June

Been sometime since I last wrote a post. Life been hectic and messy.

Nonetheless, I have enjoyed my birthday celebration with varies groups :) Thanks people :)

May is coming soon!

April is coming to an end!

It has been an amazing and fruitful month. Life is filled with ups and downs, as usual. Losing confident in myself to play netball was one of the greatest challenges that I faced this month. I asked myself who am I. Thanks for helping me to get back up, Jean! I know I am not back yet but I am coming back slowly.

NYP Netball has been giving several issues. So much so that I had enough. It is time for me to move on. Oh well!

Highlight of the month: I went to Bangkok alone! For the first time in my whole life, I traveled alone! I have met amazing people, eaten delicious delicacies and shopped till drop. Haha!

I am proud of my Juying girls. They are growing everyday. :)

New Blog Skin

I have changed the background of the blog. I like it a lot!

It feels great when you are able to making someone smile. =)

Life Gets Insane!

Life can get really crazy sometimes. Life challenges both your mental and physical abilities all the time. Life can get so harsh that you feel like giving up. Then, you look back and see how life first begin.

Life hasn't been easy and I know it will not get easier. It will only challenge me to be a stronger and better person.

During the process, I may get worn out, be filled with frustrations, learn many things and meet lots of people.

I can't thank all my friends enough for standing by me through all the hard times and be there for me to share joys with them. I can't appreciate my family enough who are there everyday. I can't thank life enough for all the opportunities that have been presented to me thus far. Life is beautiful. I just need to learn the beauty of it. Life has been good thus far. It will only get better.

I am ready to work really hard. I have sorted out my mind and prepared myself to fight the battle.

I have wondered many questions and I am amazed of how God unfold the answers.

I have been asking myself several times to find the answer to my purpose for studying physiotherapy. Recently, I found the answer. It is for me to help the people around me to maintain a good physical health. Quitting the course will not allowed me to learn more knowledge to help more people.

On another occasion, I asked myself how could I appreciate myself better. I found the answer in the end.

Life is amazing. Keep believing!

I read a note from Joyce about how umpiring is about the joy of umpiring and not the outcome of umpiring. It is not the fame that is important. It is the ability to conduct a fair game for the players that matter.

I think this apply to many aspects of life. Enjoy the process. Let the result take care of itself. Allow the passion to do its job.

Happy 2013!

Happy New Year!

I have thought for very long before I was able to come out with my goals and resolutions for 2013.

1) Catch a sunrise.
2) Y1.2, Y2.1 results: 3.3 for each semester
3) Run standard chartered marathon
4) Compete in Lifesaving Still and Open Water Competition
5) Be disciplined in strengthening programme and trainings

Blessed

I completed about 30 laps (include warm-up) during friday training and I did 20 laps (exclude warm-up) today! Woohoo! All done in freestyle. Well done!

Years back, I started shooting with right hand after my left thumb suffer a stress fracture. Recently, I am progressing well in freestyle because I can't swim breaststroke due to my knee injury. Blessing in disguised!

Biceps Femoris Injury

After consultations with 3 different physiotherapists, the common conclusion is that it is the biceps femoris that is giving me the problem, particularly the tendon. The cause was poor range of ankle dorsiflexion and the repetitive action of sprinting (concentric and eccentric contraction of biceps femoris).

I will work hard for the rehabilitation process. Legs are feelings wobbly after each session! Shiok and tiring!

December, you watch out! I will work 10 times harder to be ready for 2013 seasons!

I felt really lost and frustrated to hear that no more netball and swimming training for now. Oh well, work hard and get back strong! Go go!!

Tiring November

It has been a busy, tiring and fruitful November.

There are so many things. There were so many moments that I feel like giving up. However, I didn't. I am very glad that I did not. Jia you! I will survive this week and all the other weeks! :D

 I am in a dilemma. I don't know what will be the best for my students and myself.

things in hand:
studies
juying
scc
lifesaving
marlins
tuition x 2

emmm... so many things..

