Please don't read this entry if you are unhappy with it.. After all this is MY blog..

Feeling very fustrating... Practically things didn't went smooth... Felt somehow insulted and feel like killing people.. Nevermind.. No matter how I say things out here.. there are just gonna people who read this and will say something.. -.^

Feeling like writing something yet don't know what to write.. feel like sharing more pictures of my trip in Japan, blogger didn't allow me to do so. Feel like telling out my fustration to someone, there's no one I could talk to. Feel like doing something but the pile of homework made me irritated. *sigh*

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Sometimes looking back at life, there's so many things in life that had gone wrong and I can't save it back, I can't regret. Was reading some of my past entries and realise how terrible I was. *sigh* Been saying that I want to change, want to change but till this moment, did I really change? Did my temper get better? *sigh*

Do I have a right to dislike people? *sigh*

Obeito!!! YUM YUM!!
My good BUDDIES!!! Miss those days studying with them!
Part of Tokyo - Gotanda
The "Pizza Hut" in Japan - Pizza La.. lolx..
The street that I walked for 2 weeks...
Me and Ai!! Miss her and Nobo!
Me and Ruri!

"Hui Mui, you are too slow." "Hui Mui, your passes!!" "Hui Mui, how many balls you miss?"

Haiz..

At this point in time, feeling fustrated, bored and irritated with netball. Somehow, I feel very reluctant to play netball.. *sigh*

Love oh love.. HAIZZZZZZZZZ

Here's EBI!!(prawn) those orange red creature are the ebi

Me and a BIG CRAB, sorry for the blurness..Here's the crab!!
Me, Lizanne aka twin sister, Taze and Ryan
This is on of the busiest district in Tokyo - Shibuya! the people are below the white colour board on the left side and under the botak "orange" tree!!
Obeito! Miss it! These were me and my friends' obeito! Yam YAM!!
The forever crazy girl! Bindi! The "funny" hand was George's! haha! It was only 6+pm!
Love THEM! MISS THEM!! I was playiing Basketball in WINTER!! We were all SAMUI!! (cold)

快要被英文烦死了！英文真复杂！唉！英文老是说不好写也写不好。一看到故事书，眼睛就想关起来。虽然我那么讨厌英文， 但英文却是现代每个国家在用的语言。Feeling really fustrated!

These 2 days had been disasterous for me. Problems are floating around, waiting for me to break the bubbles and solve it! I am falling sick soon. In fact, I had fallen sick. Yet, I was blamed. I am not trying to say that it is none of my fault but.. nevermind. I shall just let whatever over be the past. All I am doing now is escaping. I don't wish to face the problems.

January is always a terrible month? Oh well, I think this is the challenge that god is putting me through to experience "life".

It's late now in the night. Bye!

I was feeling down. After reading one of my friends' blog, there were a lot of thoughts going through my mind. I am back to square 1 thinking about what's life.

Feeling kind of fustrated and irritated with the ideas of life. Nevermind. Probably I am just escaping from reality. Don't wanna elaborate more. Before things get worse.

Bye!

Thanks Sawa! The card was beautiful!

Was actually in a mood to type a new entry. However, after reading someone's blog, my mood was totally gone! I didn't expect those words to be from the person whom I least expected! Nevermind!

Bye!

Feeling tired at the moment but I think its worth it!

I am proud of Hillgrove Netball team. Although for today's carnival, we didn't make into second round but I just like the feeling on court! It's fun playing with the juniors and working together as a team!

Keep Going!

WoW! It's the 9th Day of 2007! Been busy since the first day of school! Practically other than 3rd Jan, the rest of the day I go home at 6+... 3rd Jan I went home at 3+. Ya..

Last week, there was Sec 1 Orientation. I personnel feel that it is not really exciting and fun. As a Sports Leader, I was bored umpiring the game. As for CCA Open House.. Guess what? I was promoting NPCC! hahaha! It is like the first time doing so! Recuitment was average. It was around 20 students.

I want to say something out loud here!! SOMEONE CHANGED!! I seriously hope that this will continue! I don't want the person to change back! Hope so =)..

Netball wise.. I met obstacles. ya.. I hope all the netballers can pass the obstacles! JIA YOU!

