Here are the photos taken during NPCC Annual Camp'07.. =)
Me and Sarina.. =)
6am in the morning!
Juniors with their shields..
It us again! (with a hand! lolx)
We are bored you see.. so is the hand!

Senior Hillgrovians!
Debriefing!
Juniors of 2007..
There they are again! =D
Me and Ma'am Wan Yu! =D

It is amazing how the past was like.. lolx..

the yellow umbrella.. banging into trees(darn! didn't get to see it!).. sitting near toilets(will elaborate in the future).. talking about food.. screaming name out(this was seriously stupid!).. looking at the corridor..

there's just so much memories.. haha.. back in 2005 (goodness, that's like 2 years ago?).. ha!

oh well..

sweet memories...

老实说，

我真的害怕不能爱你，

我很害怕会失去你，

但我却无勇气说出来，

只愿你能用心聆听得到。




想着那些日子，

想见到你却害怕接近你。

想着那些日子，

想与你多谈却还怕你不理我。

想着那些日子，

像爱你却害怕会跌得太深。





只想对你说：

喜欢你, 想爱你，想说真心话。

Since I can't focus and do those homework, mind as well come and blog here. Emm.. at my friend's blog(amirah's) there's this qn: If you were given a chance to time-travel to any place you want to, where would you go to?

Emm.. honestly, at times I do want to travel back to the past and stay away from the quick paste life. But when really think about it, I actually don't want to travel back to anyway. You see right, things you experience once will be good enough. Twice, things would get boring. Maybe, at this moment my mind isn't that corrupted. That's why I think so.

The other day I had this interesting thought. Life would be sad if one had never experience sadness. Like, if you have never experience sadness, how would you know what's happinesss? I understand that it feels terrible to be sad but sadness is what make us grow. I mean I always talk about my sadness and stuffs. but well.. I think that it is ok.. so ya.. At least from the sadness, I know what's happiness..

I remember I have a friend telling me this.. If you don't know what is good, you will not know what is bad. If you don't know what is bad, you will not know what is good. Afterall, it is really how we define what's good and what's bad. Ya?

This reminds me of my Maths teacher, Mrs Tan. She will always teach us the longer method of getting an answer and says, if I don't teach you guys the longer method you guys will not appreciate the shorter method. LOL!

So ya.. we got to experience different things to appreciate everything. And obviously those painful days are painful.. That's why I choose not to travel back to anywhere. Em.. maybe at most, I wanna try living in a cave.. =P

I knows it is weird to live in a cave. To me, I love the way Flinstone lived. haha! It is nice la. Oh well, back then there isn't computers, electricity, etc.. But wouldn't it be fun to live in the nature, and experience the nature, then, party in animal skins. LOL! =D

What about you? Wanna live in a cave? haha!

歌曲：继续

how are you now 过得好不好
看到你出现就安心了不少
或许经过了些时间我们友情会更坚牢

记得吗那年的夏天
分享的喜悦在我们眉间
汗水和泪水终于溶成了钢和铁

终于踏上了棱线的尖端
两边都可以让人跌下山崖
不要害怕错过再来
但一定要过得更精采
你要继续前进

我们都站在正义那一边
同一个世界不同的视野
但希望我们能在迈上成功路上遇见

我们都站在正义那一边
我们一定会挺你到永远
只要你还在坚持追求梦想那个光点

终于踏上了棱线的尖端
两边都可以让人跌下山崖
不要害怕错过再来
但一定要过得更精采
你要继续前进

我们都站在正义那一边
同一个世界不同的视野
但希望我们能在迈上成功路上遇见
我们都站在正义那一边


歌手：energy 专辑：新曲x精选

想把这首歌送给我的每个朋友。=）

You Belong in Spring

Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world... You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring. Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season!

What Season Are You?

You Are a Kinetic Learner

You learn best by doing, and you have a talent for complicated, physical tasks. You excel at athletics, drama, and fixing things. You would be an excellent Olympic athlete - or a Broadway star!

What's Your Learning Style?

You Are 56% Selfish

You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved. But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it!

How Selfish Are You?

Your Personality Is Like Acid

A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict. One moment you're in your own little happy universe... And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

You Communicate With Your Body

This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person. You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches. Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others. A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you!

How Do You Communicate?

You Are 65% Real

You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.

How Real Are You?

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Will Die at Age 76

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return. You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying. You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet. In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level. You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself. You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them. You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

You Belong in 1988

Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

What Year Do You Belong In?

Your Brain's Pattern

Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly. You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions. And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring. It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world!

