Damn freaking angry now.. I have been angry since last night with my father..
"Your daughter want to lend a bike from the her friend and keep it at home.. Home got no space"
"Mei ah, you won't have the time to go cycling.."
The first sentence is by my mum the next sentence is by my father.. What's this man?? I am not angry with my mum.. I AM AGRY WITH MY DAD!!! I don't have time?? Come on la! You got see me busy before on weekend until no time to rest?? Have? DON'T HAVE! I want to go east coast you people think that is too dangerous.. I cannot go.. Bro in NS he still can have his bike.. what the hell is this?? It is simply bias.. Last time when want to give away the bike.. I resist and he told me the same old thing: You won't have time to go cycling! Just because my the other bro don't bike means I DON'T BIKE?? Come ON!! I am different! NOw just borrow bike say the same old things again.. 1 DAY I WILL HAVE MY OWE BIKE!! HMPH!!
So damn angry..
You guys make find it silly to be angry over such thing.. but I WANT TO CYCLE!! He NEVER understand what I am thinking..
I serious think that.. have a home equal no home.. go out later thn my mum give mi black face nag and nag.. say until i am bitch.. WTH!.. Ytd, go out until 10+ only then nag as if no tmr.. Ytd, want to go watch match, she don't let, I already didn't go lo.. Afternoon go play netball for while.. COS I can't study! Then might as well go relax la.. Then she say.. You can't have a sat stay at home for 1 whole day.. COME ON!! I HAVE LO!!.. When I stay at home what you want me to do?? The otherday stayed at home, I was bored to death!! So Boring la! I know now is exam.. but still need to relax de lo.. People just simply don't appreciate things.. In evening went out with Marianne, come home at 10+.. then nag and nag.. come on la.. ONLY 10+!!! My bro say will come home at 10, end up come home at 12.. NOTHING HAPPEN! WHAT IS THIS??? I go out not for nothing lo.. I have something to do that's why I went out..
ARGH!!!
A girl so what? Can't stay out late? Can't have a bike?? BIAS!
The other day got even more ridiculous thing... My mum stop me from going JOGGING!! WTF!! Jogging also want to stop me!
JOGGING IS HEALTHY!! But I don't care.. I know myself well.. I want to jog!..
If I don't want or I know I shouldn't I won't ask you people to give me permission..
What on EARTH IS THIS?? In a home that there is nothing.. Ok, not nothing.. just that whatever I want to do.. I am not allow to do so..
I know it may seem that I am forcing my parents to give me EVERYTHING.. they don't give its ok.. BUT WHAT FOR GIVE ME SHIT WORDS?? I am still not that angry with my mum.. AT LEAST SHE EXPLAIN WHY SHE DON'T LET WITH
REASONABLE REASONS.. But I am still angry cos something that she stop me are quite ridiculous lo.. like go jogging.. I AM THE MOST ANGRY WIH MY FATHER.. Can't have bike cos I WILL HAVE NO TIME!! STUPID REASON!
HMPH! ARGH!!!