I don't know whether you are reading my blog anot...but here is what I want to say to you...

I am only pretending, can't you see it? Although I am laughing away and pretending nothing happens...deep in my heart it is bleeding... I have never been so sad before... I am really very sad today...Can't you see what "exactly" I am doing?? Do you know how hurt I was when you did what you do today? I keep on telling myself you are doing that cos you were force to do so or for whatever reason...yet you are treating me like this... If you know anything and you want to say anything... can you say it out? Chang Tong Bu Ru Duan Tong... Please... please don't act blur or pretend you don't know when you know...

Do you know that I took a long time to accept the fact that you are leaving...why did you come back?? Why? I hate the feeling... I HATE IT!!! you are just making me going crazy...Must you make me go through the hard way to forget you?? PLEASE TELL ME!!