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

For now, I doubt will be changing my skin to my own invention. Sometime it is good to just keep life simple like my blog skin.

I believe for now till months later.. my life gonna be really simple.. with just studies. It is really time to have full attention on studies and throw other things out of my mind, regardless how "heavy" they are. y..a..!

Now that I am talking about life.. be ourselves, ya? I know that it is difficult. I mean even I myself, at times have a hard time being myself. But I believe, as long as what we do, do not harm others, it is ok.. ya?

Nothing much for now.. maybe later late in night when I have all my thoughts gather, I shall blog again.. =)

把东西弄清楚地感觉，真好！

Feeling 与世隔绝 again. Was like just now before signing in to blog, I forgot my password.. It is so what the lo.. -_=

But anyway, it is quite rare that I blog so rarely this week.. lolx.. Was practically burying myself in homework (damn it man! Not done yet!), sports, camp(the last).

Let's talk about my tuesday, em.. Buried myself with homework in the NIGHT! In the day, was practically slacking around.. But now, actually regretted the decision I made.. Ya.. the effect didn't take place on Wednesday.

For some reasons, I was "very" awake for the lessons on Wednesday. Eh.. At least didn't fell asleep during Bio lesson.. hehe.. =) After lessons, SWIMMING! ok.. it is very difficult for me to go swimming, you see. So you can't blame me for being so excited over swimming. =P And Thanks Cik. She seriously had a hard time teaching me how to swim. However, after 4 hours in the pool. Finally, ya.. FINALLY, I know how to swim correctly and properly. =)

Now the effects take places, Thursday. I was like a zombie in the morning of thursday. seriously! Reached school at 7am for the NPCC Annual Camp. Disappointed! Truly disappointed. I only have 3 words in min to describe it.. WTH! Anyway, had lessons at 11am. damn it! Almost fell asleep during the lessons. I dozed off but lucky enough to wake up. After the lessons, returned back for the camp and seriously, wanted to sleep man! Shall not talk about the day but LOVED the night though.

There's campfire! It was like a mini gathering for Hillgrove NPCC (to external helpers, please don't take what I am saying to your heart). Quite a no. of seniors were back.. Even Sir Jeremy was back.. so ya.. Was fun la.. Other than this, everythings sucks.. not physically sucks but mentally.. *sigh* nvm..

Friday.. nothing much.. home sweet home.. but the feeling of have 12 hours of sleep for 3 days is really not good! lolx..

As the camp ended, a fullstop has been put to my life in NPCC. It is sad. I mean it.

Here's photos taken during the camp.. =D
The Sleeping Beauties!! LOL!! we were about to fall asleep...
Naugthy Denise..

Christine and Syahirah
Lydia, Me, Denise..
Cik Siti and me.. Thanks Cik for hosting us! Love u, Cik! =D
That shirt..

Leeyen and me..

WoW! Aren't they beautiful?
The Glamurous Ladies!
Me and Syahirah..
Syahirah insited me to take photo with her.. HAHAHA!! =)
The ladies.. :P

Not much of photos from my phone.. Ya.. But anyway, let me talk more about the camp..

Through this camp, I learnt about different background of different people. It is really interesting. It is like the participants are from different schools, different age groups.

Well, since it is a racial harmony camp, I was exposed to problems faced by different people. Ya.. Throughout this whole camp, I believed most people enjoyed the home visits. My group went to Cik Siti house. 5 hours at her house was really not enough. lolx. Thanks CIK!!!

At the end of the camp, a new website that many people put in lots of effort was launched.

www.trustcentral.org.sg

This is a website that introduces religions, ethnicity in Singapore. =)

Emm.. I think that's all I am able to talk about this camp. =)

Went for a camp over the weekend.. somehow after returning from the camp, 感到与世隔绝。

The camp was held at NACLI. Haha.. I went there 2 years ago for some other camp. Guess what, I had back the same room, same bed.. and these brought back quite some memories. For those who knows.. ya.. the memories wasn't really good.. so ya..

For those who are curious abt what's the camp that I went all about.. Let me tell you more here.. It is something like racial harmony camp.. Will elaborate more in the next post with photos.. =)

In general, the camp wasn't too bad..

But RIGHT NOW, there's just too many things cramping up my brain. And LOST!

