Sunday, May 16, 2010

Ever felt walking is a hassle? I feel it now. I have been ignoring the pain in my archilles tendon, thinking that it is due to tight muscles and stretching would solve the problem. In reality, tight muscles is only one of the many reasons. It is over-used too.. and other unknown reasons.

Sometime, I can't walk due to the pain. :(

Not good! I don't like to rest!!

Monday, May 10, 2010

YEA! WE SURVIVED!

Yea! I had my first race ever! With REDcrew, we ran U Run 2010, an 8km race! I finished 10th in Women Open's category with the result 46:38 min. I am proud of myself. 3 cheers for myself! =D Good job to everyone too! Particularly screws! You have survived it!

Split timing:

1.3km: 00:07:37.65

3.7km: 00:24:34.57

8.0km: 00:46:38.70

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Life

It has been some time since I last blogged. Oh well...

I made it to 19s squad but not the team.

Honestly, I am no longer seeing my passion like the way it did when I was still in JC. I do not see myself fighting. I have no more motivation to play netball. I feel like a dead fish in Nike. I do not see the hardworking and passionate Hui Mui in 19s. I do not even see myself enjoying netball in AVP.

I don't feel like going back to school either. I miss school very much but I do not have any passion in studying. Not knowing what I want to do in the future does not help the situation either.

I am feeling frustrated with my eldest brother. I really hope I can understand what he is thinking so that we can help him to be happier at home. Sometime, I dislike going home because I do not wish to see him creating havoc at home. I have a fear of those noises that he creates.

I want to do better at Red Sports. I want to reach the stage where I can published my own articles. I want to be a better REDcrew where I can contribute more in Red Sports!

Friday, March 26, 2010

So much emotions

I am angry. I am pissed. I am annoyed. I am frustrated. I am disappointed. I am irritated.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

780th post! Amazing! This is how much blogging I have done.

Life is amazing too, how far life has come.. To come to think of it, sometimes I wonder what's life. I am amazed with what people Living through day by day laughing at what others do. Some people live their life focusing on getting things right and ignore what others say about them (I am impressed with these people!). Some live their life gossiping about others and listen to the rumours.

Putting that aside, not wanting to kill too many brain cells, I learnt a great life lesson yesterday - be sincere. It takes courage to be sincere. People may view you as a fool but ignore them. You will move people who see your sincerity and there will be people who feel and see them. Sincerity is all it takes to improve oneself.
I am getting frustrated with myself. How can do a better job? Just by work harder?

:(

Saturday, March 20, 2010

A little pissed with myself that I am not handling things well. I need to find my direction in life. How to move on in life from where I am now?

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

It has been sometime since I last blogged. My A Level result is out. 3As, 3Bs, 1D. I got D for General Paper. :(

Monday, February 22, 2010

Chinese New Year

The first day of New Year was very quiet. I did not meet more than half of my relactives this year. The day was really quiet. The second day was as per usual. The third day was fun!

Meh and I hit Sam's house at 10 plus to eat. Then we headed to Jem's house to gamble! I lost 2 bucks :( But it was fun! Lots of laughter! We disperse at around 3.30pm as Sam zoom down to town to meet his girlfriend. They are so cute! Sam made brownie and spagettite for his girlfriend when they are going to eat out. Furthermore, Sam brought cheese and icing and topping for the brownie along too to add them on the spot! What a cute and sweet couple!

After dispersing, I went over to Uncle Les' house! We played Mafia War (another version of Werewolf). Colin was trying so hard to convince everyone while screws was always the first to be eliminated! haha! Had a good laugh! We had steamboat at U.Les' house too.

Then on the fourth day of new year, Screws, Van and Von came over to my house to watch ABL. Patriots thrashed SMB (and they claimed their crown yesterday.). Laughed and took photos! :) Fun FUN!!

This new year was fun! :)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Crap!

Oh crap! I forgot about umpires' training today at Kallang! Oh CRAP! It was totally crap man! I was having tuition when Elaine called me! Totally CRAP! ROAR!

The past two weeks have been crappy too! TOTALLY! Met demoralising people. But it is the only way to make me better and stronger!

Of cos, I met crapy people too. I was a little pissed off initially with her but I told myself, the tougher the challenge, the better I become! I will only get stronger!

NEW YEAR is coming! YEAH!! Gatherings and more gatherings! Awesome!! :D

Friday, January 29, 2010

I am opening up my university courses choices. I closed all my options and only left 2 to choose from, which I thought this shouldn't be the way, which is why I open up more options.

I used to narrow down my options to only Sports Science and Physiotherapy. However, I thought I should include, Horticulture, Accountancy, Life Science courses into my list of options too. emm..

New Year is coming! I am so going to make it a fun new year!!!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Umpiring was my life for the last of whole week. I was quite disappointed with myself in many aspects. I think I was too arrogant about myself. Also, I am disappointed with my progress in umpiring. I think it's too slow.

Saturday's Daisy Tan Carnival totally drain me out! My legs felt as though they have just completed a full marathon! My legs are still feeling tired. Had fun on Saturday though!

There will be more challenges to come this week! Jia You! And stay focus during games!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Been a few days since I last blogged. It has been a challenging week, learning how to face failures. Not easy.

I was very angry on Friday with the juniors and blasted at them during training. Captain and vice-captains of the senior teams were ill-disciplined and I was very disgusted by it.

