OK, I'm bck! haha

Just now my uncle and his family came.. Had chatting.. makan, play WEB-game.. haha

OK.. just now went to read some of my friends blog.. most of them seem so sad so troubled.. Specially one of them, named Jeremy..(view his blog through my link) In his blog, he worte till very vey sad.. Some other stories, some are somehow similar to my situations in the past.. There are also blogs that are writing something happy.. Like Aiping...

I WANT TO GO WATCH I NOT STUPID 2!! WHO WANT TO GO??

and before I forget.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

These few days the New Year.. ok lo.. haha.. nothing much to say about it.. Practically doing the same things lik last year.. other than this year went out later thn the past few year.. cos my bros n I.. ALL OVER SLEPT! HAHA!!

After visits come home, DO HOMEWORK!! oh ya.. on the 1st day of new year.. I was shock to receive some "weird" sms.. got someone EARLY IN THE MORNING, 7+ i thik..sms mi ask mi geog test stuffs.. aiyo.. thik too much!! haha.. thn on 2nd day..

Now go serve guests 1st.. l ater than continue! :)

Thanks to all the people who are concern about me.. I am much much better now.. Thanks lots..

Today temp wasn't as high as yesterday le.. mostly between 37-38.5

MADE A NEW SKIN TODAY!! DO rAte.. :) Rating: 10.. :) I made this specially for New year.. :) Hope You guys like it.. :)

Now need to rest le.. before the temp shoot back again.. -.-

now having fever..39.3.. ytd night alr from 38.1 lower to 35.9, 36.2..but in the morning shoot back..now is damn cold!! GEEERRRR!!ytd.. after recess go home le.. cos was having serious headache n hav slight fever..

Anyone has any method that can get rid of fever?? I tried eating pandanol, see doct, have ices on my forehead, keep drinking water.. All these method dun work.. haiz.. if any of you have any methods please kindly tag at the tagboard.. THANKS!!!!

Real tire now..Till the extent that can hardly open my eyes.. Today played against Unity Sec.. Result 13VS 42.. though lost but still quite satisfy with the result.. at 3rd quater scored 6.. :P

Nowadays the sch SUCKS.. I HATE THE LIFE.. IT IS SO DAMN HORRIBLE!! I really wonder am I really going to continue this life forever?? if it is so.. seriously.. I rather dun go to school..Seriouly hate school now.. HATE!!!

Everyday just wish to have school ends early but it seem SO IMPOSSIBLE!! GRRRRR! Haizz.. but what to do?? no choice..

Ok, need to go and do some stuffs and have a rest cos my back can tahan for long le..

Feeling so bored now.. haiz.. BEEN DOING HOMEWORK FOR THE WHOLE DAY!!

Now still doing Eng, but seriously dun noe how to do it!! GRR!! Sian sia.. haiz.. Tomorrow need to go back to sch again.. Nowadays HATE SCHOOL MORE THAN I HATE ANYTHING!! but wat to do?? haiz..

Ok.. better go back finish Eng n go SLEEP!!!!

After all arguement and unhappiness.. I got "settled" down and played the first match yesterday.. as in a complete match.. Score.. 46 VS 4.. we lose.. :( I am not really happy with the style I played.. Especially last quater.. it SUCKS!!

Mistakes: Passes got problem, shooting in the last quater was horrible, rebounces.. HAIZ!! all these I SHOULD NOT COMMIT!! Tomorrow I MUST NOT COMMIT THEM AGAIN!!! So "old" already still can have all this mistakes!! GRRR!

When CIP after the match, so damn tiring! Went to Chinese Garden MRT station to do collection.. NOt bad la.. cos there only Calista and me.. :>Finish at 3pm with the tin 3/4 quater full.. (= By then, was really tiring but at night there is still another event..

The whole team (almost the whole team) together with our DEAREST coach KAILING.. We went out for dinner together.. Initially, we can't decide where to go for dinner.. Decision: GO TOWN!! Had lots of fun on the MRT..

THanks lots to Kailing for treating us the dessert.. THANKS!!

