Thursday, May 31, 2007

All of a sudden, I felt anger in me.. with someone.. Is it all right to be angry with this person? What's the reason that caused me to be so angry? What caused me to be furious with this person? Worse of all, the anger almost grew into hatre.. Emm...
It has been quite some days since I last type a proper post.. LOL!!

My thumb condition is not improving at all and I think it seems to be getting more serious. The other day while trying to be "ke kang" (act smart), I tried to used my hand with the injured thumb to carry a big stack of papers.. Oh man! A dui! Pain! Hopefully, everything is gonna be all right for my thumb.. -_=

Has been going back to school since holiday starts.. Ya.. by right should be school holiday, but there don't seem to be.. -_* Sometimes, really wanna have a long and good break to refresh my mind and soul.. If not, whenever there's a short break, it's just gonna be like today.. slept for 13hrs.. Goodness.. when woke up, the feeling was totally terrible.. my head feels like it is going to crack at any point of time if I move a little more.. My plan for a good workout was spoilt too.. -,*

All right.. it is time to countdown.. LOL (cow dung??)

3 more DAYS!!!

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

到底是这么一回事啊?

结果会是。。。???
Found this "Emotion test"... Find it quite interesting..

1.Your favorite color out of: red,black, green, blue, yellow?

2. Your first initial?

3. What month were you born in?

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?

5. Name one of your friends?

6. Your favorite number?

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?

Finish the test already..? hehe.. Here's the answers..


Answers
1. If you choose:
Red- You are alert and your life isfull of love.
Black - You are conservative andaggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and youare laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and lovekisses and affection from the ones youlove and give good advice to those whoare down.
Yellow - You are a very happy person..

2. If you're initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love andfriendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to themaximum & your love life is soon toblossom.
S-Z You like to help others and yourfuture love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:

Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that youfall in love with someone totallyunexpected.

April-June: You will have a stronglove relationship that will lastforever.

July-Sept: You will have a great yearand will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great,and eventually you will find your soulmate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on adifferent direction, it will seem hardat the time but will be the best thingfor you, and you will be glad for thechange.
White: You will have a friend whocompletely confides in you and woulddo anything for you, but you may notrealize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. This is how many true friends youhave in your lifetime.

7. If you choose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friendsand your lover and yourself are veryreserved and not emotional.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like toplease people but have many emotions

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

刚睡了一觉,醒来时。。。我脑海里充满了对某件事的看法与想法。我脑海里有很多很多想法与看法。有些想法就刚好是彼此的相反。我越想越苦恼,真不知如何处理这件事情。=(

我很不像伤害到别人。但很多人都说我们应该珍惜我眼前所拥有的一切。。。

请知情者告诉我该如何是好,好吗?

Monday, May 28, 2007

你实在让我很乱。。。我现在真的不知如何面对你好。。。

话在心头,口难开。

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Hey peeps! Take care of ur health!! Weather has been terrible in Singapore.. Drink lots of water, ya? It is always go to take a step slower and allow urself to breathe.. =) Take care peeps..!

Sunday, May 27, 2007

不知何时,你撞进了我的心灵,在我的心理挖了个洞,躲了起来。。。

对于某些事情,此时此刻,感到难以面对。那些奋勇而来的情感,让我顿时不知如何是好。

你知道吗?
Personalities of different MONTHS BABIES! =)

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Ambitious and serious.
Loves to teach and be taught.
Always looking at people's flaws andweaknesses.
Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive.
Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Rather reserved.Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children.
Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easilyjealous.
Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Always her self.Sexy/ hot/ cute/ everything.

FEBRUARY :
Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does notshow it.
Dislike unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely showsit.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality.
Sexy.Affectionate.
Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous andsympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others.
Loves to serve others.
Easily angered.
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful.
Loves to dream andfantasize.
Loves traveling.
Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners.
Loves home decors.
Musically talented.
Loves special things.
Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solvespeople's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional.
Aggressive.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Moving
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lovercan see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings.
Sexy.
Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation.
Easily consoled.
Systematic (left brain).
Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
Good imagination.
Good physical.
Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling.
Dislike being at home.
Restless.
Having more than one child.
Hardworking.
High spirited.Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly.
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious.
Executive.
Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with.Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Short Tempered.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessarythings.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressionscarefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and theold friends.
Likes to be quiet.Home Body.Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved.Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke.
Attractive.
Suave and caring.
Brave and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities.
Knows how to console others.
Too generous but egotistic.
Takes high pride of oneself.
Thirsty for praises.
Extraordinary spirit.
Easily angered.
Angry when provoked.
Easily jealous.
Observant.
Careful and cautious.
Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts.
Loves to lead .
Loves to dream.
Talented in the arts, music and defense.
Sensitive but not petty.
Poor resistance against illnesses.
Learns to relax.
Hasty and trusty.
Romantic.
Loving and caring.
Loves to make friends .

