很害怕会失去你，但也害怕接近你。。。

Ta taH! Felt bored with the old skin.. Here's a new skin! NOt much different from the previous but.. I personnely feels that this look more "interesting" =)

为何我和你的距离越来越远？我终觉得就算你在我面前，我们的距离却有如你在火星，我在地球。每当空闲时，我都很想和你聊聊天。但我的手有如千斤重，拿也拿不起来，来发一则简讯。就算在网络上遇到你，不知为什么，我就是无法与你谈天说地。

为何我们的距离那么遥远？

我到底是以什么心态来喜欢你？我真的喜欢你吗？我喜欢你的原因只有单单因喜欢而喜欢吗？还是有别的原因？我真的不知道！有时真的是纯纯的爱，有时却是一场爱的战争。有时会对你有思念，有时却设法要把你忘掉。

我会好好地珍惜你吗？

Been feeling that my parents are always biasd to my brothers. I am really unhaapy over it.. HMPH!

I really feel that so what if they are my brothers. Why do they have special rights? Why am I discriminated? I swear my attitude is better than my brothers'! Yet, my mum been hating my attitude! Worst of all, she will nag at me about my brothers' attitude. What is this?

The other day, I brought up that I want to have bicycle. My parents seem to have a thousand and one reasons to go against my request. The most unreasonable reason was that I am a female, why should I have a bicycle? What the hell! So what I am a female? Can't female cycle? Can't female enjoy sports? Which law in Singapore says that female are not allow to cycle?

A few days ago, I was feeling fustrated over this matter. I was about to take a shower. My mum said this to me : Girl hurry up ah! Your brother wants to bath! If you don't want to be disturbed while you having your shower, take your shower in the bathroom that's in the kitchen. What's this? Why do I always have to give in to my brothers? Another similar case, yesterday morning, while I was about to finish bathing, my mum hurried me and told me that my brother wants to take his shower. I hurried. Guess what? When I am out of the bathroom, it was after 15 min before my brother stands up and walk his way to the bathroom. What's this? So what if he is a male, older than me, is my brother? He is just only a male, 5 years older than me. Why do I need to keep giving way to him? Why can't there be equality between male and female?

More cases here.. Whatever my brothers want, my parents will get for them or ask me to get for them. Whatever I wants, I have to get them by myself. What's this again? Why do I always have to serve them? By right, shouldn't it be the elder taking care of the younger and not the other way round?

Sometimes, really hate return to a home that's full of bias-ness..

今天向把我的博恪的第三百偏周记写给你。

今天不知何故，突然对你的思念有好多感觉。一下子会觉得开心，另一下子会觉得怪怪的。终觉得我们之间有片玻璃似的。你常常就离我那几步，但我就是无法敲碎那片玻璃，经距离和你接触。或许是我太害怕接近你。但我真的好想把这片玻璃给移走，把我们的距离拉近。

Thia weekend wasn't too bad for me.. =)

I am proud of myself for finishing all the homework except the Geography Thing.. Err.. It may seem to be a small little accomplishment but to me, it is not easy to so.. so.. ya.. =P

Last night, the atmosphere don't seem to be right.. erm.. Somehow, I feel that I went to the wrong place.. (M, no offend) Somehow just don't like people to ask me such questions at that kind of place.. Anyway, had a nice chat and had a great laugh.. =D

Ok, heading off to somewhere now. Damn irritated with my sprain thumb.. =(

常常我会问自己，我还会对你有点思念吗？有时真的好想打通电话给你或见到你，但每当想起那时的冷漠，我的心就有如玻璃，被你的冷漠给打碎了。

前几天，我以为我会见到你。但我感到很失望。=‘（ 我真地以为你会来，但你最后还是没有来。*唉*

Hey! I am finally free to blog! I have been busy day in and day out. Hardly get enough rest.. -.* Worst of the worse, I sprained my left thumb. It hurts! I can hardly move my thumb fast.. As in, it take me longer time to flip pages of books, I can't really carry things on my left hand. Let's pray hard that my thumb recovers quickly..! =D

Blogging homework Time!!
Chinese Composition
Chinese Workbook
Biology Textbook
Geogrphy WS
Geography THINGS!!! (2)
Mathematics Textbook Ex 5d
A.Maths Textbook Ex 14_
Chemistry Workbook - Electrolysis
Chemistry Worksheet
Planning of Route

All to be finished over 2 days..!:'(

Blogging right in the middle of a morning.. HA!

