Honestly, I love my parents. But I just don't like the way do some stuffs at time. I hate the way my parents look down on me and my mum's sarcasm.

My parents hardly support me in whatever in do. This could be due to I am in Singapore. I have come to a conclusion about Singapore society. It is a society where it is protective yet they want you to venture out. Ironic, isn't it?

There are a few incidents that I never forget. I will never forget how my mum boast about my friend result to hint me how lousy my result is. I will also not forget how my dad talk about how lousy my English is.

What I hate most about my mum is the way she wants me to do things. I hate following every single things that she says. The most irritating part is that she loves to use sarcasm to talk to me. I always feel that I should have my own set of thinking. I know very well that I am very sensitive towards things around me. If something is mess up, I will clean it up but it is a matter of how long I will take to clean up the mess. However, my mum doesn't seem to be able to stand my speed of clearing up the mess and she will use her sarcasm to overcome me. I hate this to the core. Sometimes, I just feel like asking her to shut up. I don't mind her telling me what she expects out of me but can't she just stop using the sarcastic words to attack me?

And and and.. at home, I always judge what I need to do by looking at what my brothers do. If my brothers don't wash up the utensils after using, I don't see a need in doing so too. But out of nowhere, my mum will start screaming at me when I do so. This is such an unfair treatment.

Another thing that I hate it about my mum is that she love to help me to look for things once she sees me looking for things. For nuts sake, I hate this. I feel so useless and I feel so uneasy about this. I feel that I need to be perfect at home. Once I start looking for things, she would think that I am being careless and being useless for misplacing things.

I find this so true. Taahira once said sometimes, once someone tells you to do things, this will only get you pissed off and don't want to do things. This is just so true.

I am someone who do things when I see the need to do so. If you keep nagging, I will just get pissed off and not do anything. I so damn feel like talking back to my mum and tell her how I feel.

ARGH!