那种迷失感，那种失落感。。。

我的工作效率真的要提高些。我的功课有好多都还没做啊！但那可贵的假期就快要结束了！我的天啊！

但我自己还真是的，自找麻烦。哈哈！=P 今早还去打羽毛球，打得右边的身体肌肉酸痛。不过，打得蛮开心的。=）我已经足足一个月没碰到羽毛球了。日后应该多打羽毛球. 本身认为打羽毛球很有挑战性。 哈哈！ 不是在单单宣传羽毛球，而是想要鼓励大家多做运动！如果，你不大喜欢羽毛球，打英式女篮(Netball)也不错。哈哈！说到英式女篮，向对大家推荐这项运动。因为这是我本人最喜欢的运动。

让我来谈谈英式女篮吧！本身觉得，英式女篮的节奏很适合我。虽然我也喜欢篮球，但我会比较喜欢英式女篮，是因为，它的玩法，它的规则。很多人会常常觉得英式女篮的规则太多，但这就是我喜欢的地方。我也不知道要如何解释，只知道因为它的规则多，所以它的节奏很适合我。别误会！哈哈！英式女篮的节奏是蛮快的喔！hehe =P 还有，英式女篮，不只是女生在玩。在新加坡，男女可在同一个英式女篮球场上较量球技。新加坡也有派一支英式女篮的男队参加国际比赛！

若想知道与英式女篮有关的讯息，请游览：www.netball.org.sg 或 seriouslyseirios.blogspot.com 或则想与我联络也可以。我会很乐意的进我所能帮你。=）

但不管如何，我想传达的讯息是，不管我们有多忙，我们还是该常常做运动，活动活动我们的身体！=）

老实说，我其实不知道到底这件事是真的再令我烦恼吗。

因为，我对我的未来充满了疑问。我常会失去人生目标，感到人生失去了方向，不知该如何走下一步。加上，见过鬼，谁不怕黑啊？

今天有一件令我感到欣慰的事。。。

刚阅读了一位朋友的博恪，很难得的现在会有人用华文，华语写博恪。这绝对不是讽刺的话！

我们看看我们周围的朋友，十个当中，有七八个只讲英语，有三四个讨厌自己的母语。方言更不用说了。常用英语不是件坏事。但不会讲，不会用自己的母语绝对是件不可原谅的事！ 我们不讲，不用我们自己的母语，那谁会呢？

我常问自己，五十年后，这世界会剩下几种语言？一种？两种？我们的文化呢？会随着语言的消失而消失吗？若答案是的话，这恶梦已经开始了。。。

Went for NSL Finals yesterday.. Emm.. When the game started, the excitement level was there. However, as the game moved on, the excitement dulls off.. It turned into a fun rather than a exciting game!!

Final:
Marlins VS Vipers
40 VS 24

Day at NUS... =)



Did Ika score?

The Team!

After a hard day at NUS, the Champion is announced!

The Champs!

and.. THe Champ!

Look at how burnt are we! LOL!
X)

Goodness! The tone!!

Just came back from a crazy now! LOL! STUCK @ Pizzahut for 2 1/2 hrs! lolx.. I think the waiters and waitresses served us till they got fed up with us.. LOL! we had like tried everything at Pizza Hut! lolx.. and was seriously crazy! I loved being at arcarde! We had like become the main stars at the arcade for 1 hr! lolx.. our laughter and voices could be heard throughout the whole arcade! WAHAHA! Seriously mad la we.. LOL! and We really loved cameras! =)

WIN, GAIN, TRAIN!

这几天，实在好不容易的才有机会在家休息。但那令人厌倦的功课，令我干到很烦恼啊！

但令我跟烦恼的事是。。

我真的不知道我到底是把“你”当成谁。我真的不知道！

Hey peeps! XD

Seirios won the NUS Captain Ball Challeng Shield.. 3rd Year straight! =) LOL!

and after a day of tough challenge at NUS on 2nd June.. I am peeling now.. =( The sun was sorching that day.. and I was like under the sun from the moment it rose till it set.. -.*

Ok, that's the main event for 2nd June.. 3rd June.. hehe! Thanks peeps! I had the very first wishes at 12.05am.. from Marianne.. followed by many other wishes from many of my good friends.. =) Thanks! Apart from this, went for Police Day Parade at Kallang Indoor Stadium. Initially, I was reluctant to go.. But I was glad that I went.. The programmes and shows were fantastic! Loved it! =D

Back in school on 4th June was nice! Thanks a lot for the presents! Really loved them! =) However, felt totally stressed up at night. Felt as though I am going to breakdown. For some reasons, the stress level was quite high. Ya!

Today... Nothing much other than.. THERE'S SO MUCH HOMEWORK!!