Errm.. wake up to chiong homework.. -.* Before that slept for 6 hours. LOL! Before that 6 hours played Netball for half a day. and... Guess what? We are the Champion! Okay.. erm.. not really a grand competition but what I am contented about is the fighting spirit and the teamwork. I believe the last 10 min of the last game will be unforgetable for everyone who played and everyone who supported us.

Now, I am getting damn bored with my painful index finger and the cold shoulder someone gave me a few hours ago.. I hurt my finger while playing in the morning. It is kind of swollen now. *_* and.. It hurts whenever I bend or exert force. As for the cold shoulder, err.. maybe that someone is sleepy by now or what-so-ever. Nevermind.. Don't wanna talk much about it..

Kind of pissed off early in the morning. I was somehow being blamed for not getting things done. Nevermind..

The lessons were fun today. The teachers are great jokers! I love the part where the Chinese teacher said about 4 people being trap in the lift.. haha! err.. can't go into much details of it due to some reasons.. Can sms or mail me for more details about the story.. =P

The SMO Professor jokes seriously 5263! Can't tahan man!

On my way back from Netball.. there's this cute auntie.. We went into the lift and she went out at the 6th storey. When I stepped closer to the door of the lift, the cute auntie said " HEY! Haven't reach your storey yet!" Cute la that auntie.. I was thinking to step forward only and didn't had the intention to leave the lift yet.. haha! Cute la that auntie! LOL!!

Now.. I am damn irritated by the homework load.. :'(

看到你对别人好，对我的冷漠，我的心真得很痛！

There's tons and million things in my brain now. Ya.. finally writing English blog.. HA!!!

Holiday is ending soon!! Homework!!!

English Essay-Time
English CT1- Correction
E.Maths TB
A.Maths TB Chap 15
Geography Project
Chemistry Project
chinese workbook
A. Maths WS
Bio WB
Bio FYS
Phy WB
Chinese Compo

Gonna finish everything within 3 days!!!! Oh my GOD!

Feel like blaming some people for doing last minute work!! GRRR!

With regards to the chinese entries.. somehow getting tired of them again.. Not exactly tired but rather "sian"..

Somehow feeling lost of my future.. -.*

Guess what? It's my 1 year anniversary at BBE!

昨天突然有种感觉。这种感觉叫我把你忘掉。昨天早晨虽然受到了你的简讯，但那欢乐却只维持了一阵子。以前（大约一年前), 每收到你的一则简讯，我都会喜出望外，一整天都会笑嘻嘻的。若没有收到你的回应时，就会有如乌云盖过我似的，心情很难受。但如今，那份喜悦和那份伤心于离我而去了。或许我已经习惯你冷酷的做法了吧！习惯也牵着我的心，叫它和你说拜拜。我该这样吗?

今早的一个简讯，我的阴天变成了清天。谢谢你！

Mas aka Helium and ME!! lolX!!
The Anique!
XIU!!!!

My Beloved Coach!

My beloved TEACHERS!
Netball Team '07
After all the sweat and joy, the sec 4s journey have come to an end..

After the trial on Sat..
Naughty Joyce!!! LOLx!

(More to come!)

I and Christine.. (On our way to St John Island)

Discussion Time!

Time for some games!

Our feast! HAHA!

Doing pumping in the sea.. =P

Course, report strength! LOL!

SJI '07!

SL'07! =)

两天前，当我再等地铁和在地铁里时，我好想遇到你！那天，我真的希望，会遇到你，陪我去滨海湾。但我的期望就有如夜里做的梦，一醒来，梦也只是一场梦罢了！

昨天，当露营结束时，第一时间，很想和你聊天。但我传简讯给你后，我的手机一整天都好安静啊！

你能让我的期望和盼望变成事实吗？

不由得好想要你为我加油！简简单单的一句“加油”，我就满足了. 有你的加油，或许今天的表现会更好. 希望往后会有你的加油!

