Many people asked why am I so happy this week... I told them I have learn to let go... but I really don't know whether I really learned to let go already... I keep telling myself that I must let go... I MUST...but when I let go I will take back automatically... Why is it so hard to let go?? How long can I let go? I really don't know... who can help me? Why am I so confuse?? If I can't let go, I really can't concentrate well on my studies.. HOW?? can someone tell me the solution??
Worse still, on the first day of the exam...Eng Paper 1...I tried very hard to concentrate but the topic that they gave made me can't concentrate.. : What are the qualities that you would look for in your future life partner?...
Sometimes I just wonder...I should have listen to Li Ling and Christine, right...? Lead a simple life in HGSS and just concentrate on studies... This seemed so easy to them but yet so hard to me... Ever since school reopen in Sept...my mind seriously can't concentrate well... I practically can't concentrate in everything I do... I am going to go crazy sooner or later...All "thanks" (a 2 meanings word) to someone... Am I being selfish that's why I can't let go and concentrate on the things I want?? Or is it that I think too much?? or what? can anyone tell me?
I know that I can't carry on like this... I will fail my EOY if I continue to be like this.. but I really don't know how to concentrate... Someone please help me!!!
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