Beyond Hopeless

It was beyond words that could describe my feelings for the team, NYP Netball. It is not about losing the game. It is about how each and everyone value the game. I am not disappointed rather I feel annoyed and zero ownership.

NATO suits perfectly well for the team. No Action Talk Only. Why? We give one thousand and one comments about the play. However, no one takes the comments seriously. I have only one feeling for the team. I have given up. I will only give my best for this season and after that, I will take my leave. FULLSTOP.

Did badly for my first semester. I will buck up and work harder. I have kind of decided to leave the lifesaving to focus on running and netball.

Jia you Mui! Go Go!!

Netball

NYP netball.. Sian
SNG.. Sian
Next year NSL.. Sian

: (

Stressed

Is it the stress that is driving me crazy?

I am wondering if taking the scholarship is the right thing to do.

I really don't know. =/

Local education is a bloody failure!

Set it, Achieve it!

I have signed up for 30km at the end of Oct. 3 months to train to get there.

Target: 30km - 3.5hours; 42km - 5.5hours

General idea of training:
Mon: Easy Swim + HK Coaching + NYP Training + Core work
Tue: Interval + NYP Lifesaving
Wed: JY Coaching + Easy swim
Thu: Fartlek + HK Coaching + NYP Training
Fri: Self-swim + JY Coaching + NYP Lifesaving
Sat: Fartlek + Marlins Training
Sun: Long Run +Tuition

Stressed up

I have been really stressed up over the last few days.

Pesta Sukan, scholarship, exams, presentations = enough to kill me.

I kept asking myself what do I wish to focus on. It is just so tough to answer.

Lifesaving? NYP Netball? Club Netball? Umpiring? Coaching? Tuition? Running? Academics? How should I rank them? I am confused and I am lost. =/

Race Against Cancer

I ran Race Against Cancer sometime back in July. Timing: 1hr 47min 38 s. 139 our of 359 ; )

It was my best race. Nonetheless it was fun : )

I have many thoughts today.

I need to buck up and start revision. I am not happy with B. I want A! Go go Mui!

I am happy with my Juying girls' progression. However, I am not happy with the injuries rate. I need to find out what's going wrong! I am definitely not satisfied with Hong Kah girls' progression. It is way too slow.

It is so easy to misunderstand one another, even among good friends. It is so easy to assume one another's intentions and cause some conflicts. Thank you awesome friends who have always stay by me and support my decisions. I truly appreciate your effort.

Lastly, when there is any misunderstanding, clear them!

I am feeling guilty for not accepting opinion. :'/

I want to travel around Europe for 9 months! I want to travel around in USA for another 6 months!
Everyday I am traveling, travel, travel travel, traveling! :D

It always feel good when you have a happy working experience with the people in your project group. You just wished to work with again in the next project.

It is normal to have some misunderstanding while working with one another.

Places and things to do in Singapore:
1) Mint Toy Museum
2) Sisters' Island
3) Pulau Hantu
4) Pulau Semakau
5) Labrador Nature Reserve
6) Southern Bridges
7) MacRitchie Nature Trail
8) Gardens by the Bay
9) Take a cable car
10) Singapore Flyer

A day filled with many thoughts..

I am glad that I am studying Physiotherapy. I am loving what I am studying now. I will revise constantly and daily to avoid backlog!

I definitely need better time management between all my activities and academic. Jia you Hui Mui, you can do it.

Find someone who can love you more than you do. And when you found one, treasure him!

It has been really some time since I last had a examination. The stress is back!! So is the stress for projects. Jia you, mui!

Jia you and jia you! Keep working hard. I am sure you will get there! Fitness trainings!!

Happy moment of the day: Self-swimming day! freestyle 10 X 25m, breaststroke 20 X 35m

Guilty moment of the day: Talked in an angry tone to my mum =/

Little happy moment today: my netball student walked up to me and said that I have inspired and motivated her to do better in her studies and netball :D

Explore!