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising.
Careful, cautious and organized.
Likes to point out people's mistakes.
Likes to criticize.
Stubborn.
Quiet but able to talk well.
Calm and cool.
Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed.
Loyal but not always honest.
Does work well.
Very confident.
Sensitive.
Thinking generous.
Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look for information.
Must control oneself when criticizing.
Able to motivate oneself.Understanding.
Fun to be around.
Secretive.
Loves sports, leisure and traveling.
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Very choosy, especially in relationships.
Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat.
Loves those who loves them.
Loves to takes things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty.
Loyal and true in Love.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care of what others think.
Emotional.
Decisive.
Strong clairvoyance.
Loves to travel, the arts and literature.
Touchy and easily jealous.
Concerned.
Loves outdoors.
Just and fair.
Spendthrift.
Easily influenced.
Easily loses confidence.
Loves children.

NOVEMBER:Has a lot of ideas.
Difficult to fathom.
Thinks forward.
Unique and brilliant.
Extraordinary ideas.
Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong clairvoyance.
Can become good doctors.
Dynamic in personality.
Secretive.
Inquisitive.
Knows how to dig secrets.
Always thinking.
Less talkative but amiable.
Brave and generous.
Patient.
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
If there is a will, there is a way.
Determined.
Never give up.
Hardly becomes angry unless provoked.
Loves to be alone.
Thinks differently from others.
Sharp-minded.
Motivates oneself.
Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited.
Well-built and tough.
Deep love and emotions.
Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships.
Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy.
Honest and keeps secrets.
Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous.
Sexy.
Patriotic.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Loves to socialize.
Loves to Party.
Loves praises.
Loves attention.
Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy.
Not pretending.
Short tempered.
Changing personality.
Not egoistic.
Take high pride in oneself.
Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke.
Good sense of humor.


Are these true for you?

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Mid Year Results are out! Not as good as I expected but I will say that it is neither too bad...

3 A1s, 1 A2, 2B4s, 2C5s..
Percentage: 70.9%
Total: 567.5/800

I was actually afriad that I am going to "break" my record this time round.. Luckily I didn't.. BUt I am freaking disappointed in my L1R5.. freaking!.. 15! Goodness.. out of it.. 2 subjects.. 10 points.. Can die man!

My goal now: 678/800
YA!!!
Hi peeps..! Recently found a few interesting sports that I never knew!!

Underwater Hockey, Underwater football, Underwater rugby, underwater golf... LOL!

Here are some links to understand more able these sports..

Underwater Golf: http://www.ananova.com/news/story/sm_2332617.html

UNderwater Rugby:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Underwater_rugby

Underwater Football:http://www.underwaterfootball.com/

Underwater Hockey: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Underwater_hockey

Friday, May 25, 2007

哈哈!我愚蠢吗?我不知道。。。

我害怕的东西又回来了。。。我能预测会发生什么事,但我很害怕。。。

过去已曾了过去。。。但我对未来有恐惧。。。那会是一场可怕的梦。但老实说,我其实不建议。。。真的。。但那恐惧感就是在那。。。

无论如何,再过一阵子再说吧!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

今天参扎了很多心情。有失落感,感到有点气愤,也感到有点伤心。

这几天不知何故, 很不愿听到一些话,但那些话就一直在我耳偏铃响着。实在感到反感,难以忍受。

除此以外,环念着他的感情回来了。为何那么难放下呢?今天好期待他会来,但我失望了。但当于一位好友在谈天说地时,越谈越气。那些不愉快的往事都被挖了出来。感到十分难受。

现在就有种想逃离现实的感觉。。。

Monday, May 21, 2007

想念

4年前。。。
有了那么一天
你动了我的心
我对你有了感觉
oh yeah my baby yeah..

当我和你距离拉近时
你与她
结束了你们的辛苦旅程

我对我自己说
我要完完全全
把你抛到我的脑后里
再不去理你
但我就是做不到Aaaa...

你的画面
长出现在我面前
那种思念的感觉
是很难受的 aaa..

我真的很想念你
你的画面
长出现在我面前
那种思念的感觉
是很难受的

你会回到我身边
还是我们的距离会在疏远
我真得很想念你

你的画面
长出现在我面前
那种思念的感觉
是很难受的

我真得很想念你。。。

This is not a professinal lyrics.. but this is MY own story lyrics.. so ya..

