Day at NUS... =)



Did Ika score?

The Team!

After a hard day at NUS, the Champion is announced!

The Champs!

and.. THe Champ!

Look at how burnt are we! LOL!
X)

Goodness! The tone!!

Just came back from a crazy now! LOL! STUCK @ Pizzahut for 2 1/2 hrs! lolx.. I think the waiters and waitresses served us till they got fed up with us.. LOL! we had like tried everything at Pizza Hut! lolx.. and was seriously crazy! I loved being at arcarde! We had like become the main stars at the arcade for 1 hr! lolx.. our laughter and voices could be heard throughout the whole arcade! WAHAHA! Seriously mad la we.. LOL! and We really loved cameras! =)

WIN, GAIN, TRAIN!

这几天，实在好不容易的才有机会在家休息。但那令人厌倦的功课，令我干到很烦恼啊！

但令我跟烦恼的事是。。

我真的不知道我到底是把“你”当成谁。我真的不知道！

Hey peeps! XD

Seirios won the NUS Captain Ball Challeng Shield.. 3rd Year straight! =) LOL!

and after a day of tough challenge at NUS on 2nd June.. I am peeling now.. =( The sun was sorching that day.. and I was like under the sun from the moment it rose till it set.. -.*

Ok, that's the main event for 2nd June.. 3rd June.. hehe! Thanks peeps! I had the very first wishes at 12.05am.. from Marianne.. followed by many other wishes from many of my good friends.. =) Thanks! Apart from this, went for Police Day Parade at Kallang Indoor Stadium. Initially, I was reluctant to go.. But I was glad that I went.. The programmes and shows were fantastic! Loved it! =D

Back in school on 4th June was nice! Thanks a lot for the presents! Really loved them! =) However, felt totally stressed up at night. Felt as though I am going to breakdown. For some reasons, the stress level was quite high. Ya!

Today... Nothing much other than.. THERE'S SO MUCH HOMEWORK!!

1) Read up "A Sense of Belonging"
2) Physics TYS - 1 set of Papers
3) Biology FYS - Topic 14-17
4) A.Maths TB - Ex 17A, 17B
5) English Papers - 2 Paper 2, 1 Paper 1
6) A.Maths TYS - 2 sets of Papers
7) E.Maths FYS - 2 sets of Papers
8) A.Maths Revision Paper
9) Chemistry WS
10) Physics WB - Chap 20, 21
11) Chemistry TYS - 1 set of Paper
12) English Essay - Kampong Glam
13) 2 Book Reviews
14) E.Maths File and Book B
15) E.Maths Revision Paper

I am envious of Hui Juan! LOL! XP

Other than this PILE of homework, I have a list of my own to complete!!!!!!!

1) Watch finish Mr Bean Holiday DVD
2) Clear and clean up my study ares (it is in total mess now!)
3) Go town

and...... I am left with 1 and half weeks to finish up my stuffs!

Sec 4 oh Sec 4!

anyway, had an urch to watch a movie.. any nice movie for recommendation? =P

Me and TH: Sarina.. =)
From left: USM Cheong Qing Fa, C.C Cheam Jun Teck, ATH Chan Hui Mui, TH Sarina
On the day of ATF..
Leaving the island..
that contains many many fond memories...................

Been wanting to update pictures but was just too lazy to do so.. :P Here they are:
The sec 3s in the sea..
I got SPLASHED!!
THe beautiful island that captured beautiful memories...

SL '07
Sec 4 SLs
Team Delta!
Home sweet home.. =(
Senior SL s with our Guidance.. =)

Today's lessons aren't too bad.. Early in the morning, my class became the security guards of the school for the morning! LOL! Everyone were allocated all over the school and "enjoy"! Ya.. Right.. I wished.. =P We were actually suppose to use our 5 senses and experience the surrounding at our individual locations.. =) Although some disliked the activities, I loved it. I loved the peaceful surrounding, the coolness of the air. =B

Apart from being the security guard for the morning, went for Shooting Competition at 5pm.. Bad, Bad and Bad.. Did kind of badly.. It just simply don't seem to be my cup of tea.. =( Anyway, afterall it is the experience that matters.. ya? hehe C=

Thanks Joyce!

It has been long since I last blogged my homework list.. The list shall return today.. =) / )=?

