Updates

It has been a long time since I last updated my blog. February has been great. Lots of ups and downs. I was selected for M1 Starfish, playing my second season for NSL. I chose playing over umpiring. I have played in the first four games for NSL. I like how Sharryn trains us. Her training is intense and I have learnt a lot of things. I have also learnt a lot about myself from the past few matches. I will keep working on my flaws and use my strengths on court!

I applied for the MOH Health Science Scholarship and I got it! This is definitely a pleasant surprise! I didn't expect myself to get it! Thanks for the opportunity!

These few months, through the tough times, I am very grateful for all my friends who have stand by me. Thanks for always being there! As the saying goes, it is not the number of friends that you have, but the number of true friends you have! This is so true! The support from these awesome friends have helped me pull through on so many occasions! Thanks!

2012 has been really challenging so far. Jia you, Mui! :)

Hello, 2012!

2011 has come to an end and 2012 has just started.

I am sure that 2012 will be a fruitful year if I put in the effort. I am just a little lost about what do I really want. Emm..

2011 was great! I have struggled and survived. I played Netball Super League and IVP. I went to New Zealand and Hong Kong. I paid my first CPF while working at OCBC. I coached my first school, Juying Sec. I watched my first ever World Netball Championship and I want to watch it again in 2015! I went overeas 6 times this year! Hong Kong trip was my first ever netball trip!

For 2012, I want to travel to Thailand (either Bangkok or Phuket or both) and Hokaiddo! I will score only Distinction and High Distinction for all the modules!

I am back from Hong Kong! It was a fun trip! ;)

I am missing the cooling weather and the companions! =)

Just completed 1.58km with my legs :) It has been long time since I last ran long distance.

Self-reminder: learn to accept criticism. There are always bound to people who disagree with you. Find the logic in the disagreement. If none, move on. :D

There are many things that are not as simple as what they seem to be.

I have always wondered if you are the right person for me. I have realised that i have lied too much to you that I think I should seriously stop lying. I guess you just not the kind of gu that I am looking for now. I did like you before but I think that is as far as I have gone. When I put you into the same surrounding as I was in, I realised I just find myself difficult to go near you. This has shown me a lot about how I feel about you. You are a great friend. I think you deserve someone who is able to share a common mindset as you. Sorry for all the lies that I have said because I just really do not know how to face many things. Sorry.

I am back from New Zealand! It was a rewardful trip ;)!

I think we are going well. But, I have a question to ask.. Is she still in your mind?

Thanks! I wanted to say that you are Mr Nice :)

Do you know, I like to look into your eyes?

It was great chatting with you and to understand you better! :)

You are probably the topic for my blog for now. Haha..

Thanks for coming down to lend your support! :D It was great to see you there! It seems like you understand netball, huh? HEHE! =P

Sometimes, I am really confused, not just about you but also my feelings!

I think a change of mentality to keep our relationship to just friends has probably make things much better.

As per usual, you are Mr Nice. Sometime, it is hard to just keep thinking that way. =(

I know you are not ready. I also don't know what would be the outcome one day. I am not sure if this is the way that you keep in contact with every temporary staff. Sometimes, I just wish I know the answer to all my queries. I dislike that feeling to keep waiting and being unsure of the final result.

Nonetheless, it has been good to chat with you and go out with you.

If you ever read this one day, please answer all my questions!

I have sort of clarified things with him. He said he still can't let go of his past yet. It is good to know what he is thinking. :)

I didn't expect to go out for supper with him today. It was good! :D Dinner tomorrow night! ;)

I am very scared to have that disappointing feeling! :(

I am very scared. I am scared to begin something that I can't let go.

Left OCBC on 2 Sep 2011.

I had met great people there. The place isn't that bad afterall. It is just not my kind of work. :)

The art of communication is probably the hardest thing to master in the world. I don't like it when I need to think thrice or more before sending every email. It can be quite annoying. But, this is life. Growing up is sometime nothing less than learning how to present yourself in the public and speak in such a manner that please everyone.

Should I be tresauring every opportunity to learn to communicate better or are people taking advantage of me? I seriously hate it when people tell me that they are busy and express themselves as if they are the only freaking souls that are busy! ROAR!