现在有种怪怪的感觉，心里有股冲动想要打电话给你，但我不知道打了电话要说什么。你打电话来好吗？哈哈！若有一天，你真的打电话来时，我只希望能听到一声“嗨!”， 我就心满意足了。我真的好向往这一天啊！

真得非常谢谢你！若没有你，事情或许会真得很遭。我感到非常抱歉。我知道你说无所谓，但我真得很内疚。

你在的时候，真的好想和你多说几句话。好想你留多一会儿。我虽然一直问你是否要离开，但我从来没有想过要你离开！真的！我只想珍惜和你在同个屋檐下的时间。我只是很怕你有事情，我不想你应为一些人，耽误了你的事情。

刚才，和你通话时，我只想多和你聊多几句话。但我一时不知道要和你说什么好。我只知道要和你道歉。若能在和你说话，聊天，我真的好想和你多聊一会儿。我很讨厌和你说再见。我真的希望我们不要说再见。

再过不久，我们就无法在同个屋檐下了。好像珍惜所剩余的时间！热亲一点好吗？

今天有好多预想不到的事. Some of the matters are shocking. Some are surprises!

Term 1 Progress Report is out! It was really unexpected. I was expecting myself not being able to get into the top 5 of my class. My common test was not very well done. To my surprise, I got into the top 5. =D However, the percentage was a little bit disappointing. If I am not wrong, through out my 3 years plus in Hillgrove, I broke my own record, I scored the lowest percentage.

Well, here's my Term 1 Progress Report:
3 A1s , 2 A2s, 1 B4, 1 C5, 1 C6, L1R5-12

以为我已经把你忘了，对你的思恋没有那么深了。但是，我错了！
每当见到你时，不知不觉，对你的思恋又回来了。有时候，真的好象好像把我内心的话大声地告诉你。但我一想到若你的反映不是我想象中的话, 我该着么办呢?

*唉* 爱啊爱! 常常想把我对你的好感保留在心里,但若不说,心里又好像觉得不自在似的.

Em..或许在保留多一阵子吧!

*cry*

I am sad. (I know it sound wrong) I am sad about a lot of things. Firstly, my common test result are not up to my expectation.

Chemistry: 36/50
Biology: 29/50
Social Studies: 19/25
E.Maths: 33/40

Most of the subjects are badly done. My mood totally gone when I received the result.

Next thing, the camp! Oh no! Haiz..

Followed by councillors' things! Oh my god!

Netball! *screams*

My mood is really gone. Lastly, my phone is gone for one day!

Ok, some people who read this, if you are not comfortable reading this entry please close this website!

Been busy since yesterday afternoon. Been planning the camp since yesterday! It is kind of fun and tedious. I am using my "lunch time" to update my blog. LOL! I am left with the last thing to finish before I can take a long break. =)

A few minutes ago, I was happily chatting away. A few mintues later, I feel sad and a bit disappointed with myself. -_*

I have been yearning for a break. My short break has finally come and my March Holidays are gone! *cry*

Nothing much for this week. Been studying and studying and studying, other than studying is eating and sleeping only. HAHAHA!!

Bring GOOD NEWS to you!!

Today, the few of us - Me, Ling Yun, Hui Ting, Cadmon, Ren Sen, Amir, went for Hwa Chong West Zone Inter-Secondary School Mathematics Challenge 2007. We came in 5th. =) It was really unexpected. It was like there are schools like River Valley, Nan Hua, MGS and etc. There were more than 20 schools taking part in this competition. We are really proud of ourselves!

1st: Nanyang Girls' High
2nd: NUS High School
3rd: Nanyang Girls' High
4th: NUS High School
5th: Hillgrove Secondary

A rubber will snap when you stretch it too much. A human will collapse when you give he/she too much pressure.