Reached home at 11.15pm.. GOSH.. break my previous record.. the other time the lastest I reach home was 10+ only.. haha..

Ok, need go and RUSH homework already.. still have, chem, chinese, eng haven't do yet.. GRR

Solution was given to me this morning.. I HATED THE SOLUTION.. It is a solution that has no solution.. All i can say is the RED DEVIL is controlling me.. I HATE IT!!

After which, I APPEAL!! HMPH!

Final solution: In the next few weeks, go for Netball.. after which then shall see.. but mostly if we get into 2nd round.. I can't play.. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?? However, I insist in quitting NPCC if anymore unhappiness.. Ya.. and that will be it if anymore unhappiness.. M!

Things are settled for the time being.. haiz.. future? haiz.. Wonder what will happened.. All I can say is I was stupid for joining NPCC.. I should not have joined in the first place.. but its all too late.. THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO NOW.. haiz...

This is the 100th entries.. But it is very sad and angry entry..

Since yesterday I had this question in my mind... Netball? NPCC? I can only choose 1 now.. Both had crashed together.. I have no idea what to choose..

Netball is my life.. I am only happy when I have Netball.. In another words, I need Netball to survive.. I may not be needed in the team now cos there is still Marianne.. but I play for the sake of my passion..

NPCC is... I have no idea what is it to me.. But I feel stress when I go for the trainings.. At the same time, I would say NPCC do let me learnt something.. And NPCC was what made me to be close with people in Netball.. I go NPCC cos they have some duties for me.. I would not say they need me but rather I need to be grateful for what NPCC gave me..

It is only now that I have scarifice either 1.. After the tournament, I can have both.. but I was force to scarifice 1 of them now.. Why is that so..? Must the situation be so cruel to me that I HAVE TO SCARIFICE either 1?? Why can't just the NPCC be more understanding and give me a way out..?? Why is it so difficult?? Whatever the rest learn during training, I can learnt after school on other days.. and Why is NPCC blaming me for things that I have done it correctly??

WHY?!?!?!?!?!

Ok, had the first match of the year today.. VS Regent.. None of us won or lost at the moment.. COS THE MATCH IS POSTPONE!!!!!! to this sat.. 8.30am to 9.30am.. damn it.. morning I can't play properly de.. GRRR!! Nvm.. shall still try my best if I am on court...

On the bus, we are kind of mad.. haha.. Ya.. all of us were telling all kind of jokes.. haha..

To Marianne: Hope you get well soon, we need you..
To all HGV Netballers: Take care, try your best not to get sick..

Everyone in HGV Netball Team.. Must play our best, ok? JIA YOU!!


NETBALL ROCKS!!

Just come back from Chinatown.. :)

These 2 days been doing lots of shopping.. Yesterday went to some Pasung Malan and to some shops that sell clothing.. today went to Jurong West which is full of CNY's stuffs and Chinatown :):) Ate alot today!! haha.. gonna get pump soon... GRR!! haha..LOVE THE FOOD IN CHINATOWN!! heehee..

Ok.. that's all for the time being.. VERY TIRED now.. :( haha

OH MY GOD!! WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?? WHY IS MY SHOOTING SO HORRIBLE!!

Today after school, once again had netball training..Started off with jogging for 20min (think so).. followed by courtwork.. The seniors were teaching the juniors.. Juniors arh.. Quite good.. there are many potential players..

Other than teaching the juniors.. we also practice down the court as well.. MY SHOOTING SUCKS!!haiz.. It was worse than yesterday.. GRR!! Anyway.. I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO DO DODGES!!! Dodges may seem to be an simple action.. but for a long time no matter how I dodge I can't get rid of the defender.. HMPH! But luckily.. today my dodges improved.. can get rid sometimes.. (better than none, like the past..)

I am so tired today.. But worth it.. :) Ok, gonna go rest already.. Need to have a good rest.. =P hehe..