1) Read up "A Sense of Belonging"
2) Biology WB - Chap 18
3) Biology FYS - Topic 14-17
3) A.Maths TB - Ex 17A, 17B
4) E.Maths TB - Ex 3D
5) A.Maths TYS - 2 sets of Papers
6) E.Maths FYS - 2 sets of Papers
7) A.Maths Revision Paper
8) E.Maths Revision Paper
9) Chemistry WS
10) Physics WB - Chap 20
11) Chemistry TYS - 1 set of Paper

Goodness! :'(

All of a sudden, I felt anger in me.. with someone.. Is it all right to be angry with this person? What's the reason that caused me to be so angry? What caused me to be furious with this person? Worse of all, the anger almost grew into hatre.. Emm...

It has been quite some days since I last type a proper post.. LOL!!

My thumb condition is not improving at all and I think it seems to be getting more serious. The other day while trying to be "ke kang" (act smart), I tried to used my hand with the injured thumb to carry a big stack of papers.. Oh man! A dui! Pain! Hopefully, everything is gonna be all right for my thumb.. -_=

Has been going back to school since holiday starts.. Ya.. by right should be school holiday, but there don't seem to be.. -_* Sometimes, really wanna have a long and good break to refresh my mind and soul.. If not, whenever there's a short break, it's just gonna be like today.. slept for 13hrs.. Goodness.. when woke up, the feeling was totally terrible.. my head feels like it is going to crack at any point of time if I move a little more.. My plan for a good workout was spoilt too.. -,*

All right.. it is time to countdown.. LOL (cow dung??)

3 more DAYS!!!

到底是这么一回事啊？

结果会是。。。？？？

Found this "Emotion test"... Find it quite interesting..

1.Your favorite color out of: red,black, green, blue, yellow?

2. Your first initial?

3. What month were you born in?

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?

5. Name one of your friends?

6. Your favorite number?

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?

Finish the test already..? hehe.. Here's the answers..


Answers
1. If you choose:
Red- You are alert and your life isfull of love.
Black - You are conservative andaggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and youare laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and lovekisses and affection from the ones youlove and give good advice to those whoare down.
Yellow - You are a very happy person..

2. If you're initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love andfriendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to themaximum & your love life is soon toblossom.
S-Z You like to help others and yourfuture love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:

Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that youfall in love with someone totallyunexpected.

April-June: You will have a stronglove relationship that will lastforever.

July-Sept: You will have a great yearand will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great,and eventually you will find your soulmate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on adifferent direction, it will seem hardat the time but will be the best thingfor you, and you will be glad for thechange.
White: You will have a friend whocompletely confides in you and woulddo anything for you, but you may notrealize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. This is how many true friends youhave in your lifetime.

7. If you choose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friendsand your lover and yourself are veryreserved and not emotional.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like toplease people but have many emotions

刚睡了一觉，醒来时。。。我脑海里充满了对某件事的看法与想法。我脑海里有很多很多想法与看法。有些想法就刚好是彼此的相反。我越想越苦恼，真不知如何处理这件事情。=（

我很不像伤害到别人。但很多人都说我们应该珍惜我眼前所拥有的一切。。。

请知情者告诉我该如何是好，好吗？

你实在让我很乱。。。我现在真的不知如何面对你好。。。

话在心头，口难开。

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Hey peeps! Take care of ur health!! Weather has been terrible in Singapore.. Drink lots of water, ya? It is always go to take a step slower and allow urself to breathe.. =) Take care peeps..!

不知何时，你撞进了我的心灵，在我的心理挖了个洞，躲了起来。。。

对于某些事情，此时此刻，感到难以面对。那些奋勇而来的情感，让我顿时不知如何是好。

你知道吗？

Personalities of different MONTHS BABIES! =)

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Ambitious and serious.
Loves to teach and be taught.
Always looking at people's flaws andweaknesses.
Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive.
Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Rather reserved.Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children.
Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easilyjealous.
Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Always her self.Sexy/ hot/ cute/ everything.

FEBRUARY :
Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does notshow it.
Dislike unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely showsit.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality.
Sexy.Affectionate.
Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous andsympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others.
Loves to serve others.
Easily angered.
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful.
Loves to dream andfantasize.
Loves traveling.
Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners.
Loves home decors.
Musically talented.
Loves special things.
Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solvespeople's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional.
Aggressive.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Moving
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lovercan see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings.
Sexy.
Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation.
Easily consoled.
Systematic (left brain).
Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
Good imagination.
Good physical.
Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling.
Dislike being at home.
Restless.
Having more than one child.
Hardworking.
High spirited.Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly.
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious.
Executive.
Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with.Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Short Tempered.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessarythings.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressionscarefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and theold friends.
Likes to be quiet.Home Body.Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved.Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke.
Attractive.
Suave and caring.
Brave and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities.
Knows how to console others.
Too generous but egotistic.
Takes high pride of oneself.
Thirsty for praises.
Extraordinary spirit.
Easily angered.
Angry when provoked.
Easily jealous.
Observant.
Careful and cautious.
Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts.
Loves to lead .
Loves to dream.
Talented in the arts, music and defense.
Sensitive but not petty.
Poor resistance against illnesses.
Learns to relax.
Hasty and trusty.
Romantic.
Loving and caring.
Loves to make friends .