There are so many things that I would like to explore!

1. Able to swim 20 laps in breaststroke
2. Able to swim 20 laps in freestyle
3. Complete a full marathon
4. Complete a triathlon
5. Complete an Ironman
6. Run a marathon in foriegn countries
7. Travel solo in a country
8. Learn other languages

and many more!

I'll focus one at a time and put in my best into it!

Side note: Mui, learn to listen!

Going into fourth week of school..

I am having this feeling of being dragged to revise my work =/. Am I already burnout? I don't know. I need something to re-energise me. Grrr :(

Starfish 2012

NSL has just ended last week. We finished fourth for the season after losing 36-41 to Blaze Dolphins during the semi-final. During the final, they announced the national opens team. It is definitely motivating and a little dishearten when you see people of your ge made it to the team but not you. I will definitely work a lot harder as I can only get better.

Overview for this season:
1. Great improvement for the runs
2. Improve confidence
3. Better finishing off of the run by being stronger
4. Improve stamina, be able to last at least 4 quarters

First trip of the year!

I am back from Bangkok!

The shoppin is seriously shiok! :) It has been so long since I last did so much shopping! Woohoo!

What's next? :D

By the way, I got into NYP, Physiotherapy!! Woohoo!

Updates

It has been a long time since I last updated my blog. February has been great. Lots of ups and downs. I was selected for M1 Starfish, playing my second season for NSL. I chose playing over umpiring. I have played in the first four games for NSL. I like how Sharryn trains us. Her training is intense and I have learnt a lot of things. I have also learnt a lot about myself from the past few matches. I will keep working on my flaws and use my strengths on court!

I applied for the MOH Health Science Scholarship and I got it! This is definitely a pleasant surprise! I didn't expect myself to get it! Thanks for the opportunity!

These few months, through the tough times, I am very grateful for all my friends who have stand by me. Thanks for always being there! As the saying goes, it is not the number of friends that you have, but the number of true friends you have! This is so true! The support from these awesome friends have helped me pull through on so many occasions! Thanks!

2012 has been really challenging so far. Jia you, Mui! :)

Hello, 2012!

2011 has come to an end and 2012 has just started.

I am sure that 2012 will be a fruitful year if I put in the effort. I am just a little lost about what do I really want. Emm..

2011 was great! I have struggled and survived. I played Netball Super League and IVP. I went to New Zealand and Hong Kong. I paid my first CPF while working at OCBC. I coached my first school, Juying Sec. I watched my first ever World Netball Championship and I want to watch it again in 2015! I went overeas 6 times this year! Hong Kong trip was my first ever netball trip!

For 2012, I want to travel to Thailand (either Bangkok or Phuket or both) and Hokaiddo! I will score only Distinction and High Distinction for all the modules!

I am back from Hong Kong! It was a fun trip! ;)

I am missing the cooling weather and the companions! =)

Just completed 1.58km with my legs :) It has been long time since I last ran long distance.

Self-reminder: learn to accept criticism. There are always bound to people who disagree with you. Find the logic in the disagreement. If none, move on. :D

There are many things that are not as simple as what they seem to be.

I have always wondered if you are the right person for me. I have realised that i have lied too much to you that I think I should seriously stop lying. I guess you just not the kind of gu that I am looking for now. I did like you before but I think that is as far as I have gone. When I put you into the same surrounding as I was in, I realised I just find myself difficult to go near you. This has shown me a lot about how I feel about you. You are a great friend. I think you deserve someone who is able to share a common mindset as you. Sorry for all the lies that I have said because I just really do not know how to face many things. Sorry.

I am back from New Zealand! It was a rewardful trip ;)!

I think we are going well. But, I have a question to ask.. Is she still in your mind?

Thanks! I wanted to say that you are Mr Nice :)

Do you know, I like to look into your eyes?

It was great chatting with you and to understand you better! :)

You are probably the topic for my blog for now. Haha..