Will try to post photos that I took in Japan soon.. =)

It is going to be 2007 soon! Er.. like another hour to go..?

Gonna spend my last hour of 2006 doing reflection..

2006 was a challenging year for both physically and mentally. I believe that it will be an unforgettable year.

Let's start off with January.. Played in the West Zone Tournament with the Sec 4 for the one last time. Challenged myself. Played GA. It was my very first time playing GA. I had a great experience. =)

February ah.. emm.. struggling with 8 new subjects. Didn't do really well for some of the subjects during CA1. Tried my best to pick up myself. I had a deep impression of the New Year. Something happened.. Thanks GOD for stopping it. =)

Time flies, it's MARCH! I receive mental challenge. I am glad that I survived through it. Oh ya, how can I forget Sec 3 adventure camp? HA! and I had a netball life!

Wow.. a quarter of the year has passed. PRIZE GIVING DAY! Oh well, didn't receive anything this year. Had WSP presentation though. We handed in our WSP. I kind of regretted for what we have done, we could have done better. =( Hope next batch can do better than us. =)

MAY!! EXAMS!! em.. not too bad I guess.. I was pretty surprise with some of the result. =)

Oow.. JUNE! wee.. off I went to Perth. Thank you Amirah, Sarina, Stacie and Diyva for celebrating my birthday in Perth. Thanks! =) First trip on plane going to my first country, first time celebrating birthday overseas. =) It was really a mentally and physically challenge trip. Recalling it now, really feeling sad deep in my heart. . . . . .

Apart from the trip, had a 30 hrs of netball marathon at PS. It was really a mental challenge. Played netball in the middle of the night. It was really a brand new experience.

July.. Nothing Much.. HAHA!

August.. NATIONAL CAMP. Had a vigorous struggle before I was able to go for the National Camp. Met people from ASEAN countries. Had a fun time with time.. =)

September.. Teachers' Day Celebration was a learning experience. I was challenged both physically and mentally again. Was shred yet need to try my best to keep things going. =) Netball wise.. =D BBE made to 2nd round. It was my very first netball game with BBS in tournament. I was challenged physically in the 2nd round.. It was really tough!

School ending soon! October already! EOY! Average I guess.. For some subjects, I could have done better but well.. I hope those mistakes had woke me up.. =)

Holidays! November! Time flies! School terms for 2006 has ended! Once again, there were street netball tournament. Was struggling in between friendship and skills. Mental challenge again. Performance for the tournament was average. More skills are needed. =)

2006 ending soon!! OH NO! DECEMBER! I spent my December in Japan, Tokyo. I was challenged again. Both mentally and physically. I tried playing basketball in winter. I was really a great experience. I tried to overcome language and culture barrier. =)

Another 1/2 hr to 2007! Time is speeding! OH NO!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

The Missing Woman is BACK!!! lolx
Ya.. for those who have been wondering where did Hui Mui disappear.. I was away for an exchange programme in Japan. Er.. but I am sorry to say please do not expect too many things from me.. Ok? and if you hate the way I speak just tell me.. ok? cos, After adapting to their style of talking , I need time to adjust myself back.. =) thanks for being understanding.. AND for any changes that happened here in SINGAPORE, mind telling me in details..? please kindly do not ask me to guess.. ok? =) Thanks..

For more info, please give me a call.. =) I will be more happy to receive ur call.. =)

Sorry for those people who didn't know that I went to Japan and was about to get angry or got angry already.. =/

Hi! lolx..
come here to write the first entry of the last month of 2006.. =)

Time flies! Ahh.. 2006 is ending! A year back, I wrote out all the name of people who will be leaving Hillgrove. Now everyone has left! Err.. I will be leaving Hillgrove soon too. Like, another year to go.. lolx..

Oh well.. this is what life is all about..

The other I was looking through photos that my family took in the past. I cried. I missed the past badly. I finally realise how wonderful was the past. *Sigh* I realise how scary is the future.. Can you imagine growing old and people are leaving you? It is so scary! Err.. as for present, I don't have any comments.. haha..

Today, my right lower eye lid been twic-ing for awhile.. I am going to feel bad?

Now writing a composition but I totally have no idea to write at all.. -.*

After much thought over the previous entry, I feel that it is actually very difficult to be a good parent. In fact to be a parent, sometimes can be diffcult too.