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising.
Careful, cautious and organized.
Likes to point out people's mistakes.
Likes to criticize.
Stubborn.
Quiet but able to talk well.
Calm and cool.
Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed.
Loyal but not always honest.
Does work well.
Very confident.
Sensitive.
Thinking generous.
Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look for information.
Must control oneself when criticizing.
Able to motivate oneself.Understanding.
Fun to be around.
Secretive.
Loves sports, leisure and traveling.
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Very choosy, especially in relationships.
Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat.
Loves those who loves them.
Loves to takes things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty.
Loyal and true in Love.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care of what others think.
Emotional.
Decisive.
Strong clairvoyance.
Loves to travel, the arts and literature.
Touchy and easily jealous.
Concerned.
Loves outdoors.
Just and fair.
Spendthrift.
Easily influenced.
Easily loses confidence.
Loves children.

NOVEMBER:Has a lot of ideas.
Difficult to fathom.
Thinks forward.
Unique and brilliant.
Extraordinary ideas.
Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong clairvoyance.
Can become good doctors.
Dynamic in personality.
Secretive.
Inquisitive.
Knows how to dig secrets.
Always thinking.
Less talkative but amiable.
Brave and generous.
Patient.
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
If there is a will, there is a way.
Determined.
Never give up.
Hardly becomes angry unless provoked.
Loves to be alone.
Thinks differently from others.
Sharp-minded.
Motivates oneself.
Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited.
Well-built and tough.
Deep love and emotions.
Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships.
Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy.
Honest and keeps secrets.
Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous.
Sexy.
Patriotic.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Loves to socialize.
Loves to Party.
Loves praises.
Loves attention.
Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy.
Not pretending.
Short tempered.
Changing personality.
Not egoistic.
Take high pride in oneself.
Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke.
Good sense of humor.


Are these true for you?

Mid Year Results are out! Not as good as I expected but I will say that it is neither too bad...

3 A1s, 1 A2, 2B4s, 2C5s..
Percentage: 70.9%
Total: 567.5/800

I was actually afriad that I am going to "break" my record this time round.. Luckily I didn't.. BUt I am freaking disappointed in my L1R5.. freaking!.. 15! Goodness.. out of it.. 2 subjects.. 10 points.. Can die man!

My goal now: 678/800
YA!!!

Hi peeps..! Recently found a few interesting sports that I never knew!!

Underwater Hockey, Underwater football, Underwater rugby, underwater golf... LOL!

Here are some links to understand more able these sports..

Underwater Golf: http://www.ananova.com/news/story/sm_2332617.html

UNderwater Rugby:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Underwater_rugby

Underwater Football:http://www.underwaterfootball.com/

Underwater Hockey: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Underwater_hockey

哈哈！我愚蠢吗？我不知道。。。

我害怕的东西又回来了。。。我能预测会发生什么事，但我很害怕。。。

过去已曾了过去。。。但我对未来有恐惧。。。那会是一场可怕的梦。但老实说，我其实不建议。。。真的。。但那恐惧感就是在那。。。

无论如何，再过一阵子再说吧！

今天参扎了很多心情。有失落感，感到有点气愤，也感到有点伤心。

这几天不知何故， 很不愿听到一些话，但那些话就一直在我耳偏铃响着。实在感到反感，难以忍受。

除此以外，环念着他的感情回来了。为何那么难放下呢？今天好期待他会来，但我失望了。但当于一位好友在谈天说地时，越谈越气。那些不愉快的往事都被挖了出来。感到十分难受。

现在就有种想逃离现实的感觉。。。

想念

4年前。。。
有了那么一天
你动了我的心
我对你有了感觉
oh yeah my baby yeah..

当我和你距离拉近时
你与她
结束了你们的辛苦旅程

我对我自己说
我要完完全全
把你抛到我的脑后里
再不去理你
但我就是做不到Aaaa...

你的画面
长出现在我面前
那种思念的感觉
是很难受的 aaa..