Thanks for coming down to lend your support! :D It was great to see you there! It seems like you understand netball, huh? HEHE! =P

Sometimes, I am really confused, not just about you but also my feelings!

I think a change of mentality to keep our relationship to just friends has probably make things much better.

As per usual, you are Mr Nice. Sometime, it is hard to just keep thinking that way. =(

I know you are not ready. I also don't know what would be the outcome one day. I am not sure if this is the way that you keep in contact with every temporary staff. Sometimes, I just wish I know the answer to all my queries. I dislike that feeling to keep waiting and being unsure of the final result.

Nonetheless, it has been good to chat with you and go out with you.

If you ever read this one day, please answer all my questions!

I have sort of clarified things with him. He said he still can't let go of his past yet. It is good to know what he is thinking. :)

I didn't expect to go out for supper with him today. It was good! :D Dinner tomorrow night! ;)

I am very scared to have that disappointing feeling! :(

I am very scared. I am scared to begin something that I can't let go.

Left OCBC on 2 Sep 2011.

I had met great people there. The place isn't that bad afterall. It is just not my kind of work. :)

The art of communication is probably the hardest thing to master in the world. I don't like it when I need to think thrice or more before sending every email. It can be quite annoying. But, this is life. Growing up is sometime nothing less than learning how to present yourself in the public and speak in such a manner that please everyone.

Should I be tresauring every opportunity to learn to communicate better or are people taking advantage of me? I seriously hate it when people tell me that they are busy and express themselves as if they are the only freaking souls that are busy! ROAR!

It is diffcult to comprehend what is life all about, isn't it?

September is coming! Augus has been a very tiring month! Jia you!

I didn't get into the 21s squad. It didn't come as a shock to me. I was mentally prepared for the result. Nonetheless, I think I have learnt and grown a lot when I was in the squad from March to July. I played my first ever NSL.

I should use this time to do things to improve myself both as a person and as an althete. Life is short. We can't predict the next moment.

When one door closes, there are many other doors that are opened. These are the routes we should venture into.

Time to be adventurous and try new things! *wink*

Netballuxion was great! I enjoyed myself. ;)

'Grace" which consisted of myself, Van Soh, Hui Lin and Shi Lin, finished first in Open Women. I think I could have contributed more to the team.

'AVP' which consisted of myself, Michael, Shu Ping, Grace, Daniel and Bernie, finished second in Open Mixed. I am happy with the result. I did not expect ourselves to finish top 2. ;)

I can't tell you how many times the thought of giving up playing netball has come to my mind; it is simply countless. What's more important is to pick yourself up after every fall :)

Life is kind of screwed now but it will be better!

Today was a great day!

I helped Litetutors to update some stuffs on the blog and the website. I should continue to work hard and see if that is a suitable route for me. I felt accomplished!

Yesterday night, a friend of mine told me that I have inspired him. Doesn't it feel just so great that someone tell you so?

Training today at Juying is much lighter and focused on basics. Nonetheless, it was a great training. The girls enjoyed themselves.

We are going to have a camp in Nov! I am looking forward to it!

I have thought about many things for the past few days. I think sometime life is about trying your best and reaping the best result of it. It may not be the ideal result but at least that the best and move on from there. It is difficult to do so. However, when you start trying to do so, you know you can venture on and make every second of your life counts.

When life is tough, share it with a friend. When life gets better, share it with a friend too. There are many friends who come and leave. There are friends who just shouldn't be even considered to be friends. However, ignore all these and cherish friends who are always there for you.

*Stay Positive, Mui!*

End of July

July is coming to an end. It has been an amazing July. I certainly miss World Netball Chmapionship. I also had my first netball tournament-Pesta Sukan, with my Juying girls.

They did fairly all right. Nonetheless, there are still a lot of things to work on, particularly space awareness and getting rid of opponents.