3rd day of the New Year wasn't too enjoyable for me.. I was woken in the middle of the night. I was feeling fustrated. The morning was alright for me. It was during the afternoon that I started realising something. Oh no! My homework are undone yet!
Here's the homework list:

E.Maths File
A.Maths File
SJI Camp
Bio FYS (starting to HATE bio!)
Eng Letter
Chinese Compo
Chem WB
E.Maths TB
Chem Pract Revision!

I really wanna say sorry to those people who were constantly under pressure and I could not understand you.

I really feel like having a long term break now. What made things worse was, there will be NPCC training tomorrow.. What The Hell right? I am getting sick and tired of the trainings. Every week, there's short of manpower. For some unknown unreasonable reasons, warnings are given. Everyone is simply making things worse. Come on! Next week is examinations already! Someone said that studies is more impt than CCA. NOw, someone said something else. WTH man!

Apart from all the trainings nonsense, teachers are constantly adding pressure. Pressure can give motivation but too much pressure can cause someone to collapse and goes into coma. It may sound too serious but this is fact!

Not only these! The class seemed to be in chaos too. Feeling very irritated by all the matters that are going around in the class now!

What a year!

Officially, I stepped down from Hillgrove Netball Team. Saddness, definitely there is. Afterall, it is where I have devoted for 3 years. I cried there, I sweated there, I meet my gd buddies there. Before I carry on.. Just wanna shall the result of this year west zone tournament:

VS River Valley, 8-38
VS MGS, 1-65
VS Nanyang, (forgot)
VS Yuan Ching, 13-27
VS Clementi Town, 6-67

Although we lost all games, I am glad that all the sec 4 are playing together.. =)

Once a Netballer, Forever a Netballer..

Continue to strive!!!

Today is the last day for Netball Training. It is kind of sad to leave the team. Afterall, I had been with the team for 3 years. =( Next monday, will be the last match that I will be playing for Hillgrove. =( All the best to the juniors!

Hillgrove NPCC received BRONZE for Unit Overall Proficiency Award. =) It is like FINALLY! Keep going!! =D

人生就是这样吗？我们终是要有悲欢离合吗？今天离开了我最心爱的地方。3年来，在那流的每一滴汗，将永远成为历史，成为记忆。我会惦记着那些美好的回忆，惦记着每个队员。虽然我们常常有意见不和，但我相信 WE ARE FOREVER THE BEST!

A busy week has finally passed. The week wasn't good for me. -.* The games didn't went well. For the match against Yuan Ching Sec, i could have done better. Don't ask me what happened beause I have no idea what happened to me too. I just simply could not run. What's worse was one of my toe nail break from inside to outside. 1/3 of my toe nail is gone. =( Hope the last game will be memorable for me. =)

There's JJC fun fair today. Li Ling and I went. I met Geraldina and Marianne as well as other ex-hillgrovian who are currently studying in JJC. Not too bad. I was a bit bored only. =) (Marianne, it has nothing got to do with you) =) Headed to Jurong Point afterwhich. We were browsing through clothing for New Year. Didn't really find something of my liking.

Home sweet home..

刚才正在看在日本时的照片。边看便想念着那特别的21天。我真的好想念和他们住在一起的快乐时光。好像回到拿21天. 我好怀念日本妈妈的厨艺.

Please don't read this entry if you are unhappy with it.. After all this is MY blog..

Feeling very fustrating... Practically things didn't went smooth... Felt somehow insulted and feel like killing people.. Nevermind.. No matter how I say things out here.. there are just gonna people who read this and will say something.. -.^

Feeling like writing something yet don't know what to write.. feel like sharing more pictures of my trip in Japan, blogger didn't allow me to do so. Feel like telling out my fustration to someone, there's no one I could talk to. Feel like doing something but the pile of homework made me irritated. *sigh*

. . . . . . . . -.*

Sometimes looking back at life, there's so many things in life that had gone wrong and I can't save it back, I can't regret. Was reading some of my past entries and realise how terrible I was. *sigh* Been saying that I want to change, want to change but till this moment, did I really change? Did my temper get better? *sigh*

Do I have a right to dislike people? *sigh*

Obeito!!! YUM YUM!!
My good BUDDIES!!! Miss those days studying with them!
Part of Tokyo - Gotanda
The "Pizza Hut" in Japan - Pizza La.. lolx..
The street that I walked for 2 weeks...
Me and Ai!! Miss her and Nobo!
Me and Ruri!