我真的很想念你
你的画面
长出现在我面前
那种思念的感觉
是很难受的

你会回到我身边
还是我们的距离会在疏远
我真得很想念你

你的画面
长出现在我面前
那种思念的感觉
是很难受的

我真得很想念你。。。

This is not a professinal lyrics.. but this is MY own story lyrics.. so ya..

Hi peeps!! Haha.. I am on my high mood now! =)

I got my new Spectacle!! weehee! I have wore my old spectacles for 5 YEARS!! I loved my new spectacles.. it sliver-black.. =)

My presentation was quite successful too!! =) Although there's still room of improvement, I was proud of myself.. It wasn't easy to come out with the presentation and carry it out.. Really thanks all the teachers for their supoprt.. and LI LING!! I really want to thank Li Ling.. Without her, it could not have been so successful..

I am quite pleased with my result too.. =) Although there are some subjects that need lots of improvement, some subjects did better than I expected..

Here's the result:
Chinese (Overall) 64/100
English: Yet to be known
E.Maths: 82/100
A.Maths: 83/100
Chemistry: 72/100
Physics:90/100
Bio:63/100
Combine Humanities: 56/100 (really need to buck up!!)

Ya.. There will be intensive MT next week.. weehee!! =)

And.. Spurs made into the Western Conf. Finals.. XD

梦想？志愿？你有吗？我没有。。。

突然间，我觉得我失踪了。不知下一步该如何走。

我对未来是一片茫然。。。

Sometime it is amazing how we can actually challenge ourselves..

More often than not, humans just want to strive and do their best.. However, at the same time, the route to our success seems to be full of obstacles.. At times, these barriers just held us back.. Stopping us from moving on.. But, our mind and soul are just so marvellous.. they lead us to overcome our problems..

Yes, I agree.. sometimes, our soul and mind do have a hard time leading us through.. but well.. we are still being lead through.. No matter how challenge the problems are..

And.. Really.. In the world, there's really nothing impossible..

Haha.. Hui Mui is writing such things here.. where she always complains all her problem.. well to me.. complain problems out help me to solve them..

So ya.. people.. my main message here is.. You can overcome your fears and barriers by one way or another.. Look at different solutions of the problems.. Maybe a good cry or simply just a good sleep can solve the problem.. Maybe not solve.. but will at least make you feel better..

Jia You! Ganbatte!

我觉得好累啊！

不知为何我就是无法把一些东西抛到一旁。

休息是为了要走更长远的路。我真的好想好好的休息一下啊！

不知为何，觉得快被压得透不过气了。

总觉得很不像面对现实。。。

那股压力实在令人难受...

Didn't seem to be in mood for long.. don't know why..

Anyway, was glad that got to met my dearest coach yesterday.. It has been like ages since I last met her.. Those younger days were really enjoyable..

Nowadays, there are really too much things, too much thoughts.. Worst of all, I have no idea how to express my thoughts and solve the problems.. there are just simply too much fear.. it is really difficult to face the challenges up ahead..

I am back to the old emo. me..

Life?

Was actually in a good mood to start today's entry.. after reading my past entries and some blogs, they dampemed my mood.

Somehow, I don't seem to be able to leave my shadow.. While reading through some of the entries, I was thinking back and wondering who am I, what have I done? With these questions, it bring me back to a few days back.. I was thinking what to write for my essays.. I wanted to bring in personnel experience.. but when I think through I was actually leading a boring life..

NPCC, Netball, Councillor, Studies. Nothing much happened other than making some great friends. It is true that my friends had bring in some colours for my life but things that I was doing seem that have made me blind.. I had lead a life blindly.. As in, i had a fixed rountine in my life.. Other than some love stories.. there's nothing much I can talk about.. Haiz..

Maybe it was not the things that I was doing that caused my life to be boring but rather my attitude.. I am not sure actually.. when I was reading through my past entry.. it seems that years after years i have not changed my temper my character.. the temper the character that I don't like..

Next, whenever I think of this I would ask myself what's the best character and the best temper? Haiz!!!!

I believed that the attitude and the character really give me non-memorable memories..

Oh no, after 15+ years of life.. Non memorable memories? OH GOSH! What's this?

For your info.. if u think that this entry make no sense, you may choose not to read.. but if you have chosen to read this, and feel like venting your emotions on my blog.. I would suggest you to just close this window..

Now that I realised, I had miss out many people in my links.. oops! Sorry peeps! Soon, ok? lolx..