Let's see. More than often, we always hear children comparing their parents to their friends' parents. Most of the time, the person who is comparing will say that their friends' parents are better than theirs. In fact, when comparing parents, children always say the negative side of their parents. Most common negative comment about parents is they are too naggy. Afterwhich, children NEVER say that their parents care for them. I am not sure if that apply for all parents but for my parents, I feel that they nag for my own good. Just like simple things, don't play too much netball. I will feel angry at times when I hear this. I know my parents do not want me to over-excert myself. However, sometimes, I also feel that parents are overly worrying for us that sometimes we lost our ability to be independent and be ourselves.

Parents are indeed difficult to be. They are worried for us yet sometimes they just simply can't control their level of worry. Can't blame them for this actually. More than often, the media been reporting about danger in the society. Sometimes, it is also the child's fault that causes the parents to be so worry for he/she. For example, parents been nagging at a child to study. However, no matter how much nagging the parents give to the child, the child just simply slack and lazy to do his/her homework. The parents there are worrying that the child is unable to do well. Here, the child just don't listen to the parents and keep on slacking and being lazy. Follow up is children saying their parents are too naggy and don't care about what they really want. In this kind of cases, how can parents don't worry for the child? Then, the parents will become over-caring.

*Sigh* How should a parent be to give the child the best?

Sometimes it's good to just close my ears and live in my own world with only myself doing nothing..

It's contradicting.. I want an exciting and adventurous life yet when there's obstacles, I am just dead with it.. Is money so great that our fate is decided by it? More than often money is the obstacles that I met and got "killed" by it..

With the growth of GST, my life is just going to be like a dead fish if money is going to continue to be the obstacle. There will be more limitations!

Should parents be supportive to what a child do? or Should a child be obedient and do whatever is set for the child by the parents? or Should it be both ways communication?

More than often, we can hear our parents that it is for our own good. In fact, teachers will also tell us that whatever parents do are for our own good. Is it really so? I always agree with this and I will continue to agree with this. Parents care for their children However, are all ways of caring good for a child? Did society change the ways that parents care for their child?

Will Singapore be better if we are all still leaving in kampong and each family has 3 or more children? I really have to say that if I have a chance to live in kampong and each family has 3 or more children, I will do so. Personnally, I feel that society really change the way parents care for their children. In the past,parents do not worry about their children going hungry but now parents worries that their children do not have enough food. This is because in the past, there were farms in the kampongs. Children in the past get to learn how prevent themselves getting hungry. Nowadays, more than often I am hearing stories of parents over-feeding their children.

Sometimes, parents are really being over-caring that the child lost his/her independent skills. What make things worse is when a child wants to be independent, the parents stop them from doing this, doing that because parents are too worried that their children may hurt themselves. But if a child never get to experience how will we ever learn?

What should be the way a child should live?

Is love suppose to be sweet or painful?

Been struggling to come out with a new skin.. somehow some of the code I just don't understand.. -.* Gonna spend days figuring out..

Sch ending soon.. last lesson to go on fri before ending sec 3 life.. =)

BUT there are TON of homework to be done.. ~.`

Here's the list of homework..
Chinese composition - 2 stories are needed to be written in the composition
E.Maths TB Review- Unit 13
A.Maths TB review- Unit 10
E.Maths 5 year series- More than 50 questions
A.Maths 5 year series- More than 50 questions
English Newspaper report- 2 newspaper articles are needed
English book review- Need to read 2 books and write 2 different book review
English WS- come out with rules to determine the change of irregular verb
Speech correction- re-construct the problematic sentences
Geography Project- Promote M'sia & S'pore
Physics Papers- 2 paper 1 and 2 paper 2
Physics WB- Unit 16
A.Maths TB- Ex 11B

This is enough to kill me man! HA! I am complaining anout homework! hahaha!

Before I forget.. There will be testS when school reopens in 2007
English Grammar Test- wk1
E.Maths Test- 9/1/07
A.Maths Test- 23/1/07
Physics Test- wk2

Oh man! Nvm! this is called life.. hahaha.. oh well.. afterall we are sec 4 next year.. ITS ALL FOR OUR OWN GOOD! lolx..