August is coming! There are definitely a few things to look forward to in Aug - Netballuxion and Pesta Sukan. I have not played with AVP in a game since last year Netballuxion! It will be a good gathering! ;) The following weekend, after Netballuxion, I will be playing my first ever Pesta Sukan with Nike. Woohoo!

WNC 2011

WNC 2011 was awesome! I worked with one of the nicest group of people that I have ever met - Suzanne, Edna, Sam, Julie, Judith, Vicki, Tertia, Lyn, Bernie and the local statistians! I am motivatived to be a statistian for other netball events. I want to earn and save up as much as I can to travel around New Zealand.

I felt sad for New Zealand for losing the final by one point! :(

I hate it when I screwed up my life. :(

Rooms for Improvement

I have recently started my new job with OCBC Bank (Raffles Place). So far so good. Nice colleagues, learning new stuff. Nonetheless, I feel weird to see myself in office wear. :/

I think I need to be more humble when I talk to others. I think I am getting too sensitive with things and I am being too proud of myself. I should tone down more.

I need to take care of my hygiene too!

Last but not least, I need to be more self-displine and display higher level of commitment towards everything, especially my tutees.

I feel very distant.

I need to be more positive!

Even since I quitted school, life has revolved round netball and probably only around netball. haha! Took up coaching in Juying Sec. So far so good, but hopefully nothing too fancy from them, especially the teachers.

I have also taken up another student for tuition. I have also took up an offer by U.Les, helping Red Sports to cover netball. I am also helping Netball Singapore to cover Netball Super League.

New lifestyle, I would say.

I am playing my first ever Netball Super League. I am very grateful for the opportunities. I have grown a lot, stronger and better. = ) Congrats to all who achieved their new badges during NSL! =D I will come challenging you guys! =D

I need to look for something to do in the morning!

You have made an impact

Will I get to see you again and talk to you again? Maybe i will forget you one day.

It is so strange how we started. I did not have a good impression of you when we first met. However, I take my hats of to you with how committed you are to make the season a great one for both the umpires and the players.

I remembered how much I wished for the season but not now. I wished the season did not end, so that I could see you again.

I wished I have asked you out today but I did not have the guts to do so.

Will I get to see you again?

We always enjoy the process of thinking that we are right..

I have moved on from SMU. I have withdrawn from SMU.

I do not think that this is a setback. I think this is just one of the many experiences in life. = )

Stop judging me with your blindfolded eyes.

It is not the physical aspect of failure that's scary. It is the mental aspect. When you fail, people look at you differently. People question you if you will succeed in your next attempt. Sometimes' others doubting cause us to doubt ourselves too. 

Others may say ''why bother about what others say?'' We only need to answer to ourselves.

What do you think?

I have made 2 major decisions today.
1. reject NS offer
2. play for NSL

They were tough decisions but i have to made them.

Througout the latst few days, I have been thinking what is life. I have come to a conclusion:
Do what you love in life.

Woring in office is seriously something that I don't like, thus, I rejected NS' offer. I enjoy being at the frontline, constantly be in action.

Playing is what I love. I enjoy umpiring too but I know I love playing slightly more than umpiring.

I will quit SMU and go and having a degree that I want.

What's next in life for me?

Being an umpire coordinator is not easy. Really.

Things haven't been going well. The week will get better! : )

If only today wasn't the ending...

We didn't want it badly enough...

Lesson learnt: Work on my stamina
Knowledge gained: Lobs, reading the game, playing as a GA.

No more dropped balls, put in every balls, take every rebounds, no more bad passes, no more bad decisions!

Looking back to 2010

Looking back at 2010, it has been a fruitful and eventful year!

Highlight of 2010:


19 PS
I have grown a lot during the 5 months, both phycially and mentally. I nearly quitted. The coaches have made me realised that result is not what matters. It is the effort and the process that matter most. Thanks everyone for everything! : )


Umpire Development Squad
There were so many things that I couldn't adapt to in the umpire circle. I was just about to quit this too. Iam glad that I stayed on and improved myself. It always feels good to surprise others how your hard work have paid off. Heee :) Thanks to all the coaches and fellow umpires who have helped me!