"Hui Mui, you are too slow." "Hui Mui, your passes!!" "Hui Mui, how many balls you miss?"

Haiz..

At this point in time, feeling fustrated, bored and irritated with netball. Somehow, I feel very reluctant to play netball.. *sigh*

Love oh love.. HAIZZZZZZZZZ

Here's EBI!!(prawn) those orange red creature are the ebi

Me and a BIG CRAB, sorry for the blurness..Here's the crab!!
Me, Lizanne aka twin sister, Taze and Ryan
This is on of the busiest district in Tokyo - Shibuya! the people are below the white colour board on the left side and under the botak "orange" tree!!
Obeito! Miss it! These were me and my friends' obeito! Yam YAM!!
The forever crazy girl! Bindi! The "funny" hand was George's! haha! It was only 6+pm!
Love THEM! MISS THEM!! I was playiing Basketball in WINTER!! We were all SAMUI!! (cold)

快要被英文烦死了！英文真复杂！唉！英文老是说不好写也写不好。一看到故事书，眼睛就想关起来。虽然我那么讨厌英文， 但英文却是现代每个国家在用的语言。Feeling really fustrated!

These 2 days had been disasterous for me. Problems are floating around, waiting for me to break the bubbles and solve it! I am falling sick soon. In fact, I had fallen sick. Yet, I was blamed. I am not trying to say that it is none of my fault but.. nevermind. I shall just let whatever over be the past. All I am doing now is escaping. I don't wish to face the problems.

January is always a terrible month? Oh well, I think this is the challenge that god is putting me through to experience "life".

It's late now in the night. Bye!

I was feeling down. After reading one of my friends' blog, there were a lot of thoughts going through my mind. I am back to square 1 thinking about what's life.

Feeling kind of fustrated and irritated with the ideas of life. Nevermind. Probably I am just escaping from reality. Don't wanna elaborate more. Before things get worse.

Bye!

Thanks Sawa! The card was beautiful!

Was actually in a mood to type a new entry. However, after reading someone's blog, my mood was totally gone! I didn't expect those words to be from the person whom I least expected! Nevermind!

Bye!

Feeling tired at the moment but I think its worth it!

I am proud of Hillgrove Netball team. Although for today's carnival, we didn't make into second round but I just like the feeling on court! It's fun playing with the juniors and working together as a team!

Keep Going!

WoW! It's the 9th Day of 2007! Been busy since the first day of school! Practically other than 3rd Jan, the rest of the day I go home at 6+... 3rd Jan I went home at 3+. Ya..

Last week, there was Sec 1 Orientation. I personnel feel that it is not really exciting and fun. As a Sports Leader, I was bored umpiring the game. As for CCA Open House.. Guess what? I was promoting NPCC! hahaha! It is like the first time doing so! Recuitment was average. It was around 20 students.

I want to say something out loud here!! SOMEONE CHANGED!! I seriously hope that this will continue! I don't want the person to change back! Hope so =)..

Netball wise.. I met obstacles. ya.. I hope all the netballers can pass the obstacles! JIA YOU!

Will try to post photos that I took in Japan soon.. =)

It is going to be 2007 soon! Er.. like another hour to go..?

Gonna spend my last hour of 2006 doing reflection..

2006 was a challenging year for both physically and mentally. I believe that it will be an unforgettable year.

Let's start off with January.. Played in the West Zone Tournament with the Sec 4 for the one last time. Challenged myself. Played GA. It was my very first time playing GA. I had a great experience. =)

February ah.. emm.. struggling with 8 new subjects. Didn't do really well for some of the subjects during CA1. Tried my best to pick up myself. I had a deep impression of the New Year. Something happened.. Thanks GOD for stopping it. =)

Time flies, it's MARCH! I receive mental challenge. I am glad that I survived through it. Oh ya, how can I forget Sec 3 adventure camp? HA! and I had a netball life!

