Thanks to 4 pretty ladies out there..
Stacie, Amirah, Sarina and Diyva..

You guys tried your best to brighten the trip for me..
Thanks with love from the bottom of my heart..

I really wanna scream..
I really wanna shout..
Things were worst than I expected..
Life turned into dark clouds..
Never wants it again..
Yet, I don't know what to do..
Horrible feelings made me feel SUCKS..
The world overturned and tell me to stop..
Yet, I have no idea how to stop..

Who am I?
I am no one..
Who are you guys?
You guys are wonderful..

What happened?
Many things..
Have I changed?
I don't know..
But I guess I did..
For better?
I don't know..

What's the main cause?
Partly is this trip that made me think..
Partly is cos of what happened on 12 March..
What's 12 March?
The day, that my love has to be kept..
The day, that I almost lost everything..
The day, that I cried for the longest..
The day, that I never want it again..
The day, that I think that life is evil..
The day, the day, the day..

Why the trip?
Isn't it fun?
Isn't there so many first time?
Isn't it?
No.. all turn all rotten..
Its a trip that I spoilt my own image..
Its a trip that I wanna apologize..
Its a trip that I shouldn't go..
Its a trip that is not for me..
Its a trip that made me know what's in my heart..

What's in my heart..?
My heart only contain evil and evil..
Why?
I guess its what I have been true..
I can't be like others..
Others are good..
I am lousy..

Can someone get me out of this nightmare?
Please..
I had enough..
But I don't know what to do to stop..
I really don't know..

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