The NBA playoffs result surprised and disappointed me.. Dallas, Miami and Lakers are out.. Eh.. I don't mind Suns winning Lakers actually though.. :P But I was hoping Miami to win Chicago but Miami lost 4-0 :( I am really surprised that Dallas is out! It was like Dallas had the best season record for this season and Warriors only climbed up at the last few games of the seasons.. Not that Warriors can't win but I was kind of expecting Dallas to be the champion though.. Now, only hoping that my all-time favourite.. SPURS, will emerge as the champion.. =D

该是时候要放手了。。。

想哭，却知哭是没用的。。。

想对你说，却知说是没用的。。。

我只好书院你，离你而去。。。

There's just simply too much things going round..

There are really too much matters to be noted.

唉！

Whatever happened had just hit me so hard..

There are just simply too much things on my mind.. There are so much things to be done.. At times, I am really drench totally.. I understand that it is really difficult to understand someone.. Sometimes, a moment of support means more than anything.. Really thanks Hui Juan for all the help and concern.. Really sorry for troubling you..

The feeling of being stretch to the edge was really terrible. The moments of being stretch to the edge made me mentally totally dead. I am really glad that the dreadful week is over..

Anyway, I am really proud of my school's performance at SYF!
Concert Band-Bronze Award
Choir-Bronze Award
Malay Dance-Bronze Award
Modern Dance-Silver Award

Really wanna congrats all councillors (include myself.. hehe :P) for making our day such a successful day.. It is really nice to see that our effort are not wasted.. =)

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
不能用恨你却不住结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的
美丽停在这里

听到你现在的真心话，我真的有种想要立刻跑到你身边的冲动。但知道你一些事后，觉得。。。（我的辛勤就在那歌词中）。。。。。。

Same old rotting problems.. -.* Nevermind..

Homework Gallery (Soon becoming a museum.. haha!!)
-E.Maths Paper
-A.Maths Paper
-Chemistry Paper
-Chemistry WB
-English Writing
-English Comprehension
-Physics File
-Chinese File
-Testimonial
-Chinese WS
-A.Maths T.B
-Geography FYS

Can't remember if there's anymore.. -.*

This week was kind of fun and discover-tive for me.. LOL!

Damn it.. LOL! Was thinking of writing something but I forgot! -.*

Anyway, I heard an Indian speaking fluent Hokkien today.. I admired him! Seriously! Nowadays, Chinese could hardly speak our own dialects.. NO offend but.. ya..

and wanna recommend a few website that I discovered this week..

http://redsports.sg/

this website update news on sports going on in singapore's school..

http://dene-dina.blogspot.com/

This is actually an online shop that sell ear studs and ear rings.. Some of her items are imported directly from Japan.. Have a look, ya? I can assure you that it is really worth looking!! =)

All of a sudden, felt the noise of stress in my ears. This noise has made my brain unstable.. It is kind of irritating..

Now.. it is like.. there's test tomorrow. There's English writing to be done and handed in tomorrow as well as writing 5 pages of scripts in ENGLISH!! Goodness! Furthermore, I have just completed my Maths homework.. The tiredness is unbearable.. Feel like grabbing my pillow and falls flat onto my bed.. Hopefully will have a nice time in lalaland..

Nevermind.. this is the so-called O level's Preparation Days.. =)

两个星期前已经是你的最后一次了吗？你再也不会回来了吗？

This week was weird for me.. It was hectic when it started off.. but as it ended.. these lots of feelings that overwhelmed me..

Guess what? ALL CCAs are coming to an end for the Sec 4s.. Ya, I mean it.. End of April, officially every sec 4 will no more CCAs.. Time flies..

Today is the last outing for the Sec 4 and 5 NCOs.. We went Pulau Ubin for ATF.. Damn it! It rained! =( Anyway, I had a fun time.. :D

Peace please..

Thanks a lot for the concern.. be it what happened to me on thurs or what happened to my blog.. Thanks a lot, peeps.. =)

To certain people out there, please give me some peace ok? Some comments are meant for me for some reasons.. but all I want now is peace.. My definition for peace is.. saving those unnecessary comments to yourself... All I want now is be alone for sometime.. Don't ask me why I want to be isolated.. Somehow, I just don't feel like communicating with people..

If I communicate too much and I can't take it, I will just show my attitude and my attitude may offend you.. So to prevent one another becoming enemies.. give me some space, ok?

A little space that contains a little soul..............................................

Thinking about the entry before this.. Suddenly, these familiar qns came to my mind..

What's my responsibilities in life?
What's life?