Finally have time to write my blog le.. feeew..haha

Been busy solving problems.. and got very pissed off these few days.. Ytd.. what I expected happened.. CCAs crashed and end up NPCC people not happy with me.. I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU GUYS CAN UNDERSTAND!!! anyway, after the tournament.. I CAN HAVE BOTH CCAs ALR!! :):):>:>

Yesterday, we also know who are down for the tournament alr.. I don't really like the combination.. MY SHOOTING SUCKS!! Gosh!! Tournament round the corner still like this.. GRR!! But seriously.. I am like.. 2 weeks DIDN'T do any shooting AT ALL.. wa piang!! haiz.. Must practice!!

tt's all for the time being.. need to go rest liao.. tmr still have trg + sch..

Had a "long ride" today.. haha.. Ya, had a long MRT ride to Tampines Mall just to get the Eng tb n wb.. spent 2 hrs on the MRT.. grr.. Anyway, Christine and I bought the last 2 tb in the whole Singapore.. (as in the last 2 in popular of the shopping center)

Today's lessons: boooooorrringgg!! Dying of boredom!! Please help me!!

Nowadays been very busy.. Last year a week can write about 4 to 6 entries, now only 3 so you guys can roughly imagine how busy I am nowadays!!!

Went to help out in the sec 1 orientation camp on fri and came back today.. The new sec 1 are kind of pampered.. and quite a no. of them don't respect and listen to their seniors.. haiz.. I scream at them until I got sore throat last night.. By the way, I found a guy name Dragon!! He can shout very loudly.. REALLY VERY LOUDLY!!

The camp.. ok la.. AT LEAST they got camp.. my year no camp.. nothing.. after my batch then have camp.. GRRR.. haha..

Today, I actually wanted to sleep till 6am but the sec 1 were making so much noise that woke me up at 5am.. They can sleep, don't want to sleep.. In late morning, had cca open house.. This year I didn't really bother to go and ask people to join unless those I think they are potential people when I saw them play captain ball yesterday..

At the same time also receive bad news.. NETBALL IS ON WED!! GRRRRRRRRRRRR!! I AM GOING TO DIE!! NPCC IS ALSO ON WED!! What should I do now? I really don't know.. even the person who normally has lots of ideas that can help me also "brain dead" already.. As in, the problem is so serious that no solution to it.. haiz.. :( I am going to get scolding or nagging for an hour next week.. HELP ME!!!!!!!!! I don't want to get nagging nor scolding!!!

Anyone who think they can help me please tag your suggestion at the tagboard.. THANKS!!

Yesterday I was too busy to come online.. Yesterday first day of school, yet I am so busy.. :(

All I can say is the year started off badly!! Out of all bio classes, only my class Ms Wang teach.. grr.. For other subjects.. during lessons the atmosphere is damn tense!! Haiz.. Hopefully we can get noisy abit as the year goes.. :)

Today, CCA started today.. NPCC was kind of boring today.. Nothing much..

Shall update more some other day.. need go and rest already.. :)

Here's my very first entry for 2006 :)

2006 is going to be a very challenging year!! Cos, I am taking up new subject.. have dreams to fulfil(wonder if I can fulfil it!!??)and lots of new things to come by.. I had made some resolutions, promises and aims..

1.Must brush up my languages!!
2.Be in my fullest in all netball training to produce the best result!
3.Learn to have higher level of tolerance
4.Work hard at all times to produce good result (academic)
5.Be a national player (can I do it??)
6.SAVE UP MONEY, by Dec at least have $50 saving!!
7.Try to balance everything
8.Try to spend as much time as I could with my family
9.Hope that HGV Netball can continue after Marianne's batch step-down
10.Last of all, my Netball career can continue FOREVER!!

3 hours 32 min to 2006!! WOO!!

Times flies.. 2005 had come to an end and 2006 is going to start within a few hours!!

Many things happened this year..

In Jan, I continued my netball career.. I played the very first game for hillgrove..(against YCSS) :) It was also my first game after one and a half year break.. However, I was unable to start the year properly cos of my sprained ankle..

As the tournament started in early Feb, I played as a sub-GS.. When the tournament ended, I was kind of sad with what I had done and how I performed during the games..