Wow.. a quarter of the year has passed. PRIZE GIVING DAY! Oh well, didn't receive anything this year. Had WSP presentation though. We handed in our WSP. I kind of regretted for what we have done, we could have done better. =( Hope next batch can do better than us. =)

MAY!! EXAMS!! em.. not too bad I guess.. I was pretty surprise with some of the result. =)

Oow.. JUNE! wee.. off I went to Perth. Thank you Amirah, Sarina, Stacie and Diyva for celebrating my birthday in Perth. Thanks! =) First trip on plane going to my first country, first time celebrating birthday overseas. =) It was really a mentally and physically challenge trip. Recalling it now, really feeling sad deep in my heart. . . . . .

Apart from the trip, had a 30 hrs of netball marathon at PS. It was really a mental challenge. Played netball in the middle of the night. It was really a brand new experience.

July.. Nothing Much.. HAHA!

August.. NATIONAL CAMP. Had a vigorous struggle before I was able to go for the National Camp. Met people from ASEAN countries. Had a fun time with time.. =)

September.. Teachers' Day Celebration was a learning experience. I was challenged both physically and mentally again. Was shred yet need to try my best to keep things going. =) Netball wise.. =D BBE made to 2nd round. It was my very first netball game with BBS in tournament. I was challenged physically in the 2nd round.. It was really tough!

School ending soon! October already! EOY! Average I guess.. For some subjects, I could have done better but well.. I hope those mistakes had woke me up.. =)

Holidays! November! Time flies! School terms for 2006 has ended! Once again, there were street netball tournament. Was struggling in between friendship and skills. Mental challenge again. Performance for the tournament was average. More skills are needed. =)

2006 ending soon!! OH NO! DECEMBER! I spent my December in Japan, Tokyo. I was challenged again. Both mentally and physically. I tried playing basketball in winter. I was really a great experience. I tried to overcome language and culture barrier. =)

Another 1/2 hr to 2007! Time is speeding! OH NO!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

The Missing Woman is BACK!!! lolx
Ya.. for those who have been wondering where did Hui Mui disappear.. I was away for an exchange programme in Japan. Er.. but I am sorry to say please do not expect too many things from me.. Ok? and if you hate the way I speak just tell me.. ok? cos, After adapting to their style of talking , I need time to adjust myself back.. =) thanks for being understanding.. AND for any changes that happened here in SINGAPORE, mind telling me in details..? please kindly do not ask me to guess.. ok? =) Thanks..

For more info, please give me a call.. =) I will be more happy to receive ur call.. =)

Sorry for those people who didn't know that I went to Japan and was about to get angry or got angry already.. =/

Hi! lolx..
come here to write the first entry of the last month of 2006.. =)

Time flies! Ahh.. 2006 is ending! A year back, I wrote out all the name of people who will be leaving Hillgrove. Now everyone has left! Err.. I will be leaving Hillgrove soon too. Like, another year to go.. lolx..

Oh well.. this is what life is all about..

The other I was looking through photos that my family took in the past. I cried. I missed the past badly. I finally realise how wonderful was the past. *Sigh* I realise how scary is the future.. Can you imagine growing old and people are leaving you? It is so scary! Err.. as for present, I don't have any comments.. haha..

Today, my right lower eye lid been twic-ing for awhile.. I am going to feel bad?

Now writing a composition but I totally have no idea to write at all.. -.*

After much thought over the previous entry, I feel that it is actually very difficult to be a good parent. In fact to be a parent, sometimes can be diffcult too.

