There's just simply too much things going round..

There are really too much matters to be noted.

唉！

Whatever happened had just hit me so hard..

There are just simply too much things on my mind.. There are so much things to be done.. At times, I am really drench totally.. I understand that it is really difficult to understand someone.. Sometimes, a moment of support means more than anything.. Really thanks Hui Juan for all the help and concern.. Really sorry for troubling you..

The feeling of being stretch to the edge was really terrible. The moments of being stretch to the edge made me mentally totally dead. I am really glad that the dreadful week is over..

Anyway, I am really proud of my school's performance at SYF!
Concert Band-Bronze Award
Choir-Bronze Award
Malay Dance-Bronze Award
Modern Dance-Silver Award

Really wanna congrats all councillors (include myself.. hehe :P) for making our day such a successful day.. It is really nice to see that our effort are not wasted.. =)

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
不能用恨你却不住结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的
美丽停在这里

听到你现在的真心话，我真的有种想要立刻跑到你身边的冲动。但知道你一些事后，觉得。。。（我的辛勤就在那歌词中）。。。。。。

Same old rotting problems.. -.* Nevermind..

Homework Gallery (Soon becoming a museum.. haha!!)
-E.Maths Paper
-A.Maths Paper
-Chemistry Paper
-Chemistry WB
-English Writing
-English Comprehension
-Physics File
-Chinese File
-Testimonial
-Chinese WS
-A.Maths T.B
-Geography FYS

Can't remember if there's anymore.. -.*

This week was kind of fun and discover-tive for me.. LOL!

Damn it.. LOL! Was thinking of writing something but I forgot! -.*

Anyway, I heard an Indian speaking fluent Hokkien today.. I admired him! Seriously! Nowadays, Chinese could hardly speak our own dialects.. NO offend but.. ya..

and wanna recommend a few website that I discovered this week..

http://redsports.sg/

this website update news on sports going on in singapore's school..

http://dene-dina.blogspot.com/

This is actually an online shop that sell ear studs and ear rings.. Some of her items are imported directly from Japan.. Have a look, ya? I can assure you that it is really worth looking!! =)

All of a sudden, felt the noise of stress in my ears. This noise has made my brain unstable.. It is kind of irritating..

Now.. it is like.. there's test tomorrow. There's English writing to be done and handed in tomorrow as well as writing 5 pages of scripts in ENGLISH!! Goodness! Furthermore, I have just completed my Maths homework.. The tiredness is unbearable.. Feel like grabbing my pillow and falls flat onto my bed.. Hopefully will have a nice time in lalaland..

Nevermind.. this is the so-called O level's Preparation Days.. =)

两个星期前已经是你的最后一次了吗？你再也不会回来了吗？

This week was weird for me.. It was hectic when it started off.. but as it ended.. these lots of feelings that overwhelmed me..

Guess what? ALL CCAs are coming to an end for the Sec 4s.. Ya, I mean it.. End of April, officially every sec 4 will no more CCAs.. Time flies..

Today is the last outing for the Sec 4 and 5 NCOs.. We went Pulau Ubin for ATF.. Damn it! It rained! =( Anyway, I had a fun time.. :D

Peace please..

Thanks a lot for the concern.. be it what happened to me on thurs or what happened to my blog.. Thanks a lot, peeps.. =)

To certain people out there, please give me some peace ok? Some comments are meant for me for some reasons.. but all I want now is peace.. My definition for peace is.. saving those unnecessary comments to yourself... All I want now is be alone for sometime.. Don't ask me why I want to be isolated.. Somehow, I just don't feel like communicating with people..

If I communicate too much and I can't take it, I will just show my attitude and my attitude may offend you.. So to prevent one another becoming enemies.. give me some space, ok?

A little space that contains a little soul..............................................

Thinking about the entry before this.. Suddenly, these familiar qns came to my mind..

What's my responsibilities in life?
What's life?

Sometimes, I tends to hate people..
Sometimes, I tends to be selfish and feel annoy when helping people..
Sometimes, I feels jealous over small matters..
Sometimes, I just wants to have everything in the world..

Ya, I should not question myself about these questions.. as I have been doing so and these questions should rot by now..

The other day I was pondering about what I should do in the future..
I realise my character hardly suits into any career. I thought of being a doctor.. but I do not know how to care for others. I thought of being police. The life has too little freedom. I thought of setting up a business. What business should I set up?

It seems that there are zillion of questions about myself and life in my little brain.

Somehow, I feels that I don't know how to lead a life or rather I don't know what exactly is life all about.

Nowadays, my only companier is homework and sometimes netball. Yes, only homework and netball.. Somehow, I just don't feel like talking to people or rather I feels that there's no one that I feels comfortable talking to..

*sigh*

就连，你，这平时我最想说话的对象，我都不想与你说话。总觉得你恨恐怖。

Ya, I really feels that people around are a distance away from me.. The feeling of strangers is what I feel..

*sigh*

Even since my brother come back from NS, I never stop getting jealous of him.. I always sees that my mum wants me to do this and that.. Somehow what I feel jealous about is.. why my mum always ask me to do this and that.. She never asks my brother to do things. Somehow I just don't like my mum to keep telling me what's not done.. I really feel fustrated with it.. Most of time, I feels that I expect things to be done by other people and not done me.. =(

Let's just take a very simple example.. my mum bought a bottle of face wash. I was expecting her to place it in the bathroom. Somehow, she will always place my brother's things in place but just not mine.. I just got fustrated with it. =( Yes, I know it is a small thing and I should not be bothered with it.. I just can't help feeling fustrated with what treatment my brother received and I am not able to receive the same treatment.

Emm.. *sigh*

I getting confuse in what medicine to take! haha! I have like both western and traditional chinese medicine to take every day. Now is like for every 4 hours I will take a kind of medicine. Ha!

Ok, and there's quite a pile of homework..

Bio Skill 3
Phy Skill 3
Eng Essay
A.mAths TB
Bio FYS
Chem WB
Phy File

and many more..

很害怕会失去你，但也害怕接近你。。。

Ta taH! Felt bored with the old skin.. Here's a new skin! NOt much different from the previous but.. I personnely feels that this look more "interesting" =)