1) Read up "A Sense of Belonging"
2) Physics TYS - 1 set of Papers
3) Biology FYS - Topic 14-17
4) A.Maths TB - Ex 17A, 17B
5) English Papers - 2 Paper 2, 1 Paper 1
6) A.Maths TYS - 2 sets of Papers
7) E.Maths FYS - 2 sets of Papers
8) A.Maths Revision Paper
9) Chemistry WS
10) Physics WB - Chap 20, 21
11) Chemistry TYS - 1 set of Paper
12) English Essay - Kampong Glam
13) 2 Book Reviews
14) E.Maths File and Book B
15) E.Maths Revision Paper

I am envious of Hui Juan! LOL! XP

Other than this PILE of homework, I have a list of my own to complete!!!!!!!

1) Watch finish Mr Bean Holiday DVD
2) Clear and clean up my study ares (it is in total mess now!)
3) Go town

and...... I am left with 1 and half weeks to finish up my stuffs!

Sec 4 oh Sec 4!

anyway, had an urch to watch a movie.. any nice movie for recommendation? =P

Me and TH: Sarina.. =)
From left: USM Cheong Qing Fa, C.C Cheam Jun Teck, ATH Chan Hui Mui, TH Sarina
On the day of ATF..
Leaving the island..
that contains many many fond memories...................

Been wanting to update pictures but was just too lazy to do so.. :P Here they are:
The sec 3s in the sea..
I got SPLASHED!!
THe beautiful island that captured beautiful memories...

SL '07
Sec 4 SLs
Team Delta!
Home sweet home.. =(
Senior SL s with our Guidance.. =)

Today's lessons aren't too bad.. Early in the morning, my class became the security guards of the school for the morning! LOL! Everyone were allocated all over the school and "enjoy"! Ya.. Right.. I wished.. =P We were actually suppose to use our 5 senses and experience the surrounding at our individual locations.. =) Although some disliked the activities, I loved it. I loved the peaceful surrounding, the coolness of the air. =B

Apart from being the security guard for the morning, went for Shooting Competition at 5pm.. Bad, Bad and Bad.. Did kind of badly.. It just simply don't seem to be my cup of tea.. =( Anyway, afterall it is the experience that matters.. ya? hehe C=

Thanks Joyce!

It has been long since I last blogged my homework list.. The list shall return today.. =) / )=?

1) Read up "A Sense of Belonging"
2) Biology WB - Chap 18
3) Biology FYS - Topic 14-17
3) A.Maths TB - Ex 17A, 17B
4) E.Maths TB - Ex 3D
5) A.Maths TYS - 2 sets of Papers
6) E.Maths FYS - 2 sets of Papers
7) A.Maths Revision Paper
8) E.Maths Revision Paper
9) Chemistry WS
10) Physics WB - Chap 20
11) Chemistry TYS - 1 set of Paper

Goodness! :'(

All of a sudden, I felt anger in me.. with someone.. Is it all right to be angry with this person? What's the reason that caused me to be so angry? What caused me to be furious with this person? Worse of all, the anger almost grew into hatre.. Emm...

It has been quite some days since I last type a proper post.. LOL!!

My thumb condition is not improving at all and I think it seems to be getting more serious. The other day while trying to be "ke kang" (act smart), I tried to used my hand with the injured thumb to carry a big stack of papers.. Oh man! A dui! Pain! Hopefully, everything is gonna be all right for my thumb.. -_=

Has been going back to school since holiday starts.. Ya.. by right should be school holiday, but there don't seem to be.. -_* Sometimes, really wanna have a long and good break to refresh my mind and soul.. If not, whenever there's a short break, it's just gonna be like today.. slept for 13hrs.. Goodness.. when woke up, the feeling was totally terrible.. my head feels like it is going to crack at any point of time if I move a little more.. My plan for a good workout was spoilt too.. -,*

All right.. it is time to countdown.. LOL (cow dung??)

3 more DAYS!!!

到底是这么一回事啊？

结果会是。。。？？？

Found this "Emotion test"... Find it quite interesting..

1.Your favorite color out of: red,black, green, blue, yellow?

2. Your first initial?

3. What month were you born in?

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?

5. Name one of your friends?

6. Your favorite number?

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?

Finish the test already..? hehe.. Here's the answers..


Answers
1. If you choose:
Red- You are alert and your life isfull of love.
Black - You are conservative andaggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and youare laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and lovekisses and affection from the ones youlove and give good advice to those whoare down.
Yellow - You are a very happy person..

2. If you're initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love andfriendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to themaximum & your love life is soon toblossom.
S-Z You like to help others and yourfuture love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:

Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that youfall in love with someone totallyunexpected.

