I was excited over it..
Happy about it..
Yet, it turn out to be dark clouds..
the darkness cover me..

There was so many first times
yet, the first times didn't really turn out to be good
Wanna thanks a few people who gave me shines

I wil never forget the darkness that cover me..
the situations that I met
make me lost my way..

I really don't know who I am..
I felt so evil..
I felt so sad..
I really don't know what's life..

I sucks..
You hate me..
Its not your fault..

The moment words are out..
I feel so lousy..

I don't know what is call care..
Everything I do is for the sake that I am scared..
I know this is wrong..

I know I am selfish..
Yes! I know..
Cos I feel that life is evil..

For everything in the world..
It seem to be against me..

Whatever I wanna do..
People aren't putting in effort for it..

I really don't know what's life
What's the meaning of it..?
I don't know what am I getting at the end of the day..