about defence.. haha.. After self-training, went to retrieve books from the bookshop.. But the bookshop was telling me that I didn't pay the money.. WAT THE!! Made me go find Mr Thiru to settle the prob.. GRRR!

By then, Marianne and I realise that some of the netballers, we have not contact them to tell them to pay for the jerseys tmr.. N tried for an hour before getting their no. ...

At home.. played like mad.. haha.. and had a nice nap!! :) Long time didn't had such a nice nap.. :) Ok, now studying for thurs (cos tmr not free. :P) bye..

VALERIE, U WIN!!!
u can be so last min sia!

Nvm.. :) These 2 days finally can use comp for about half a day.. :) Yesterday spent 1 FULL HR adjusting my blog.. Today actually wanted to go for chalet.. but my mum dun allow.. :( Stayed at home doing Chinese homework.. FINALLY FINISH!! spent a week doing!!

Also looked at other people blogskin.. cos I feel lik doing 1 chocolate blogskin but have no inspiration.. Now still have not got any inspiration.. haiz.. shall look at more tmr.. :)

That's all for the time being.. need to go n slp alr cos tmr got netball practice.. :):):)

Ok.. got a new blog skin.. :) 2nd blogskin for myself.. hehe.. Netball again.. :P

I don't know why.. i find it kind of weird.. I wonder how you guys' opinion.. feel free to tag your opinion about this new skin.. this skin took me lots of time.. I spend it mainly doing the "pict"... That's was the most difficult part of this blog.. I had a hard time learning how to combine symbols and letters to form these pictures.. I spent a week learning and doing.. Was kind of fun.. I got the idea from one of the blogskin I found in blogskins.com.. Click here to view..

I am still finding a better way to do the netball.. hopefully it can be done by tmr.. :)
Gtg.. bye..

Been very bothered this few days..

Shocks, pressure, stress, sadness.. Who can understand me TOTALLY now?? I believe that no one can understand me totally.. Cos even myself can't understand myself totally..

I am someone who does things according to my interest.. but it seem that in life this is impossible.. I read one of my friends blog before..

Here's what she wrote..
Passion we can pursue but only for a short span of our lives. Take for example, a student has a passion in playing soccer. He can play that sports well all the way till he finishes his academic path, after which he has to give up soccer for that passion can never be his career. The only consolation is that he can be a coach, but still he must be a certified coach. He can still play soccer but only for leisure. Career is still another area he has to pursue for that matter of fact. Of course those in arts get a bit better, they can pursue but again, only if they have the financial stability.

That's very true.. isn't it?

Since I am still young now, can I pursue my passion my interest? I hate to go against my passion and interest.. The feeling of doing something that I don't like is horrible..

(the next paragraph may offend someone but that's what I feel)
I have lost my interest in NPCC.. can I have sometime to find back my interest in it? or else it will be meaningless going for it right?? It maybe selfish of me for asking for a break now.. but isn't it selfish of you (you know who you are) to ask me to do something that I don't like? Since I have something more important to do now.. why can't I just concentrate on it?

I admit that I am trying to run away from some stuffs.. but by running away, I can concentrate on something else..

Like my blog address: Trying to have my dreams on.. I believe that everyone know what my dreams are.. For those who don't know..I want to pursue Netball's highest level: Be a national player.. I am not sure if I can make it.. but I need a chance to try out.. why can't you people just give me the chance??

Haiz.. nvm.. let time decide EVERYTHING.. Hopefully, time will give me the right things..

By the way.. MY SONY ERICSON IS BACK.. WEE!! :):) must really thanks my father.. He took 2 days to repair it..

To all readers: MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Changed my blog skin to blogger's skin..

Now dun really have an idea what kind of blog skin I should have so put this..

For the past few days.. stayed at home.. cos been going out too much recently..

Went to do Netball jersey and t-shirt today.. Sorry Xiu Ying.. We won't do it again.. :)
Spent 2HRS in the shop!! haha.. Each of us need to pay $52 for the jersey + tee... I no $$ le!! :'( Worse still my hp spoilt too!! WAT THE.. nvm.. using my mumn's phone now.. haiz.. nvm... Just now when come back from Queenstown Shopping Center, the bus 61 was kind of a crazy bus.. sit until wanna vomit sia..

Ok.. tt's all for the time being gotta go polish my boots for tmr liao.. haha. bye..

Emm.. went swimming yesterday.. not much imrpovement.. swam alone.. Haiz.. nvm..

Today? Morning.. watched NBA.. LAL VS WSH.. Finally saw Lakers won a match.. not that they don't win often.. just that all the matches that I watched they don't win..
-------------------------------------
Sometimes, I wonder..
Is it true that the higher once goes, the lonelier he/she will be??
Why do people and things come and go? Left behind loneliness
Why can't they stay forever??

Is this what you call life??
If this is so, I rather choose not to be born.. Haiz..

-------------------------------------
Am I asking for too much??
Why can't things go my way?
Why are there so many and things blocking my way??
Can't I just be successful in one of the aspects that I want to be succeed?

Many people around me has gotten what they want.. but not me... or just that I din know that I have got it? Which is true?

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME???

Li Ling.. PLEASE EAT BREAKFAST BEFORE YOU GO FOR RUNS IN THE MORNING!! PLEASE!!

Went for runs and jog in the morning.. Started with 100m race.. The run was horrible.. 17.97sec!! 2 sec slower thn my best!! THAT'S ALOT!! and continue with jogging..

