Things don't seem to be going smooth. Things are kind of bad I guessed. Maybe I was paranoid. Maybe I was at fault. Maybe things are simply bad. It has been quite sometime since I last really cried.

anyway, I cried last night. And this is what people call cry to sleep. I don't know what you are thinking the moment you are reading what you have just read. Afterall, I am a human.

There are really a lot of things in my head. Some of it, I gave up. I can't be bothered with it anymore. It is pointless to help people who give up on themselves. Some of the things that are in my head really bother me a lot as well. Maybe this is life. Maybe I need to go through something before I get something. but at times, it is not easy to hang on in the storms.

how should I go on from here?