I need to spend every second wisely from now onwards. I realised how much more things I need to do before the new year starts.

- write 2 cards
- write an email to Mrs Lim
- Clean my drawers
- Clear those stacks of papers
- Wash my bag (I am really lazy to do this)
- Clear my table
- Build up my stamina
- Do reading (been trying to do so but for reasons, nothing much is done, =_=)

Oh goodness.. so many things to do yet not much time left.

It feels like a burden to me. I really want to enjoy the game without any burden on me. To come to think of all the related problems, I always feel the pressure. I want to feel flying when on court. I know there's one person who feel worse than I do. It is just so difficult to hang in there. I really hope someone can help the both of us. I really hope so...

Hold my hand, will you?