April-June: You will have a stronglove relationship that will lastforever.

July-Sept: You will have a great yearand will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great,and eventually you will find your soulmate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on adifferent direction, it will seem hardat the time but will be the best thingfor you, and you will be glad for thechange.
White: You will have a friend whocompletely confides in you and woulddo anything for you, but you may notrealize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. This is how many true friends youhave in your lifetime.

7. If you choose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friendsand your lover and yourself are veryreserved and not emotional.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like toplease people but have many emotions

刚睡了一觉，醒来时。。。我脑海里充满了对某件事的看法与想法。我脑海里有很多很多想法与看法。有些想法就刚好是彼此的相反。我越想越苦恼，真不知如何处理这件事情。=（

我很不像伤害到别人。但很多人都说我们应该珍惜我眼前所拥有的一切。。。

请知情者告诉我该如何是好，好吗？

你实在让我很乱。。。我现在真的不知如何面对你好。。。

话在心头，口难开。

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Hey peeps! Take care of ur health!! Weather has been terrible in Singapore.. Drink lots of water, ya? It is always go to take a step slower and allow urself to breathe.. =) Take care peeps..!

不知何时，你撞进了我的心灵，在我的心理挖了个洞，躲了起来。。。

对于某些事情，此时此刻，感到难以面对。那些奋勇而来的情感，让我顿时不知如何是好。

你知道吗？

Personalities of different MONTHS BABIES! =)

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Ambitious and serious.
Loves to teach and be taught.
Always looking at people's flaws andweaknesses.
Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive.
Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Rather reserved.Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children.
Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easilyjealous.
Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Always her self.Sexy/ hot/ cute/ everything.

FEBRUARY :
Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does notshow it.
Dislike unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely showsit.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality.
Sexy.Affectionate.
Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous andsympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others.
Loves to serve others.
Easily angered.
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful.
Loves to dream andfantasize.
Loves traveling.
Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners.
Loves home decors.
Musically talented.
Loves special things.
Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solvespeople's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional.
Aggressive.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Moving
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lovercan see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings.
Sexy.
Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation.
Easily consoled.
Systematic (left brain).
Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
Good imagination.
Good physical.
Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling.
Dislike being at home.
Restless.
Having more than one child.
Hardworking.
High spirited.Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly.
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious.
Executive.
Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with.Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Short Tempered.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessarythings.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressionscarefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and theold friends.
Likes to be quiet.Home Body.Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved.Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke.
Attractive.
Suave and caring.
Brave and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities.
Knows how to console others.
Too generous but egotistic.
Takes high pride of oneself.
Thirsty for praises.
Extraordinary spirit.
Easily angered.
Angry when provoked.
Easily jealous.
Observant.
Careful and cautious.
Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts.
Loves to lead .
Loves to dream.
Talented in the arts, music and defense.
Sensitive but not petty.
Poor resistance against illnesses.
Learns to relax.
Hasty and trusty.
Romantic.
Loving and caring.
Loves to make friends .

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising.
Careful, cautious and organized.
Likes to point out people's mistakes.
Likes to criticize.
Stubborn.
Quiet but able to talk well.
Calm and cool.
Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed.
Loyal but not always honest.
Does work well.
Very confident.
Sensitive.
Thinking generous.
Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look for information.
Must control oneself when criticizing.
Able to motivate oneself.Understanding.
Fun to be around.
Secretive.
Loves sports, leisure and traveling.
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Very choosy, especially in relationships.
Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat.
Loves those who loves them.
Loves to takes things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty.
Loyal and true in Love.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care of what others think.
Emotional.
Decisive.
Strong clairvoyance.
Loves to travel, the arts and literature.
Touchy and easily jealous.
Concerned.
Loves outdoors.
Just and fair.
Spendthrift.
Easily influenced.
Easily loses confidence.
Loves children.

NOVEMBER:Has a lot of ideas.
Difficult to fathom.
Thinks forward.
Unique and brilliant.
Extraordinary ideas.
Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong clairvoyance.
Can become good doctors.
Dynamic in personality.
Secretive.
Inquisitive.
Knows how to dig secrets.
Always thinking.
Less talkative but amiable.
Brave and generous.
Patient.
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
If there is a will, there is a way.
Determined.
Never give up.
Hardly becomes angry unless provoked.
Loves to be alone.
Thinks differently from others.
Sharp-minded.
Motivates oneself.
Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited.
Well-built and tough.
Deep love and emotions.
Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships.
Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy.
Honest and keeps secrets.
Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous.
Sexy.
Patriotic.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Loves to socialize.
Loves to Party.
Loves praises.
Loves attention.
Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy.
Not pretending.
Short tempered.
Changing personality.
Not egoistic.
Take high pride in oneself.
Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke.
Good sense of humor.