My body cannot take the stress and told me to rest today. :(

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Life

I had a shaky 2010 start. But I am sure things will only get better. :)

Right now, I am giving tuition and doing umpiring. Sometime, going back to Hillgrove to train the young ones.

I am thinking if I should find a full-time job for a few months or should I just continue volunteering for Red Sports and also volunteer at Alexandra Hospital. Em.. I can't make the decision.

I miss school. It feels less stressful and less things to be concern with when studying.

Monday, January 04, 2010

Sometimes, I wonder if I have taken the wrong route back then, after O Level. Now that I realise I would like to do Sports Science, and Sports Science in RP can be converted to Bachelor by taking a year in an university overseas, I wondered if poly could have been a better route for me.

I am someone who needs to constantly keep myself busy. I cannot keep myself busy now since I have no school. And I have fears for my A Level. =( Sigh..

Right now, I am wondering if I should get a fulltime job. But if I do so, I will miss out on schools' games. HOW?!?!?!

Friday, January 01, 2010

2010

Happy New Year! 2010 is here!

2009 has been an awesome year for me. I have tried many things and achieve a few things. I have learnt a lot of things too.

Happenings of 2009:
*Joined AVP for tournaments
*C Badge
* A Div
*Learnt how to control my temper on court
*REDaction!
*REDcrew
*A Level
*Tri-annual Inter-varsity Games
*Sports Meet, 800m race, Short Put Champ
*My Birthday celebration with AVP.
*Night Cycling
*Energizer National League
*Whistler Club
*Asian Youth Games
*Mixx n Match Netball Challenge
*Nations Cup
*Nations Cup Workshop
*REDcrew Christmas party
*New Year hang over at u. Les house

If time turn back, I will go through these again!

While 2009 was a happening year, I am sure 2010 will be another great year too!

Resolution for 2010:
*Stay injury-free
*Earn a stable income
*Stay focus and committed in whatever I am doing
*Prioritise things well

Goals for 2010:
*Umpire semi-finals for B and C Division West Zone Netball Championship
*Study hard in University. Make it to Honours!

Friday, December 25, 2009

People of 2009

I have came across many new friends in 2009. I am glad that I have met them. They have lightened my life in one way or another. Without them, my 2009 wouldn't have been that colourful.

A special thanks to these people:

Mr Leroy Choo.. for introducing me to AVP.

Michael Ong.. he has taught me a lot and always sending me him whenever possible!

AVP.. the fun and laughter that we have shared have certainly added colours to 2009. Night Cycling, Birthday Celebrations, Going to tournaments together..

Khiok Sing.. for your information.. I have know him for 4 years, since 2005 and though I have his email, I have never spoken to him until I am in AVP. He has been a good friend, guiding me in netball and umpiring.

Umpires and umpire coaches.. especially Eric.. Have known him for very long but never really spoken to him. He has been a good umpire coach guiding me along, giving me advice. Not to forget all the umpires whom we joke together, gossip together.. Uncle Liew, Christopher, Elaine, Jacqueline and many others.. (There are too many umpires to be named! Sorry!)

Nigel.. Another Zenith guy who I have known for a long time but only talked to recently. I have always admire him as a shooter.

Team JJ Netball.. I truly love this group of netballers and team-mates - Ever fighting so hard on court. Thanks Wan Ting and Taahira who are always there for me! I will miss you guys! A big thanks to Ms Ng and Ms Choo for bringing us through the tournament!

Hong Kong University Netball team.. They came to Singapore for Tri-annual Inter-Varsity Games in July. I enjoyed mysef being around with them during that short period of time. Hope to see them again soon!

08S02.. People whom I weren't close to in J1 but A Level has drawn us closer. There are so much memories with 08S02! See you guys soon at chalet!

REDcrew.. Screws, Van, JW, Yvonne, U. Les and more.. My internship wouldn't have been fun without you guys! Gathering at u.les house, covering AYG... Those good times!

James Ong.. He is a member of Netball Singapore. He always encourages me whenever he sees me feeling not confident with umpiring. Thanks James!

All the friends that I met during netball games.. Alice, SAFSA players, Aciers players, AJC Netball Team, VJC Netball Team and all the other players that I have played with and palyed against! Thanks for all the good games we have played!

NTU Handball Team.. I have only been to their training for once but I have enjoyed myself. Thanks!

Teachers in JJC.. Ms Huang, Ms Goh, Dr Gan and all the other teachers who have taught me be it in class or outside classroom. Without them, I would not have learnt so much during my JC days.

Of course not forgetting all the friends who have been there for me throughout the years, Sam, Marianne, Eng Chuan, Li Ling and many others! And my parents who are always there for me no matter what!

Thanks people, for such a wondering year!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I finally realise what went wrong. I am not doing things because I want to do it but because others ask me to do so.

I have been wondering why am I not happy with what I am doing. I do not feel the soul in me when I do things. This is simply because I did not put my heart into them. I need a mind of my own to decide things. I should not be following what everyone says. It can be a great oppportunity but if I do not have the heart for it, I will not treasure the opportunity.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Things to do: (I have forgot them for ample times!)

1. Video Clip recprding for JW
2. Chem notes for Van
3. Call James Ong regarding NSL
4. Sunday's Party Christmas Present
5. Get to Mr Ramesh for Coaching
6. Sign up for relief teaching

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Not feeling much motivation at the moment. :(

Currently searching for jobs but I am quite afraid of commitment. HOW?
:(