Tuesday, September 23, 2008

No money!

How to survive?

If only I have the time...

Sunday, September 21, 2008

So what's now?

Stay mentally strong. This is all that I can do. I am going to visit doctor this coming Thursday after Chemistry examination. After which, I will be visiting the specialist. Then, physiotherapy. Mid while, stay mentally strong!

I was quite reluctant to visit the specialist but my knee has told me that it needs the visit. 加油!

I was out on Friday with Marianne, Sam and Jeremy. I had a good laugh as usual with Jeremy around although I was a little irritated but something. Yesterday was not very productive except at night. Today was not too productive either. =/

All right, that's all for now.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Bad news.

Need to rest me knee AGAIN!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

To-do list!
1) netball (don't feel like elaborating for now)
2) build strong muscles!
3) blogskinS
4) First Aid Course
5) LessonS

and for now I can't remember what else do I have...

Okay.. I realised how little updates I have now. HA!

GYM!!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I was doing some read up yestersay and the articles tempted me so much. I WANT TO GO GYM! I want to build strong thigh muscles, strong arms and powerful abs!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Hi guys! (Just have this sudden urge to start my post this way. hehe!)

How's everyone? Busy with working life? Busy with promos? Enjoying your holiday? Hope everything is going well for you guys.

I missed everyone very much. I missed my NPCC mates. I was talking to Matthew (you don't mind me calling you by your name, ya?) yesterday. And only then did I realise how fast time went by. HEY! My J1's life is ending soon! 2009 is coming! This is how fast time has went by. It has been a long time since I met a lot of people. I have not met Marianne for 2 months since 19th July. I have not met most of my NPCC mates for more than a year. I have not met my primary school friends for more than 2 years. I miss everyone very much.

I can't wait for the day for the last paper for A level. Then, ask everyone out! I am very sure we have so much so much to catch up. 6A'03, 4E1'07 and of course, 08S02, let's meet up and continue to meet up afterwhich. =D

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Another week is passing.

School work has been keeping me busy, mainly revision exercise, homework and PW. Working till late in the night to make sure that things are submitted before deadline. Oh well, this is JC life. Nothing less than this should be expected.

Another thing that is interesting that happened? emm.. I didn't go to school today? I was not feeling well today. I was not ill but I was just not feeling well. Ok, Maybe you can consider that I was ill. I slept for the whole day, 7am till 4.30pm.

Another thing else.. I doubt so. Oh well, this is how boring life is getting... *SIGH*

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Pesta Sukan 2008...
Taahira's hand is BIG!
I am so sleepy!
Finally caught a shot of Taahira.. hehe.
After tournament...
US!
at J&CO
with doughnuts!
Yi Hao's Farewell Party...
Presenting to you Bannister House Council...
With Mr Leow...







Thursday, September 04, 2008

My holiday was not as smoothly as I thought it would be. But it is ok. This is life - we learn from mistakes.

Just a thought about Nation Cup.
I feel that this year's level of competion is raised and a lot of unexpected wins. Go Singapore!

Just a thought about what happened yesterdat during PW meeting.
I think I should have control myself better. I was at fault for not being able to understand the frustration that she has and help her instead of flaring up.

Studies wise..
I tried. I tried to revise as much as I can but my brain is not at its best condition.

All right. Goodnight. Going to school tomorrow.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

What's the purpose of my life?

Monday, September 01, 2008

I hate working with you. I hate working for PW. I hate being force to do things. Life sucks! I hate studying!

Sunday, August 31, 2008

It is such a fustrating day.

For once, I feel that you are such a useless player. You worth nothing.

So selfish. So restricting.. WTH!

I hate PW.. It sucks!

Bad day for me.

Shoo!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

I don't know how to say how tired I am. I don't know how to tell you how fustrated I am. Neither do I know how to tell you how reluctant am I now.

Why am I tired? Why am I fustrated? What am I reluctant about?

