All right.. My holiday has started quite sometime back and things didn't exactly go the way I wanted but it is ok. I tried looking for a job but it doesn't look like I will be working. Personally, after looking for a job, I feel that a job will be burden for me eventhough I will be receiving money. I feel that it is a burden because if I were to work, I will not have time for other activity such as upgrading myself, training and going out will friends. If I don't get a reply from my previous application, I will just give up and concentrate on what I would like to do during this holiday.

Talking about upgrading myself, I am serious about this. Although a big O is over, the O actually motivated me to work harder. I know I needed to work extra hard to achieve better result. I need to improve my languages.

Training wise, someone motivated me to work as hard as this person does. I felt that I was lousy. I know I can do better than now. To get to where I want, I know I needed to shed more sweat. I know it is not going to be easy but a dream will lead me there. =)

Going out with friends and having gathering is going to be a big part of the holiday. I have been busy here and there for the past years. I think it is time to get in contact with friends and people around me to catch up with one another. Seriously, back in those hectic days where responsibilities were part of my daily life, it was really difficult to catch up with people around me. I am always on the go. So.. ya..

My tableS are still in a mess. Papers are all over the place. Books are mostly cleared. Excess stuffs are here and there, everywhere. I need a few days to clear them, I think. My computer is in a mess too. Files are all over the place. I have repeating files as well. Seriously, I find clearing and organizing the files is a difficult task. I tried clearing and organising some files yesterday and I realised how tough it is.

Well of course, there are going to be a few more things that I would like to do in the upcoming month, December! I miss Japan! It is going to be a year since the day I departed for Japan. I missed those days back in Japan. I missed all my friends from the 11 nations! I miss the home in Tokyo. I missed my dear friends from Tokyo Metropolitan Kokusai High School. I miss the leaders from AFS. I miss every part of the programme. A big thanks to AFS! I want to return to Japan!

All right, a bit way of the track.. let's get back.. haha.. I think this is the best time to contact all my dear friends again. Like I say, in the past I was really very busy and didn't have much time to type emails and write letters. I am going to write letter and emails to all my friends overseas! I am just worried that I can't complete all letters before 2008. I will try!

I want buy to SHOES! Yes! I need new shoes badly. I still have another running shoes but I just don't feel very comfortable in it. Both my training shoes are not in best condition anymore. They actually still can be used but I just don't feel exactly right in them. hehe! So conclusion, NEW SHOES! Give me this as Christmas present, okay?

I think for now I shall get all this things done before I move on to new focus. =)

You get me on. Please burn me on.