Let's see. More than often, we always hear children comparing their parents to their friends' parents. Most of the time, the person who is comparing will say that their friends' parents are better than theirs. In fact, when comparing parents, children always say the negative side of their parents. Most common negative comment about parents is they are too naggy. Afterwhich, children NEVER say that their parents care for them. I am not sure if that apply for all parents but for my parents, I feel that they nag for my own good. Just like simple things, don't play too much netball. I will feel angry at times when I hear this. I know my parents do not want me to over-excert myself. However, sometimes, I also feel that parents are overly worrying for us that sometimes we lost our ability to be independent and be ourselves.

Parents are indeed difficult to be. They are worried for us yet sometimes they just simply can't control their level of worry. Can't blame them for this actually. More than often, the media been reporting about danger in the society. Sometimes, it is also the child's fault that causes the parents to be so worry for he/she. For example, parents been nagging at a child to study. However, no matter how much nagging the parents give to the child, the child just simply slack and lazy to do his/her homework. The parents there are worrying that the child is unable to do well. Here, the child just don't listen to the parents and keep on slacking and being lazy. Follow up is children saying their parents are too naggy and don't care about what they really want. In this kind of cases, how can parents don't worry for the child? Then, the parents will become over-caring.

*Sigh* How should a parent be to give the child the best?

Sometimes it's good to just close my ears and live in my own world with only myself doing nothing..

It's contradicting.. I want an exciting and adventurous life yet when there's obstacles, I am just dead with it.. Is money so great that our fate is decided by it? More than often money is the obstacles that I met and got "killed" by it..

With the growth of GST, my life is just going to be like a dead fish if money is going to continue to be the obstacle. There will be more limitations!

Should parents be supportive to what a child do? or Should a child be obedient and do whatever is set for the child by the parents? or Should it be both ways communication?

More than often, we can hear our parents that it is for our own good. In fact, teachers will also tell us that whatever parents do are for our own good. Is it really so? I always agree with this and I will continue to agree with this. Parents care for their children However, are all ways of caring good for a child? Did society change the ways that parents care for their child?

Will Singapore be better if we are all still leaving in kampong and each family has 3 or more children? I really have to say that if I have a chance to live in kampong and each family has 3 or more children, I will do so. Personnally, I feel that society really change the way parents care for their children. In the past,parents do not worry about their children going hungry but now parents worries that their children do not have enough food. This is because in the past, there were farms in the kampongs. Children in the past get to learn how prevent themselves getting hungry. Nowadays, more than often I am hearing stories of parents over-feeding their children.

Sometimes, parents are really being over-caring that the child lost his/her independent skills. What make things worse is when a child wants to be independent, the parents stop them from doing this, doing that because parents are too worried that their children may hurt themselves. But if a child never get to experience how will we ever learn?

What should be the way a child should live?

Is love suppose to be sweet or painful?

Been struggling to come out with a new skin.. somehow some of the code I just don't understand.. -.* Gonna spend days figuring out..

Sch ending soon.. last lesson to go on fri before ending sec 3 life.. =)

BUT there are TON of homework to be done.. ~.`

Here's the list of homework..
Chinese composition - 2 stories are needed to be written in the composition
E.Maths TB Review- Unit 13
A.Maths TB review- Unit 10
E.Maths 5 year series- More than 50 questions
A.Maths 5 year series- More than 50 questions
English Newspaper report- 2 newspaper articles are needed
English book review- Need to read 2 books and write 2 different book review
English WS- come out with rules to determine the change of irregular verb
Speech correction- re-construct the problematic sentences
Geography Project- Promote M'sia & S'pore
Physics Papers- 2 paper 1 and 2 paper 2
Physics WB- Unit 16
A.Maths TB- Ex 11B

This is enough to kill me man! HA! I am complaining anout homework! hahaha!

Before I forget.. There will be testS when school reopens in 2007
English Grammar Test- wk1
E.Maths Test- 9/1/07
A.Maths Test- 23/1/07
Physics Test- wk2

Oh man! Nvm! this is called life.. hahaha.. oh well.. afterall we are sec 4 next year.. ITS ALL FOR OUR OWN GOOD! lolx..

hehehe.. =D

Last 3 days of school already!! hahaha!!

All the best to all who are taking O! Ganbette!

Here to blog my homework..