Are these true for you?

Mid Year Results are out! Not as good as I expected but I will say that it is neither too bad...

3 A1s, 1 A2, 2B4s, 2C5s..
Percentage: 70.9%
Total: 567.5/800

I was actually afriad that I am going to "break" my record this time round.. Luckily I didn't.. BUt I am freaking disappointed in my L1R5.. freaking!.. 15! Goodness.. out of it.. 2 subjects.. 10 points.. Can die man!

My goal now: 678/800
YA!!!

Hi peeps..! Recently found a few interesting sports that I never knew!!

Underwater Hockey, Underwater football, Underwater rugby, underwater golf... LOL!

Here are some links to understand more able these sports..

Underwater Golf: http://www.ananova.com/news/story/sm_2332617.html

UNderwater Rugby:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Underwater_rugby

Underwater Football:http://www.underwaterfootball.com/

Underwater Hockey: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Underwater_hockey

哈哈！我愚蠢吗？我不知道。。。

我害怕的东西又回来了。。。我能预测会发生什么事，但我很害怕。。。

过去已曾了过去。。。但我对未来有恐惧。。。那会是一场可怕的梦。但老实说，我其实不建议。。。真的。。但那恐惧感就是在那。。。

无论如何，再过一阵子再说吧！

今天参扎了很多心情。有失落感，感到有点气愤，也感到有点伤心。

这几天不知何故， 很不愿听到一些话，但那些话就一直在我耳偏铃响着。实在感到反感，难以忍受。

除此以外，环念着他的感情回来了。为何那么难放下呢？今天好期待他会来，但我失望了。但当于一位好友在谈天说地时，越谈越气。那些不愉快的往事都被挖了出来。感到十分难受。

现在就有种想逃离现实的感觉。。。

想念

4年前。。。
有了那么一天
你动了我的心
我对你有了感觉
oh yeah my baby yeah..

当我和你距离拉近时
你与她
结束了你们的辛苦旅程

我对我自己说
我要完完全全
把你抛到我的脑后里
再不去理你
但我就是做不到Aaaa...

你的画面
长出现在我面前
那种思念的感觉
是很难受的 aaa..

我真的很想念你
你的画面
长出现在我面前
那种思念的感觉
是很难受的

你会回到我身边
还是我们的距离会在疏远
我真得很想念你

你的画面
长出现在我面前
那种思念的感觉
是很难受的

我真得很想念你。。。

This is not a professinal lyrics.. but this is MY own story lyrics.. so ya..

Hi peeps!! Haha.. I am on my high mood now! =)

I got my new Spectacle!! weehee! I have wore my old spectacles for 5 YEARS!! I loved my new spectacles.. it sliver-black.. =)

My presentation was quite successful too!! =) Although there's still room of improvement, I was proud of myself.. It wasn't easy to come out with the presentation and carry it out.. Really thanks all the teachers for their supoprt.. and LI LING!! I really want to thank Li Ling.. Without her, it could not have been so successful..

I am quite pleased with my result too.. =) Although there are some subjects that need lots of improvement, some subjects did better than I expected..

Here's the result:
Chinese (Overall) 64/100
English: Yet to be known
E.Maths: 82/100
A.Maths: 83/100
Chemistry: 72/100
Physics:90/100
Bio:63/100
Combine Humanities: 56/100 (really need to buck up!!)

Ya.. There will be intensive MT next week.. weehee!! =)

And.. Spurs made into the Western Conf. Finals.. XD

梦想？志愿？你有吗？我没有。。。

突然间，我觉得我失踪了。不知下一步该如何走。

我对未来是一片茫然。。。

Sometime it is amazing how we can actually challenge ourselves..

More often than not, humans just want to strive and do their best.. However, at the same time, the route to our success seems to be full of obstacles.. At times, these barriers just held us back.. Stopping us from moving on.. But, our mind and soul are just so marvellous.. they lead us to overcome our problems..

Yes, I agree.. sometimes, our soul and mind do have a hard time leading us through.. but well.. we are still being lead through.. No matter how challenge the problems are..

And.. Really.. In the world, there's really nothing impossible..

Haha.. Hui Mui is writing such things here.. where she always complains all her problem.. well to me.. complain problems out help me to solve them..

