Looking back at my life, I found too many regrets.

Being someone who always plays by luck and also being someone who thinks that she is doing fine and realising mistakes, I have lead a life that I don't feel a sense of achievement.

What have I ever done to achieve what I want? To play at a higher level of netball, I didn't put in all that I can to train so hard that I can improve more than others. To be able to lead, I have never put in enough effort to commit. I have always been a lay back person. I tends to procrastinate. I am not treasuring the time that I have to achieve what I want.

There are too many things that I want to achieve but I just let the opportunity slip through my hands. I keep telling myself that I want to achieve but due to lack of self-discipline and lack of self motivation, I didn't achieve what I want at the end of the day.

Looking back at my secondary school days, honestly, I don't feel proud of myself. I don't think I have achieve anything. Compare to the rest of the students in JJC, my result in secondary school isn't fantastic. It is only average. Compare what I have learnt from NPCC to the batches of seniors before us, I think I have not learnt the most out of the 4 years that I spent there. Comparing what I achieve in netball to all the players in the nation, I think I am still lacking behind.

I have not achieve anything that I want in life. Nothing at all. The result of this is due to I have not tried my best.

For the remaining time I have in JJC, I want to make the best out of it and have fond memories of the school.