Sunday, August 10, 2008

I am back from Macau! =D The trip was a great one.

A lot of things went through my mind. Don't be afriad to be judged as long as you have tried your best. Nothing can be worst than not trying your best. Through this trip, there were many times when I wanted to give up on some parts of the trip. At times, I was quite unhappy with certain thing but I know this is life. What's the point of dwelling over the unhappy stuffs when there are so many other things to enjoy. If I were to focus on the unhappiness, life would have been very sad.

And by the way, I WENT TO MACAU for 8 DAYS and not 3 DAYS! haha! (inside joke)

Learn to appreciate one another strength and use your strength to cover up one another weaknesses. It is pointless to attack one another's weaknesses and harm them by doing so. It is really pointless to do so. You are just killing yourself by doing so. And worst of all, you are harming other innocents.

I asked myself who am I. What should I be? How should I be? Am I doing fine? Am I acceptable? I asked myself all these. Sometimes, I feel lost about myself. I do not know where to head to. I do not know what's right and what's wrong (though I know there isn't right and wrong). I really don't know. But, at least I know, at least I tried my best.

Life just seems so tough sometimes. It is so tough that I feel like giving up. But, I know this will not solve my problems. Solving the problems is the only way to get life going. Studies, studies and studies. Studies can be so hard to manage at times. However, we have no choice but to manage it WELL. This is the only solution. Yet, on the other hand, other things need to be managed as well. At times, I am afraid that I can't manage everything well enough. I am really afraid. And by worrying about it, is definitely not a solution to the problem. The only thing that I can do is to learn from the failure and do not commit the same mistakes again. This is the only thing that I could do.

Every walk of life has their owe problems. Being someone friend, has being a freiend's problem. Being a student, has a student's problem. Being a player, has a player's problems. No matter what are our roles in life, every roles has their owe problems. It is really up to us to see how we want to solve it. Different solutions will bring you to different heights. Different solutions will also allow you to see different sides of people.

Things to do:
1. Plan a study schedule. (Promo is coming!)
2. Finish up all the homework
-Chinese File
-Geography Essay
-Chinese Worksheet
-PW Blog
3. Buy all the necessary stationary from Popular
4. Get a new pair of sports shoes

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