U Run 2010
This is my first ever race! I did it with other Red Crew, Screws, Jon, Erwin, Mai and Hong Yong. I finished 10th! Haha! It was a fun race. : )


First Semester at SMU
I have tried many things in SMU, including skating for the first time, trekking for the first time. Other first time, include getting a F for exam (aiyoyo!!). There are many ups and downs. These have made me grown up. :) More to come in second semester! :)


Many firsts
I have tried many things in 2010.

1. first time to coffee bean


2. first time to malaysia (and subsequently made another 3 trips)


3. first time, beating zenith, in Netballuxion, first Gold medal!


4. first 8km race


5. first 10km race (many more to come!)


6. first time playing frisbee!


7. first time staying over at someone's place

2010 has been an awesome year! : )

In 2011, there are many things that I want to do too!

I want learn skating, win IVP 2011, get straight As for my modules, watch World Netball Championship, work at Netball Singapore under Operations, volunteer for some sports events, work harder in umpiring and many more! Jia You! : )

2011 Resolutions

1) No cold food and drinks
2) Study harder
3) Spend below $650 every month

Sometimes, I keep telling myself to be open-minded and take in all the advices and evaluate them, afterwhich.

I realised something about myself recently. Once I shut myself down from listen to someone due to an incident, I shut myself down totally from that person regardless of what he/she says. I think this is something bad. I should not take things too personal.

I am excited about going to Australia in 2012, be it to experience a different life or to pursue my passion.

It will not be easy but I will make the best out of what I have.

I realised this about myself while going through things during this period. Attitude is what matters most.

I have also realised the most important thing in live is to experience. Achieving is probably a bonus. The process is really what matter and not the result.

SCSM 2010

Here's an analysis of my Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 10km Race:

Time: 1 hour 15 min 8 sec

Overall: 4572/15444
Women: 1692/8073
Female U20: 151/492

Althought the timing did not meet my target, I am still pleased with my performance, consisdering this is me first 10km race. : )

Didn't like today's netball game. I am very angry with Bernice.

Sometimes, I do think that she is too full of herself. If I ever get to umpire her game, I am very sure she will be the first player that I send out. She is giving way too much comments about umpires and even said that she is ashamed to umpire now because the umpiring standard has dropped. If you think you so good, please go ahead, take the whistle and make it to international stage.

I am very annoyed with her as well because she thinks she is always playing well. Given her size and half-hearted runs, it is near impossible to throw her lobs when she has a male opponent. For a thousand and one times, we have told her to stop throwing lobs, she insisted and gave unnecessary turnovers.

Netball is a team sports.

For the CSP, they putting total blame on me, saying that they are not related to this incident. Well done, huh?

A bad day today.

Umpiring in the morning wasn't good. My legs were not moving!

The briefing session in the afternoon for Si Ling Pri Sch CSP Programme wasn't well-organised. The honest truth - I do not have much interest in the project. I wished that it will be cancelled. This is probably the first time that I want a project to be cancelled.

I seriously think that I only have interest in sports. Anything beyond sports, I have no interest in them. Good! Now I know where my interest lies. No more Tritouch in year 2 if I am staying.

SMU netball did not gone as smoothly as i wanted. I feel that I did not play well. I had a hard time reading the play.

Well done, AVP! I am so glad that we win the game! Thanks to Jean's "joke", I smiled ; the only thing that made me smile today.

Thank you everyone who helped me today to overcome all the tough moments!

Exams are over!

Exams are over! I promise I will work hard the next semester! No more last minute revision and consistency throughout the whole semester!

Whether the next semester will be my second semester or my last semester, I have not decided.

No mater which is it, I will still do my best. I will ace all the modules!

No more last minute work!

I promise I will not repeat my mistake for the next semester.

