Hehe~

The WEST is gonna filled with plenty netball actions for next two months! Netball Super League(NSL) will be held at Jurong East Sports Complex! Yippee!!

I feel exhausted and burn out. I really wish that I don't have to go to school tomorrow. School, training, homework. This cycle repeats everyday. I doubt I can hang in there for long. The thought of giving up shows up. Also, I am affecting the rest of my activities outside netball. I am not doing a good job in house council. (I am very sorry, Dom.) I am not handling other stuffs well too. For example, socialising.

ARGH! I am so frustrated with myself. I keep telling myself handle my time well, handle my time. But, am I not trying hard enough? Or, I have simply too many things? What's the answer? What should I do?????

I am disturbed by the fact that I am not a badged umpire.

"Oh, we need badged umpire."
"Sorry, we have found a badged umpire."

Grr! Sometimes, I really feel like attacking certain annoying people. GRR!

Talking about life

Life's busy but I think I am enjoying it.

I think I am slowly falling in love with reading. hehe. I used to dislike reading. I think that it is such a dull pastime to have. But now, I think reading is kind of fun. The feeling of know something new is very satisfying.

My trainings are spread out throughout the whole week instead of clustered together during monday to wednesday. However, I don't think this a better option for me. I feel very exhausted. Em..

I changed my profile picture. I so damn love that bib! Hehe!

HOMEWORK, Homework, homework, hw. No point complainting over it I guess. This is life. But, seriously, there's so much homework for this weekend. 2 chem tut, 2 maths tut, 1 bio tut, gp research. SO far, i have only completed one maths tut. oh no. hai..

Another day, tomorrow. A battle of pride. A battle of decisions. Oh well.

Hey, jia you man!

Yishun - a foriegn place.

Yishun is such a foreign place to me.

I needed to go to northLAND secondary for umpiring. I got lost in Yishun. I arrived at Yishun at 3+. My friend told me to take bus 804. But, guess what? seeing no one waiting for bus 804 and bus 806 came, I decided to try my luck. I asked the kind bus 806 bus driver for advice on the dirction to northland secondary. BUT the uncle mistaken northVIEW secondary for northland secondary. When I alighted from the bus, I realised that northland secondary is on the other end of Yishun. Then, I cabbed down to prevent myself from being late. Four dollars flew away. The cab uncle is very nice. Thanks uncle for your advice on the way to get to the mrt station!

After umpiring has ended, I wanted to walk back to the interchange. And I lost my way again. Luckily, there is a super nice auntie who brought me to the interchange.

A big thanks to all who helped me today - bus 806 bus uncle, Huamin pri's sercurity guard, passerbys who directed me, the cab uncle and the auntie who brought me to the mrt station!

Hui Mui, just stop and move on with life. Everyone has their problems. It is pointless to keep nagging on and on about the bad experience you encounter daily!

Argh! I hate myself for this! HMPH!

Yippee! I love shopping!

Loitered around IMM yesterday. I was looking for some good and cheap bag yesterday. (IMM was having quite a fair bit of sales). Nothing caught my eyes though. But, guess what, a jacket caught my eyes. A red shinny(??) jacket. (will put up picture of it soon). =D. Adidas is having 30% off for all their products. I was tempted to buy a pair of sky blue tennis shoes. It's gorgeous and the price is reasonable. (Less than 100 bucks). In the end, I didn't because I think I have enough shoes at home already. hehe. (:

What has been happening?

Life is kind of dull I guess. Em...

This picture speaks my heart.

In life, sometimes, it is just so difficult to balance everything. In order to balance well, we need to find the centre of gravity which very often, we rarely find it.

Am I overly committed to netball that I lost my life?

I remembered not long ago, a random friend advised me on my busy lifestyle. She said that I maybe enjoy netball but I am doing it at the expense of other parts of my life. Back then, I ignored her advise but today I came pondering about what she said. Reaching home at after 11.15pm twice a week. Spending half of my sunday with my teammates. My free time in school is spent on practicing shooting. My free days are spent on watching netball games.

Too much netball for me?