I feel exhausted and burn out. I really wish that I don't have to go to school tomorrow. School, training, homework. This cycle repeats everyday. I doubt I can hang in there for long. The thought of giving up shows up. Also, I am affecting the rest of my activities outside netball. I am not doing a good job in house council. (I am very sorry, Dom.) I am not handling other stuffs well too. For example, socialising.

ARGH! I am so frustrated with myself. I keep telling myself handle my time well, handle my time. But, am I not trying hard enough? Or, I have simply too many things? What's the answer? What should I do?????

I am disturbed by the fact that I am not a badged umpire.

"Oh, we need badged umpire."
"Sorry, we have found a badged umpire."

Grr! Sometimes, I really feel like attacking certain annoying people. GRR!