I will be ready for every class. It seriously kills to prepare last minute for exams. Without the readings done for classes and reading them through for the first time for exams, kills! There is no way that I will absorb just before exams.

Sometimes, I refuse to believe that you are what people see you as. When I see with my own eyes, I must say you have thoroughly disappointed me.

I do agree that you have the nice side of you. However, sometimes the things you do really make me feel like scolding you. Sometimes, you simply do things without common sense. I must say I amazed with how selfish you can be at times.

You are no longer a kid. I am very sure you can do much more than this.

Haizz..

What's wrong with being lousy and trying to improve?

I pick up frisbee for the sole purpose of playing it recreationally. I have no intention of playing it competitively.

I am just trying my best to learn and play to my best ability in netball. I may not be good but I am trying to improve. I go down for the game for the sole purpose of having fun and learn to play better. You do not need to condem me.

You are a good player in both netball and frisbee. I respect you for that. I would just appreciate if you can see that everyone don't play as competitive as you do.

For the first time in my 3 1/2 years of umpiring, I sent someone off the court.

Looking back at yesterday's game, there are actually a lot of learning point.

What's a contact? Where do you draw the line between contact and contest?

Does size matter in a netball match?

Friday, the 13

I feel sorry for you. I didn't know you have received such bad news. Don't give up! Keep going!

Rough and Tough week! 2 Reports, 1 Research Paper, 1 Presentation! ZOMG!

The process of finding umpires for tomorrow matches is a pain! Thank god one of the matches is postponed, lighting my work load.

Leave SMU and study at RP? Its a tough decision, really!

Throw myself into the rubbish bin

Stressful Monday.

So many things to do. And I still can't find umpires for this wed. Everyone is asking everyone else to umpire. Sometimes I just feel so fed up that I just feel like saying into their face that you are not fit to be an umpire. You can be a lousy umpire but you can't be an umpire who has no passion. Sad truth.

Nearly wanted to tear myself up today. I am not having interest in the projects that I need to submit. This is seriously super sian.

Give me my problems, I will throw myself into the rubbish bin.

Week 12

I cannot wait for week 12 to be over. Its such a long week. It did not start well either.

Yesterday's umpiring was crapped! I missed out things that I ususally would blow them. I need to handle the fear of making mistakes better.

I must say I am very tempted to skip training. However, I don't want to allow this.

Things to do for this week:
1) TWC Report (Literaure Review)
2) Business Law Presentation (TODAY!!!)
3) Sunday's Netball Event
4) Academic Writing Research Paper
5) Make notes for TWC Final Exams
6) Make notes for Business Law Final Exams
7) Leadership and Teambuilding Presentation
8) LTB Report

OMG! Long long week. Luckily, I have cancelled my upiring at TP this wed. Phew!

Jia you! It will be over soon!!! : )

It will be a long long week to go before I get some rest.

23/10 - Nike Training
24/10 - Nike Race 2010
25/10 - POL-ITE Umpiring
26/10 - SMU Training
27/10 - POL-ITE Umpiring
28/10 - SMU Training
29/10 - POLITE Umpiring
30/10 - ISSAC U14, Nike Training,
31/10 - PWC Carnival
01/11 - POL-ITE Umpiring
02/11 - SMU Training
03/11 - POL-ITE Umpiring
04/11 - SMU Training
05/11 - REST DAY!

Jia YOU! ;)

Life

The weeks that went by were pretty good I guess. Nonetheless, there were some frustrations here and there.

Played a frisbee tournament for the first time in my life. I had fun! Tempest was just an awesome team! I must say Weiji is a good captain. I admire the way he handles all of us with patience and constantly encouraging the newbies.

The opening match for Mixed Social League was not very pleasant. I did not play to my best ability. I knew I had more to offer. AVP did not play well either, too much opinions I guess. I disliked some of the dirty things I saw and heard during the game both from us and the opponents. This was probably what turned the game sour. We should just let the umpires control the game. I do agree that the umpires did not do a fantastic job. I do know that one of them is not serious in umpiring at all. It is a SOCIAL league. Let's be more friendly.