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Hi peeps!! Haha.. I am on my high mood now! =)

I got my new Spectacle!! weehee! I have wore my old spectacles for 5 YEARS!! I loved my new spectacles.. it sliver-black.. =)

My presentation was quite successful too!! =) Although there's still room of improvement, I was proud of myself.. It wasn't easy to come out with the presentation and carry it out.. Really thanks all the teachers for their supoprt.. and LI LING!! I really want to thank Li Ling.. Without her, it could not have been so successful..

I am quite pleased with my result too.. =) Although there are some subjects that need lots of improvement, some subjects did better than I expected..

Here's the result:
Chinese (Overall) 64/100
English: Yet to be known
E.Maths: 82/100
A.Maths: 83/100
Chemistry: 72/100
Physics:90/100
Bio:63/100
Combine Humanities: 56/100 (really need to buck up!!)

Ya.. There will be intensive MT next week.. weehee!! =)

And.. Spurs made into the Western Conf. Finals.. XD

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

梦想?志愿?你有吗?我没有。。。

突然间,我觉得我失踪了。不知下一步该如何走。

我对未来是一片茫然。。。

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Sometime it is amazing how we can actually challenge ourselves..

More often than not, humans just want to strive and do their best.. However, at the same time, the route to our success seems to be full of obstacles.. At times, these barriers just held us back.. Stopping us from moving on.. But, our mind and soul are just so marvellous.. they lead us to overcome our problems..

Yes, I agree.. sometimes, our soul and mind do have a hard time leading us through.. but well.. we are still being lead through.. No matter how challenge the problems are..

And.. Really.. In the world, there's really nothing impossible..

Haha.. Hui Mui is writing such things here.. where she always complains all her problem.. well to me.. complain problems out help me to solve them..

So ya.. people.. my main message here is.. You can overcome your fears and barriers by one way or another.. Look at different solutions of the problems.. Maybe a good cry or simply just a good sleep can solve the problem.. Maybe not solve.. but will at least make you feel better..

Jia You! Ganbatte!
我觉得好累啊!

不知为何我就是无法把一些东西抛到一旁。

休息是为了要走更长远的路。我真的好想好好的休息一下啊!

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

不知为何,觉得快被压得透不过气了。

总觉得很不像面对现实。。。

那股压力实在令人难受...

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Didn't seem to be in mood for long.. don't know why..

Anyway, was glad that got to met my dearest coach yesterday.. It has been like ages since I last met her.. Those younger days were really enjoyable..

Nowadays, there are really too much things, too much thoughts.. Worst of all, I have no idea how to express my thoughts and solve the problems.. there are just simply too much fear.. it is really difficult to face the challenges up ahead..

I am back to the old emo. me..

Life?

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Was actually in a good mood to start today's entry.. after reading my past entries and some blogs, they dampemed my mood.

Somehow, I don't seem to be able to leave my shadow.. While reading through some of the entries, I was thinking back and wondering who am I, what have I done? With these questions, it bring me back to a few days back.. I was thinking what to write for my essays.. I wanted to bring in personnel experience.. but when I think through I was actually leading a boring life..

NPCC, Netball, Councillor, Studies. Nothing much happened other than making some great friends. It is true that my friends had bring in some colours for my life but things that I was doing seem that have made me blind.. I had lead a life blindly.. As in, i had a fixed rountine in my life.. Other than some love stories.. there's nothing much I can talk about.. Haiz..

Maybe it was not the things that I was doing that caused my life to be boring but rather my attitude.. I am not sure actually.. when I was reading through my past entry.. it seems that years after years i have not changed my temper my character.. the temper the character that I don't like..

Next, whenever I think of this I would ask myself what's the best character and the best temper? Haiz!!!!

I believed that the attitude and the character really give me non-memorable memories..

Oh no, after 15+ years of life.. Non memorable memories? OH GOSH! What's this?

For your info.. if u think that this entry make no sense, you may choose not to read.. but if you have chosen to read this, and feel like venting your emotions on my blog.. I would suggest you to just close this window..

Friday, May 04, 2007

Now that I realised, I had miss out many people in my links.. oops! Sorry peeps! Soon, ok? lolx..

The NBA playoffs result surprised and disappointed me.. Dallas, Miami and Lakers are out.. Eh.. I don't mind Suns winning Lakers actually though.. :P But I was hoping Miami to win Chicago but Miami lost 4-0 :( I am really surprised that Dallas is out! It was like Dallas had the best season record for this season and Warriors only climbed up at the last few games of the seasons.. Not that Warriors can't win but I was kind of expecting Dallas to be the champion though.. Now, only hoping that my all-time favourite.. SPURS, will emerge as the champion.. =D

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

该是时候要放手了。。。

想哭,却知哭是没用的。。。

想对你说,却知说是没用的。。。

我只好书院你,离你而去。。。