So ya.. people.. my main message here is.. You can overcome your fears and barriers by one way or another.. Look at different solutions of the problems.. Maybe a good cry or simply just a good sleep can solve the problem.. Maybe not solve.. but will at least make you feel better..

Jia You! Ganbatte!

我觉得好累啊！

不知为何我就是无法把一些东西抛到一旁。

休息是为了要走更长远的路。我真的好想好好的休息一下啊！

不知为何，觉得快被压得透不过气了。

总觉得很不像面对现实。。。

那股压力实在令人难受...

Didn't seem to be in mood for long.. don't know why..

Anyway, was glad that got to met my dearest coach yesterday.. It has been like ages since I last met her.. Those younger days were really enjoyable..

Nowadays, there are really too much things, too much thoughts.. Worst of all, I have no idea how to express my thoughts and solve the problems.. there are just simply too much fear.. it is really difficult to face the challenges up ahead..

I am back to the old emo. me..

Life?

Was actually in a good mood to start today's entry.. after reading my past entries and some blogs, they dampemed my mood.

Somehow, I don't seem to be able to leave my shadow.. While reading through some of the entries, I was thinking back and wondering who am I, what have I done? With these questions, it bring me back to a few days back.. I was thinking what to write for my essays.. I wanted to bring in personnel experience.. but when I think through I was actually leading a boring life..

NPCC, Netball, Councillor, Studies. Nothing much happened other than making some great friends. It is true that my friends had bring in some colours for my life but things that I was doing seem that have made me blind.. I had lead a life blindly.. As in, i had a fixed rountine in my life.. Other than some love stories.. there's nothing much I can talk about.. Haiz..

Maybe it was not the things that I was doing that caused my life to be boring but rather my attitude.. I am not sure actually.. when I was reading through my past entry.. it seems that years after years i have not changed my temper my character.. the temper the character that I don't like..

Next, whenever I think of this I would ask myself what's the best character and the best temper? Haiz!!!!

I believed that the attitude and the character really give me non-memorable memories..

Oh no, after 15+ years of life.. Non memorable memories? OH GOSH! What's this?

For your info.. if u think that this entry make no sense, you may choose not to read.. but if you have chosen to read this, and feel like venting your emotions on my blog.. I would suggest you to just close this window..

Now that I realised, I had miss out many people in my links.. oops! Sorry peeps! Soon, ok? lolx..

The NBA playoffs result surprised and disappointed me.. Dallas, Miami and Lakers are out.. Eh.. I don't mind Suns winning Lakers actually though.. :P But I was hoping Miami to win Chicago but Miami lost 4-0 :( I am really surprised that Dallas is out! It was like Dallas had the best season record for this season and Warriors only climbed up at the last few games of the seasons.. Not that Warriors can't win but I was kind of expecting Dallas to be the champion though.. Now, only hoping that my all-time favourite.. SPURS, will emerge as the champion.. =D

该是时候要放手了。。。

想哭，却知哭是没用的。。。

想对你说，却知说是没用的。。。

我只好书院你，离你而去。。。

There's just simply too much things going round..

There are really too much matters to be noted.

唉！

Whatever happened had just hit me so hard..

There are just simply too much things on my mind.. There are so much things to be done.. At times, I am really drench totally.. I understand that it is really difficult to understand someone.. Sometimes, a moment of support means more than anything.. Really thanks Hui Juan for all the help and concern.. Really sorry for troubling you..

The feeling of being stretch to the edge was really terrible. The moments of being stretch to the edge made me mentally totally dead. I am really glad that the dreadful week is over..

Anyway, I am really proud of my school's performance at SYF!
Concert Band-Bronze Award
Choir-Bronze Award
Malay Dance-Bronze Award
Modern Dance-Silver Award

Really wanna congrats all councillors (include myself.. hehe :P) for making our day such a successful day.. It is really nice to see that our effort are not wasted.. =)

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
不能用恨你却不住结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的
美丽停在这里

听到你现在的真心话，我真的有种想要立刻跑到你身边的冲动。但知道你一些事后，觉得。。。（我的辛勤就在那歌词中）。。。。。。

Same old rotting problems.. -.* Nevermind..

Homework Gallery (Soon becoming a museum.. haha!!)
-E.Maths Paper
-A.Maths Paper
-Chemistry Paper
-Chemistry WB
-English Writing
-English Comprehension
-Physics File
-Chinese File
-Testimonial
-Chinese WS
-A.Maths T.B
-Geography FYS

Can't remember if there's anymore.. -.*

This week was kind of fun and discover-tive for me.. LOL!

