I don't know how to say how tired I am. I don't know how to tell you how fustrated I am. Neither do I know how to tell you how reluctant am I now.

Why am I tired? Why am I fustrated? What am I reluctant about?

I have not been resting. Vigorous form of netball has been going on for 8 days and it will not stop until thurs. All right, maybe it is not vigorous for some of the days but lacking of sleep is worsening the situation. Sleeping for 5 hours a day? Looking at the homework, I really feel that tiredness. So much work to be done. So much! I get even more tiring when people whom I am working with is irritating me. I am really very tired.

To fail or to succeed, it is a choice of yours. I can't make the choice for you. But I can help you only if you are willing to help yourself. We can scream at you at every training but if you choose to ignore our advise, there is nothing that we can do at all. We are here to help you and not to harm you.

I really don't know how to open up and work with everyone. It is difficult. It is really difficult for me. It is really difficult for me to open up when I feel that you are very hard to approach. Really difficult.

I get sick and tired if I need to force myself to work. I am getting sick of school. I am quite reluctant to go to school. I always drag myself to school. HOLIDAY!! (but holiday will be very busy too!)

Thanks Mr Choo! I do wish I have the ability to have the spell. It really fustrates me!