Am I running away from reality? Do I really need a break?

Ideas are up at my mind. They are kind of active in my brain. Some people are shocked by the ideas that I have in my mind. Some of them supported my choice. Honestly, I am just lost in the desert now. No direction to follow.

Idea of withdraw came to my mind. Idea of changing environment, idea of changing system, idea of a long break.. all of these came to my mind.

*sigh*