Damn it.. LOL! Was thinking of writing something but I forgot! -.*

Anyway, I heard an Indian speaking fluent Hokkien today.. I admired him! Seriously! Nowadays, Chinese could hardly speak our own dialects.. NO offend but.. ya..

and wanna recommend a few website that I discovered this week..

http://redsports.sg/

this website update news on sports going on in singapore's school..

http://dene-dina.blogspot.com/

This is actually an online shop that sell ear studs and ear rings.. Some of her items are imported directly from Japan.. Have a look, ya? I can assure you that it is really worth looking!! =)

All of a sudden, felt the noise of stress in my ears. This noise has made my brain unstable.. It is kind of irritating..

Now.. it is like.. there's test tomorrow. There's English writing to be done and handed in tomorrow as well as writing 5 pages of scripts in ENGLISH!! Goodness! Furthermore, I have just completed my Maths homework.. The tiredness is unbearable.. Feel like grabbing my pillow and falls flat onto my bed.. Hopefully will have a nice time in lalaland..

Nevermind.. this is the so-called O level's Preparation Days.. =)

两个星期前已经是你的最后一次了吗？你再也不会回来了吗？

This week was weird for me.. It was hectic when it started off.. but as it ended.. these lots of feelings that overwhelmed me..

Guess what? ALL CCAs are coming to an end for the Sec 4s.. Ya, I mean it.. End of April, officially every sec 4 will no more CCAs.. Time flies..

Today is the last outing for the Sec 4 and 5 NCOs.. We went Pulau Ubin for ATF.. Damn it! It rained! =( Anyway, I had a fun time.. :D

Peace please..

Thanks a lot for the concern.. be it what happened to me on thurs or what happened to my blog.. Thanks a lot, peeps.. =)

To certain people out there, please give me some peace ok? Some comments are meant for me for some reasons.. but all I want now is peace.. My definition for peace is.. saving those unnecessary comments to yourself... All I want now is be alone for sometime.. Don't ask me why I want to be isolated.. Somehow, I just don't feel like communicating with people..

If I communicate too much and I can't take it, I will just show my attitude and my attitude may offend you.. So to prevent one another becoming enemies.. give me some space, ok?

A little space that contains a little soul..............................................

Thinking about the entry before this.. Suddenly, these familiar qns came to my mind..

What's my responsibilities in life?
What's life?

Sometimes, I tends to hate people..
Sometimes, I tends to be selfish and feel annoy when helping people..
Sometimes, I feels jealous over small matters..
Sometimes, I just wants to have everything in the world..

Ya, I should not question myself about these questions.. as I have been doing so and these questions should rot by now..

The other day I was pondering about what I should do in the future..
I realise my character hardly suits into any career. I thought of being a doctor.. but I do not know how to care for others. I thought of being police. The life has too little freedom. I thought of setting up a business. What business should I set up?

It seems that there are zillion of questions about myself and life in my little brain.

Somehow, I feels that I don't know how to lead a life or rather I don't know what exactly is life all about.

Nowadays, my only companier is homework and sometimes netball. Yes, only homework and netball.. Somehow, I just don't feel like talking to people or rather I feels that there's no one that I feels comfortable talking to..

*sigh*

就连，你，这平时我最想说话的对象，我都不想与你说话。总觉得你恨恐怖。

Ya, I really feels that people around are a distance away from me.. The feeling of strangers is what I feel..

*sigh*

Even since my brother come back from NS, I never stop getting jealous of him.. I always sees that my mum wants me to do this and that.. Somehow what I feel jealous about is.. why my mum always ask me to do this and that.. She never asks my brother to do things. Somehow I just don't like my mum to keep telling me what's not done.. I really feel fustrated with it.. Most of time, I feels that I expect things to be done by other people and not done me.. =(

Let's just take a very simple example.. my mum bought a bottle of face wash. I was expecting her to place it in the bathroom. Somehow, she will always place my brother's things in place but just not mine.. I just got fustrated with it. =( Yes, I know it is a small thing and I should not be bothered with it.. I just can't help feeling fustrated with what treatment my brother received and I am not able to receive the same treatment.

Emm.. *sigh*

I getting confuse in what medicine to take! haha! I have like both western and traditional chinese medicine to take every day. Now is like for every 4 hours I will take a kind of medicine. Ha!

Ok, and there's quite a pile of homework..

Bio Skill 3
Phy Skill 3
Eng Essay
A.mAths TB
Bio FYS
Chem WB
Phy File

and many more..