Sometimes, I tends to hate people..
Sometimes, I tends to be selfish and feel annoy when helping people..
Sometimes, I feels jealous over small matters..
Sometimes, I just wants to have everything in the world..

Ya, I should not question myself about these questions.. as I have been doing so and these questions should rot by now..

The other day I was pondering about what I should do in the future..
I realise my character hardly suits into any career. I thought of being a doctor.. but I do not know how to care for others. I thought of being police. The life has too little freedom. I thought of setting up a business. What business should I set up?

It seems that there are zillion of questions about myself and life in my little brain.

Somehow, I feels that I don't know how to lead a life or rather I don't know what exactly is life all about.

Nowadays, my only companier is homework and sometimes netball. Yes, only homework and netball.. Somehow, I just don't feel like talking to people or rather I feels that there's no one that I feels comfortable talking to..

*sigh*

就连，你，这平时我最想说话的对象，我都不想与你说话。总觉得你恨恐怖。

Ya, I really feels that people around are a distance away from me.. The feeling of strangers is what I feel..

*sigh*

Even since my brother come back from NS, I never stop getting jealous of him.. I always sees that my mum wants me to do this and that.. Somehow what I feel jealous about is.. why my mum always ask me to do this and that.. She never asks my brother to do things. Somehow I just don't like my mum to keep telling me what's not done.. I really feel fustrated with it.. Most of time, I feels that I expect things to be done by other people and not done me.. =(

Let's just take a very simple example.. my mum bought a bottle of face wash. I was expecting her to place it in the bathroom. Somehow, she will always place my brother's things in place but just not mine.. I just got fustrated with it. =( Yes, I know it is a small thing and I should not be bothered with it.. I just can't help feeling fustrated with what treatment my brother received and I am not able to receive the same treatment.

Emm.. *sigh*

I getting confuse in what medicine to take! haha! I have like both western and traditional chinese medicine to take every day. Now is like for every 4 hours I will take a kind of medicine. Ha!

Ok, and there's quite a pile of homework..

Bio Skill 3
Phy Skill 3
Eng Essay
A.mAths TB
Bio FYS
Chem WB
Phy File

and many more..

很害怕会失去你，但也害怕接近你。。。

Ta taH! Felt bored with the old skin.. Here's a new skin! NOt much different from the previous but.. I personnely feels that this look more "interesting" =)

为何我和你的距离越来越远？我终觉得就算你在我面前，我们的距离却有如你在火星，我在地球。每当空闲时，我都很想和你聊聊天。但我的手有如千斤重，拿也拿不起来，来发一则简讯。就算在网络上遇到你，不知为什么，我就是无法与你谈天说地。

为何我们的距离那么遥远？

我到底是以什么心态来喜欢你？我真的喜欢你吗？我喜欢你的原因只有单单因喜欢而喜欢吗？还是有别的原因？我真的不知道！有时真的是纯纯的爱，有时却是一场爱的战争。有时会对你有思念，有时却设法要把你忘掉。

我会好好地珍惜你吗？

Been feeling that my parents are always biasd to my brothers. I am really unhaapy over it.. HMPH!

I really feel that so what if they are my brothers. Why do they have special rights? Why am I discriminated? I swear my attitude is better than my brothers'! Yet, my mum been hating my attitude! Worst of all, she will nag at me about my brothers' attitude. What is this?

The other day, I brought up that I want to have bicycle. My parents seem to have a thousand and one reasons to go against my request. The most unreasonable reason was that I am a female, why should I have a bicycle? What the hell! So what I am a female? Can't female cycle? Can't female enjoy sports? Which law in Singapore says that female are not allow to cycle?

A few days ago, I was feeling fustrated over this matter. I was about to take a shower. My mum said this to me : Girl hurry up ah! Your brother wants to bath! If you don't want to be disturbed while you having your shower, take your shower in the bathroom that's in the kitchen. What's this? Why do I always have to give in to my brothers? Another similar case, yesterday morning, while I was about to finish bathing, my mum hurried me and told me that my brother wants to take his shower. I hurried. Guess what? When I am out of the bathroom, it was after 15 min before my brother stands up and walk his way to the bathroom. What's this? So what if he is a male, older than me, is my brother? He is just only a male, 5 years older than me. Why do I need to keep giving way to him? Why can't there be equality between male and female?

More cases here.. Whatever my brothers want, my parents will get for them or ask me to get for them. Whatever I wants, I have to get them by myself. What's this again? Why do I always have to serve them? By right, shouldn't it be the elder taking care of the younger and not the other way round?

