I guess I know what went wrong..

I really don't know who can I find to talk to..

People are telling me I can talk to them if I am finding someone to talk to.. but the thing is there are things that I can't say out.. In fact, there are too many things that I can't say out.. I will land people into troubles.. I will hurt people.. I don't want all these.. I tried my best not to hurt anyone anymore.. cos I know how sucky the feeling is when someone is hurted..

Even if I say out.. can anyone help me? Don't tell me ''say out will feel better''.. For my case, it won't.. trust me.. by saying out and no solution to solve problems.. the matters will only get worse.. so no point..

I am full of problems now.. I saw a friend who is feeling almost the same way as I am now.. I wanted to help her to pick up herself.. but I know that in this state its really very hard.. When u met to many problems at once, its hard to take it.. and its easy to collapse.. What's more.. people think that you actually is problem-free..

To my dear friend: talk to someone that you can.. If you think that there is no one that you can talk to.. approach Mrs Tham..

You have gone far and will never return.. Hope you are safe.. Love you..