March-ONE OF THE UNFORGETTABLE MONTH!! After the tournament, we had some more games to go.. WE WON OUR FIRST MATCH OF THE YEAR!! It was against Fuchun Sec.. The whole Netball team were over the moon!! During March holidays, I went for a Science camp at Sentosa.. It was my very first time going to Sentosa!! After 3 years of keeping my hair, I cut it to very short.. till the extend that I don't have to tie it up.. End of March, all of a sudden Marianne and I got very very close.. All thanks to that someone.. haha.. :)

April, MANY PEOPLE LEFT.. I no longer see them as often as I use to be.. Especially that someone.. Marianne and I got closer than ever!!

Anything for May?? I don't think so.. haha.. other than doing badly for MYE..

MOST UNFORGETTABLE MONTH OF THE YEAR- JUNE
Had a very special birthday... THANKS MARIANNE AND VAL!! On birthday, after the celebration.. I had NPCC annual camp.. that someone gave mi a "surprise".. The annual camp was kind of like an unforgettable camp.. :) Had a CSSP camp in the middle of holiday.. not really nice, not really bad too.. :)

Started off July with ATC(it's a NPCC camp).. It was fun and tiring.. :) I had it at Pulau Ubin.. Nights there were sleepless.. and started this blog.. :)

Aug!! Life has never worst than this!! Many many many things happened.. Luckily.. there are still things to brighten up the month.. I had my very first carnival after entering hillgrove.. I also had won the very first game that I played for Hillgrove!! :)

A surprising month: SEPTEMBER.. Had the best camp of the year.. NACLI CAMP!! and my shoulder FINALLY GOT SOMETHING!! Waited for the rank for 2 YRS!! and a fellow.. gave me a real shock!! haha.. the fellow told me something that I didn't expect to hear it.. However, as the month was about to end.. I was in a very very pissed mood....

First time got so distracted in exams.. what happened in Aug and Sept made me very distracted throughout the whole month, October!! I didn't produce very good result for EOY.. haiz.. I made my very 1 own blogskin too.. :)

HOLIDAYS!!I was hoping that since it is holidays I got have peace and enjoy November.. BUt things didn't turn out like what I expected.. There are lots of obstacles!! Anyway, I had a busy november after I joined the Geog group..

Last month of the year!! December started off quite good.. had quite a no. of gatherings with diff ppl.. :) But there are STILL people "interrupting" my life.. Made my 2nd blogskin!!(current) :)

Overall.. Not really a good nor a bad one.. learnt alot of things, met alot of people.. had lots of unexpected experience.. :)

Once again need to write a short entry cos I am kinf of tire now..

all i 1 2 say today is.. STOP CONTROLLING MY LIFE!!! I had enough!!

Why so many people want to control my life.. later part of this year got 1 devil tried to control me.. now another one.. If u dun noe who u r.. u r 543!! STOP CONTROLLING LIFE..! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!

Yesterday was really tired after the game..Play basketball yesterday..

Before going for the game.. morning went to for the councilors meeting.. Next year my class is at the 2nd level!! same block as this yr.. wee!! The sec 1 and 2 are at the blocks behind.. pity them..

In the afternoon.. met up with Marianne before going to Bukit Gombak MRT station to wait for the rest..ALL LATE 20 MIN!!! haha.. their punctuality is horrible..!

The game starts!! We only had 9 people.. so it was 5 against 4.. At firat played full-court.. WA! CAN KILL ME MAN!! cos my team everytime score already then if didn't go in..the other team got the rebounce they will pass to their court quickly..and we had a hard time defending.. so they changed to half court.. after half hour.. 7 out of 9 people.. all can't really take it already.. HAHA!! our stamina was so horrible.. Oppo team their 3-pointer all were very accurate.. there is no time for us to defend at all.. GRR!!

After a rest, we had 2 against 3, 3 against 3, 4 against 3.. at the last game they came out with this rule by the oppo team.. we score 1 they down pumpings.. HAHA!! continuously I shot in 3 3-points.. After which, got 1 of them said if I shot in 1 more he will down 50.. AnD I DID IT!! Yesterday was a bad day for them..haha..

I need to go and prepare for NPCC already.. later got test.. haha.. bb :)