Things haven't been going well. My silly comments has created a hu-ha. I am really lost now.
I am posted to PJC but I don't know if I want to appeal. Then, I started thinking that maybe I should stop schooling. Life with only studies is so boring. Thinking about it, last year I finished my O, next year will be A already. We are all studying non-stop. Worse still, I am not enjoying learning right now. It is all just a burden. I just feel so heavy.
Previously, I have posted an entry regard why student fail his exams. When I think thoroughly about it, I find it very true. We are using our sleeping hours, our relaxation time to study. Sometimes, I spend as little as 3 hours of sleep per day just to complete my work. Sometimes, I don't even have sufficient time to sms or call my friends to catch up with one another. I have time in my hand but sometimes, I just need to give myself extremely strict discipline. *sigh*
Come to talking about handphone, I realised that handphone is such a wrong electronic device. Hanphone gives me stress. No joke. Having too many sms not read give me stress. Having too many miss call gives me stress too. Having too many people lokinig for me through my handphone will give me the most stress. I hate this feeling. Sometimes, handphone isn't a communication device to me. It is more of a MP3 and Camera to me or a nuisence to me.
*sigh* What to do? Where to go?
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