I am crossed about certain matters. I felt fustrated. I am hoping for something and someone. I felt remorseful. I am in a dilemma. I am demoralised.

Well, obviously what happened yesterday affected me really badly. POP is canncelled and I am really fustrated over this. The games played yesterday were really terrible. My shooting accuracy was low. I think it was probably about 40 to 50% only.

I dislike making decision. I am in a dilemma of whether to go for the application or not.

Truly, I hate playing with hooligans and gangsters! But, oh well..

I would like to apologize to Joyce, Valerie and Calista. I am so sorry for commiting such mistakes..

I feel like isolating myself..