After running for 3 rounds, I can't find Li Ling.. When I was about to continue to complete my 4th round.. saw her very pale at the seats.. She called me over.. and she told me she felt dizzy..

Thanks to the auntie who helped her..

Jogging was so horrible.. 3 rounds 10min!!! WAT THE!! Must train harder!! can;t let this happen again..

Reach home, like ran for 7-10 round.. was damn tired!! Haiz.. My stamina MUST improve... I MUST TRAIN hard!!

Been super long didn't update my blog..

Last thursday went to sch to have self trg.. Kind of fun.. We(me, Marianne, Shi Yun, Val) had bonding session.. haha.. all so close liao.. haha

Fri..went out with mum to buy clothing but end up buying shoes.. HAHA!! Since then.. till today only then I can use comp.. cos my bro.. :(

My Sat and Sun was kind of bored.. pratically slept for 2 full days.. heehee =P

Mon WAS FUN!! WEEHEE!! Went ECP with HGSS Netball Team.. Had lots of fun..

Here are some of the pict..











Sorry for getting some of you irritated..


I am real tan now.. :) skin color more balance already.. :)

As for yesterday..went for geog meeting..We had a hard time searching for books.. End up when we found the books.. they can't be borrowed.. GRRR!! Nvm, shall use internet.. haha.. "absorbed" more sunshine yesterday.. Had a nice time playing bball with Calistal, Joyce and Val..

Today? Did HGV weather studies project blog.. HAD LOTS OF PROB!!! Now still not perfect yet..Will be doing somemore later or tmr.. Anyway, thanks to the person who helped me in the afternoon.. Thanks.. :>

Ok..shall stop here for the time being.. update more some other time.. :)

I had all the feelings today.. Angry, disappointed, sad, happy, feeling sorry and feeling sian

Was feeling real sian for in the morning.. Nothing to do at all other than homework.. haiz.. nvm.. So went to sleep.. At 5, my mum woke me up and ask me to go out to buy stuffs.. I was kind of angry here.. Cos I was sian enough already yet still want me go do window shopping.. but still went out.. To my surprise, she got me goggles and watch.. THANKS MUM.. LOVE YOU!!! MUACKZ! LOVE THE GOGGLES AnD WATCH!! =)=)=)=D

On the out, Christine called.. sorry.. I din know about the matter that you told me just now.. sorry..

On the way home, smsed Marianne and Val regarding some netball stuffs.. sorry for changing the time.. cos I don't wanna continue stay under sorching sun..

Night was when where I was sad and disappointed... People who know me will know what can get me down so easily..

Now in sad, disappointed and sian mood.. :( haiz..

New month started but thing don't seem to go well.. *sob*

Finally free now to write a long entry.. :) For days didn't really hav the time to write a long entry cos been kinda busy...

Went Sentosa on Sat.. Have lots of fun there.. :) I long time didn't go to beach and play already.. LOVE THE BEACH!! the sand is real nice.. :) :) It is really a pity for those who didn't go or couldn't make it.. Hope to see you guys soon!! :):) Can't wait for the next gethering before 2006.. :) Though we long time didn't see each other but we are just like before, having fun as a class.. LOVE 6A'03!! YOU GUYS RAWKZ!!!

To 6A'03 and whoever want to go: Mrs James' husband is putting up a drama at her church.. on 18th Dec.. it is open to the public.. whoever is interesting.. just leave your name at the tagboard.. :)

Today's netball training.. Kind of bad for me.. Right knee is seriously injured.. most probably going to see a doctor by next week.. And today's training SuPER TIRING!! Run, run, run.. We did lots of running today.. Tried out "new" position today.. haha

After training, went to collect the geog's project data.. long time didn't touch the data thingy.. Forget everything.. HAHAHA!!! Just got them downloaded and left them alone.. =P.. Went to Mc to meet up with the rest to discuss about the project title.. But the discussion had no conclusion.. *-* Wil be meeting them again on 13th Dec..

ok.. tt's all for the time being.. not really long but much longer than the past few entries.. haha..

Ok, shall write a short 1..

A big thanks to the 12 of you for such a wonderful day at Sentosa on Sat..

LOVE 6A'03 AND SENTOSA!!!

To all Nacli's westerners: BBQ at East Coast Park, 15, 16 Dec... 10.30am meet at BB MRT Station.. bring $3 along.. Hope to see you guys soon.. :)

Now is writing blog in pain.. My right knee is in great pain.. especially when I bend it...

Today's training..not bad.. still ok.. but I need to improve on my shoot.. out of 10 scored onli 2... That's HORRIBLE!! Must work hard on my shooting!! M!

Ok.. I that's all for the time being.. will update more tmr.. :)

Been bothered with Monday's stuffs so didn't have the mood to update my blog yesterday...

Yesterday, whole day stayed at home thinking through some stuffs.. Kinda sad.. :(

Nevermind.. At least, something brighten me up today.. :) Went to Ms Ou's house today and had fun with this year's classmates... Feeling much better now..

Today is the last day of November.. Looking back.. Overall still not bad.. Beginning of the month, life was smooth.. but as the month goes.. life got slightly bad.. But I am glad that these bad experiences made me learnt some lessons.. :)

Tomorrow will be a new month and it is also the last month of the year.. hopefully things will be better.. :)