Up to date, I have umpired 3 games for Year End League. The first was obviously bad. I have not been umpiring actively and exercising regularly. I could not connect myself to the game. the second game was better. This is probably the first game I umpired with confidence. 3 Cheers for myself! ;) I was quite scared before the game started as I heard many things about one of the teams. Third game was not average I guess. I need to move my eyes more often. ;)

We finally made our first trip to Care Corner to carry out our LTB project on computer literacy. It was a good outing. The kids were very active. I was very tired after the session ended. The news of them wanting us to carry out the next computer programme for them in Dec certainly encouraged us to work harder for the project.

I felt bad to blast at Rebecca a few days before the visit to the home. I had a late night the day before the meeting. The turn up was bad and I lost my temper. Sorry, Rebecca.

I collected my Nike Race's race pack today. I think the design for the shirt is all right but not the colour. I look like a traffic police with it. I can't imagine 12 000 traffic police running on 24th Oct.

Today felt like April's Fool Day. KS tricked me. He told me that he left Kallang without umpiring the game. I was really pissed off at that moment. Only when the game was ending, he told me he umpired the game. What a prank!

Life is about having fun

Life is about having fun, isn't it?

Some of us worries about money. I agree that money is important.
Some of us worries about staying single. Having a partner is important, a life partner especially.
Some of worries about our studies.
Some of us worries about ranking and status.

All of us have one thousand and one things to worry about. If we put some of these aside and start having fun in life, you will reslise you are achieve more. I am not saying that what we are worrying is trivial. Worrying them will not help you to acheieve them.

In fact, worrying will only cause you to worry more. Take a step back and relax your shoulders. Its not easy but when you do so, you will see that the world is beautiful and colourful. ;)

Do things that you love and like. Don't do things for any other reasons. You may still get what you want at the end of the day but isn't then life becomes meaningless? Focus on the process. Result is secondary.

Really.

Isn't it nice to be missing someone?

I think that feeling is nice. Having no one to miss, sets one to be feeling lonely.

When are you going to appear and allow me to miss you?

Cupid, I know you love me! ;)

Stop nagging please. It is not I don't want to do. But I will do it later, can?

ROAR! My dad and mum keep reminding this and that to me everyday. It is very annoying. Why don't you study for me, and I will go and do wat you wnat me to do!?!?!

CCAsssssss

Netball
Run Team
Trekking
Biking
Skating
SM4P
E.Y.E Investment Club
Toastmasters Club
Food Gourmet Club
???

And I maybe others??

How bout mixed netball? hahaha!

Bad

What's love? I asked myself.

Please don't make me lose the faith in love. I hate the fact that when you like someone, the someone like someone else.

Awesome month ahead

It will be an awesome month ahead! Woohoo!

Convocation on 11th Aug.

SMUX Group 1 + 2 gathering on 12th Aug

Shopping with Screws on 14th Aug

Water Front Scramble Run on 15th Aug

Sch starts on 16th Aug

YOG on 16th Aug (first game)

19s Dinner on 18th Aug

YOG on 20th Aug

YOG on 21st Aug

Nite Cycling on 28th Aug

Umpiring on 30th Aug

Trekking on 3rd -5th Sep

Ho Chin Ming City on 10th - 12th Sep

(Biking to Renggit on 11th Sep, which one should I go?)

Awesome month ahead!! ;)

Btw, SICS camp was fantastic! Mitch Lan came in FIRST!! WOOHOO!!!!

SMUX Camp 2010

SMUX Camp 2010 was fun!! ;)

So fun that I didn't want to leave for Pesta Sukan! haha! ;)

Feeling so tired. Physically and mentally. Its tiring to keep thinking how to make things right when things have already happened. Its tiring to be running around everywhere just to make sure that things are okay. I am so tired.

Life

Tell me how to stay strong and be brave!