Sometimes, really hate return to a home that's full of bias-ness..

今天向把我的博恪的第三百偏周记写给你。

今天不知何故，突然对你的思念有好多感觉。一下子会觉得开心，另一下子会觉得怪怪的。终觉得我们之间有片玻璃似的。你常常就离我那几步，但我就是无法敲碎那片玻璃，经距离和你接触。或许是我太害怕接近你。但我真的好想把这片玻璃给移走，把我们的距离拉近。

Thia weekend wasn't too bad for me.. =)

I am proud of myself for finishing all the homework except the Geography Thing.. Err.. It may seem to be a small little accomplishment but to me, it is not easy to so.. so.. ya.. =P

Last night, the atmosphere don't seem to be right.. erm.. Somehow, I feel that I went to the wrong place.. (M, no offend) Somehow just don't like people to ask me such questions at that kind of place.. Anyway, had a nice chat and had a great laugh.. =D

Ok, heading off to somewhere now. Damn irritated with my sprain thumb.. =(

常常我会问自己，我还会对你有点思念吗？有时真的好想打通电话给你或见到你，但每当想起那时的冷漠，我的心就有如玻璃，被你的冷漠给打碎了。

前几天，我以为我会见到你。但我感到很失望。=‘（ 我真地以为你会来，但你最后还是没有来。*唉*

Hey! I am finally free to blog! I have been busy day in and day out. Hardly get enough rest.. -.* Worst of the worse, I sprained my left thumb. It hurts! I can hardly move my thumb fast.. As in, it take me longer time to flip pages of books, I can't really carry things on my left hand. Let's pray hard that my thumb recovers quickly..! =D

Blogging homework Time!!
Chinese Composition
Chinese Workbook
Biology Textbook
Geogrphy WS
Geography THINGS!!! (2)
Mathematics Textbook Ex 5d
A.Maths Textbook Ex 14_
Chemistry Workbook - Electrolysis
Chemistry Worksheet
Planning of Route

All to be finished over 2 days..!:'(

Blogging right in the middle of a morning.. HA!

Errm.. wake up to chiong homework.. -.* Before that slept for 6 hours. LOL! Before that 6 hours played Netball for half a day. and... Guess what? We are the Champion! Okay.. erm.. not really a grand competition but what I am contented about is the fighting spirit and the teamwork. I believe the last 10 min of the last game will be unforgetable for everyone who played and everyone who supported us.

Now, I am getting damn bored with my painful index finger and the cold shoulder someone gave me a few hours ago.. I hurt my finger while playing in the morning. It is kind of swollen now. *_* and.. It hurts whenever I bend or exert force. As for the cold shoulder, err.. maybe that someone is sleepy by now or what-so-ever. Nevermind.. Don't wanna talk much about it..

Kind of pissed off early in the morning. I was somehow being blamed for not getting things done. Nevermind..

The lessons were fun today. The teachers are great jokers! I love the part where the Chinese teacher said about 4 people being trap in the lift.. haha! err.. can't go into much details of it due to some reasons.. Can sms or mail me for more details about the story.. =P

The SMO Professor jokes seriously 5263! Can't tahan man!

On my way back from Netball.. there's this cute auntie.. We went into the lift and she went out at the 6th storey. When I stepped closer to the door of the lift, the cute auntie said " HEY! Haven't reach your storey yet!" Cute la that auntie.. I was thinking to step forward only and didn't had the intention to leave the lift yet.. haha! Cute la that auntie! LOL!!

Now.. I am damn irritated by the homework load.. :'(

看到你对别人好，对我的冷漠，我的心真得很痛！

There's tons and million things in my brain now. Ya.. finally writing English blog.. HA!!!

Holiday is ending soon!! Homework!!!

English Essay-Time
English CT1- Correction
E.Maths TB
A.Maths TB Chap 15
Geography Project
Chemistry Project
chinese workbook
A. Maths WS
Bio WB
Bio FYS
Phy WB
Chinese Compo

Gonna finish everything within 3 days!!!! Oh my GOD!

Feel like blaming some people for doing last minute work!! GRRR!

With regards to the chinese entries.. somehow getting tired of them again.. Not exactly tired but rather "sian"..

Somehow feeling lost of my future.. -.*

Guess what? It's my 1 year anniversary at BBE!

