Sorry Mum.. I am very sorry.
Sorry Mdm Tay..
Sorry Miss Siti..

I really don't know what I want now. Strive in academic result only? Strive in netball only? And are they enough?

Why am I doing them? for the sake of doing? or because I love them?

I am starting to lose myself again in this wonderland...

Come on people.. This is really nothing. And honestly, you can make the choice you want.. continue to be lazy and complain and have your skill level at such a horrible standard and lose every game that you play OR stop complaining and work hard. It is up to you. Honestly, the vigorous level right now is nothing! So what there's muscle ache? Sometimes, I really just want to tell you, stop playing netball if you are not interested in improving yourselves. Just get out of the court.

*SIGH*