I don't want to be a pampered kid. I would rather learn from mistakes than don't try it at all.

I hate to be underestimated by you. You never bother to tell me what's right and wrong. You never bother to trust and give me a chance.

Seriously, why don't you just ask me not to come home. A home without warmth is totally not a home. Sometimes I just feel so unwanted at home. No one bothers to be with me morally.

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No one bothers to believe in me. No one bothers give me a chance. I try to believe in myself. But when almost everyone especially people who are important to me, don't believe in me, I just find it so hard to give myself the confident to believe in myself. Sometimes, I really just want someone important to believe and give me another chance to learn. Yet, no one is doing so. Everyone always says that even if the whole world don't believe in you, as long as you believe in yourself that will be good enough. But I just find it so hard to do so.

Can you just give me that little faith to allow myself to believe in myself? I am going to lose all the confident that I have.