昨天突然有种感觉。这种感觉叫我把你忘掉。昨天早晨虽然受到了你的简讯，但那欢乐却只维持了一阵子。以前（大约一年前), 每收到你的一则简讯，我都会喜出望外，一整天都会笑嘻嘻的。若没有收到你的回应时，就会有如乌云盖过我似的，心情很难受。但如今，那份喜悦和那份伤心于离我而去了。或许我已经习惯你冷酷的做法了吧！习惯也牵着我的心，叫它和你说拜拜。我该这样吗?

今早的一个简讯，我的阴天变成了清天。谢谢你！

Mas aka Helium and ME!! lolX!!
The Anique!
XIU!!!!

My Beloved Coach!

My beloved TEACHERS!
Netball Team '07
After all the sweat and joy, the sec 4s journey have come to an end..

After the trial on Sat..
Naughty Joyce!!! LOLx!

(More to come!)

I and Christine.. (On our way to St John Island)

Discussion Time!

Time for some games!

Our feast! HAHA!

Doing pumping in the sea.. =P

Course, report strength! LOL!

SJI '07!

SL'07! =)

两天前，当我再等地铁和在地铁里时，我好想遇到你！那天，我真的希望，会遇到你，陪我去滨海湾。但我的期望就有如夜里做的梦，一醒来，梦也只是一场梦罢了！

昨天，当露营结束时，第一时间，很想和你聊天。但我传简讯给你后，我的手机一整天都好安静啊！

你能让我的期望和盼望变成事实吗？

不由得好想要你为我加油！简简单单的一句“加油”，我就满足了. 有你的加油，或许今天的表现会更好. 希望往后会有你的加油!

现在有种怪怪的感觉，心里有股冲动想要打电话给你，但我不知道打了电话要说什么。你打电话来好吗？哈哈！若有一天，你真的打电话来时，我只希望能听到一声“嗨!”， 我就心满意足了。我真的好向往这一天啊！

真得非常谢谢你！若没有你，事情或许会真得很遭。我感到非常抱歉。我知道你说无所谓，但我真得很内疚。

你在的时候，真的好想和你多说几句话。好想你留多一会儿。我虽然一直问你是否要离开，但我从来没有想过要你离开！真的！我只想珍惜和你在同个屋檐下的时间。我只是很怕你有事情，我不想你应为一些人，耽误了你的事情。

刚才，和你通话时，我只想多和你聊多几句话。但我一时不知道要和你说什么好。我只知道要和你道歉。若能在和你说话，聊天，我真的好想和你多聊一会儿。我很讨厌和你说再见。我真的希望我们不要说再见。

再过不久，我们就无法在同个屋檐下了。好像珍惜所剩余的时间！热亲一点好吗？

今天有好多预想不到的事. Some of the matters are shocking. Some are surprises!

Term 1 Progress Report is out! It was really unexpected. I was expecting myself not being able to get into the top 5 of my class. My common test was not very well done. To my surprise, I got into the top 5. =D However, the percentage was a little bit disappointing. If I am not wrong, through out my 3 years plus in Hillgrove, I broke my own record, I scored the lowest percentage.

Well, here's my Term 1 Progress Report:
3 A1s , 2 A2s, 1 B4, 1 C5, 1 C6, L1R5-12

以为我已经把你忘了，对你的思恋没有那么深了。但是，我错了！
每当见到你时，不知不觉，对你的思恋又回来了。有时候，真的好象好像把我内心的话大声地告诉你。但我一想到若你的反映不是我想象中的话, 我该着么办呢?

*唉* 爱啊爱! 常常想把我对你的好感保留在心里,但若不说,心里又好像觉得不自在似的.

Em..或许在保留多一阵子吧!

*cry*

I am sad. (I know it sound wrong) I am sad about a lot of things. Firstly, my common test result are not up to my expectation.

Chemistry: 36/50
Biology: 29/50
Social Studies: 19/25
E.Maths: 33/40

Most of the subjects are badly done. My mood totally gone when I received the result.

Next thing, the camp! Oh no! Haiz..

Followed by councillors' things! Oh my god!

Netball! *screams*

My mood is really gone. Lastly, my phone is gone for one day!

Ok, some people who read this, if you are not comfortable reading this entry please close this website!

Been busy since yesterday afternoon. Been planning the camp since yesterday! It is kind of fun and tedious. I am using my "lunch time" to update my blog. LOL! I am left with the last thing to finish before I can take a long break. =)

A few minutes ago, I was happily chatting away. A few mintues later, I feel sad and a bit disappointed with myself. -_*

I have been yearning for a break. My short break has finally come and my March Holidays are gone! *cry*

Nothing much for this week. Been studying and studying and studying, other than studying is eating and sleeping only. HAHAHA!!