I have not been resting. Vigorous form of netball has been going on for 8 days and it will not stop until thurs. All right, maybe it is not vigorous for some of the days but lacking of sleep is worsening the situation. Sleeping for 5 hours a day? Looking at the homework, I really feel that tiredness. So much work to be done. So much! I get even more tiring when people whom I am working with is irritating me. I am really very tired.

To fail or to succeed, it is a choice of yours. I can't make the choice for you. But I can help you only if you are willing to help yourself. We can scream at you at every training but if you choose to ignore our advise, there is nothing that we can do at all. We are here to help you and not to harm you.

I really don't know how to open up and work with everyone. It is difficult. It is really difficult for me. It is really difficult for me to open up when I feel that you are very hard to approach. Really difficult.

I get sick and tired if I need to force myself to work. I am getting sick of school. I am quite reluctant to go to school. I always drag myself to school. HOLIDAY!! (but holiday will be very busy too!)

Thanks Mr Choo! I do wish I have the ability to have the spell. It really fustrates me!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

It has been quite sometime since I last updated.

I have yet to get rid of that tiredness. I just can't wait for A level to be over. A level is kind of a pain to me, especially PW. I am getting sick and tired of PW. But yet, this is an important subject.

The work load is pressing hard on me. I am not too sure. But it seems to me that the work load has made me lose concentration in Netball. I find it difficult to play whole heartedly in Netball nowadays.

Just can't wait for A level to be over! Another year to go!

Sunday, August 17, 2008

I felt guilty for it. Very.

Friday, August 15, 2008

Today..

I nearly fell asleep during biology lecture. After the lecture, my whole body was just so tired. It was just so tired... I never feel so tired before. This is my first time having my phsique to be so work out. For many moments, I wished I could just stop attending lesson and go home.

The academic part for the day finally ended at 3pm. Rushed to LN for Yi Hao's farewell party. We were constantly taking photos. Quite fun. Then , I was off to training at 4pm. I did some shooting only. At 4.30pm, I went for GP remedial. Thanks god, I went. I have been grumbling about it for the past 2 days. I think I have benefited from the remedial. I did learn quite a few things from the remedial. =D

After the remedial, which is near 6.15pm, went for netball for awhile. Played street netball. fun fun! Played all the way till 6.45pm. Went Jurong Point afterwhich. The whole bannister house council came together for the dinner.

Thanks Mr Leow for the dinner. A big thanks to everyone who turned up. All the best to Wei Jie and Yi Hao!

Okay.. GTG.. dead tired now.

Life will get better...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I think today is a great day other than got a little irritated by someone and the gastric. Netball training was "shoik"! It was long since I last trained like this. It was tough. For couple of times, I felt like vomitting. But, the fun overwhelmed everything. =D

Netball Rocks! =D

Things for today's training..
1. hold for longer beofre lunging out.
2. after moving back, there may not have a need to come forward again , go for the space.
3. NO MORE flamigo.

Lessons wise were fine. But the pain from gastric has reduced my concentration level. I am feeling much better now already. =D

and tada.. new skin.. I like the skin very much!

What's the reason?

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

All of a sudden, I just feel so excited about this. I just feel like travelling around the world.

I want to travel to...
Switzerland for the chocolate
Japan for Mount Fuji and sushi and many other Japanese food
Malaysia to just walk through the whole country
China to walk to every state and feel each and every culture
Hong Kong for the crazy shopping
New Zealand for the scenary

and many other countries...

I want to travel around the world to feel and see everything! I miss all the places that I have travelled to. I miss those places badly.

I miss King's Park. I miss Imaizumi family and Shibuya. I miss ZheJiang. I miss shopping at Hong Kong. I miss the night scenary at Macau. The world is beautiful.

I think this is what I want. But, life is yet to be perfect. I think my life is made up of 3 components:

1. Travelling
2. Netball
3. Family

Where's friends? True friends are part of my family. =D

Travelling wise, it will be a long term goal! =D
Netball is where I belong. I will continue to strive.

Family... I am very lucky to have my family with me. But, sometime, I can't help but to feel empty. Who doesn't want to have someone special by her side? For now, this is the last component that I have yet to fill. But, it's ok,慢慢寻找...