Maths FYS
A.Maths 5YS
2 Phy Paper1 and Paper 2
English WS
Geog Proj
Chinese WB
Bio TB

Things to be done
Li Ling's Photo
return library books
book badminton court
Tournament on 12th Nov
Bring the money to school
Return PY money
Go Vivo City & QW shopping center


I think tt's about all.. Did I miss out anything..? please tag mi if i do! =)

There is a reason...


Is there a season for a reason to be present?
When there is a reason, will that be an excuse as well?
Things that make you smile, why?
Things that draws your tears, why?
Memories which delights you, why?
Memories which pains you, why?
When there is a reason, acknowledge it. For it enlightens most of it.
When there is a reason, be gay, for it may just lead you to that ray!
When there is a reason for you to move on, wait no more for any season.
When there is a reason that delivers a message, let it be the guide in your passage.
When there is no more ryhme, take time to look for a reason.
There is always a reason... just out there for you to tag on...


I copied this from on of my friends' blog.. It lighten up my day.. Hope it will lighten up your day too.. =)

Holiday! lolx!

Started off the holiday pretty well, i guess.. hehe..

Went to have hari raya house visit with BBE netball kakis.. =) Kind of fun.. I went to 3 houses and home sweet home.. I find that Malay's house is really different from Chinese's. Be it furniture, wall's colour etc.. all are really different.. Though its different, I like it too.. =)

Now gonna practice hard on netball.. Support N5!

By the way.. wanna say sorry to a auntie in my school..

Here to blog my boredom.. HA! I knows its crap.. I do have things to do but they are just boring.. =(

Anyway, tomorrow and thhursday will be last 2 offcial schoolday.. Though during holiday we still need to go back to school, its all for our own good.. err.. apart from the exams.. so ya..

Nothing much to update.. bye!

Rotting soon.. =( lolx..

Thursday, Friday and today suppose to have NPCC and Netball training.. the haze has spoilt everything.. *-*.. I could understand why netball training was cancelled.. The PSI was at a dangerous level.. As for NPCC, I am serious quite confuse for why can't carry out training as long as the PSI is higher than 80.. Netball training was cancelled when the PSI was near hundred..

Netball training require more "air" compared to NPCC, yet NPCC training at 80 has to call to stop.. -_-.. Nothing much le..

Bye.. Will be at Jurong Point at around 2.30pm.. =)

All right, here's Bio and SS..

Bio: 89.5/120 =DD
S.S: 32/50 :/

I was pretty surprised when i received back the biology paper. When converted to 100%, its 75%!! Thorugh out the whole year, this is like the only Biology paper that I manage to score A1!! =)) On the other hand, I was slightly disappointed with my Social Studies result. It a B4. Well, shall try harder next time round.. =)

Overall: (Just the papers received) 6 A1s, 1B3, 1 E8 L1R5: 15 <- the B3 ans E8 contributed more than half the score.. =(

Going out soon. Find me in West Mall if you want to.. hehe.. =)

Here, I'm back to blog..

I have known some of my subjects' result..
Eng P2: 20/50 ='(
CL P2: 85/100 =)
Elec. Geo: 36/50 =)
Phy: 95/100 =D
Chem: 100/120 =DD
A.Maths: 99/100 =DD
Maths: 89/100 =

There are 2 more subjects yet to be known..

I was really disappointed with my English.. A lot of hard work must be put in in the future.. Other then having disappontment with English, I am pretty disappointed with my E.Maths.. I was expecting myself to scold at least a 95.. I think the god has read my mind wrongly.. LOLx.. This is becuse I was expecting only a 90 for my A.Maths.. On the day when I finished my A.Maths paper, my answer was kind of different from my friends and I thought I would do badly.. 99 was really out of my expectation.. I was exhilarated when I received the paper.. =DD

As for both the science, they just nice reached my targets.. =) Chemistry is my first subject to score a 100.. =) All along I never scored 100 for any subjects, be it Maths or Science, my highest was 99.5.. So ya.. hehe..

For Chinese, HAPPY!! lolx.. Its been long since I last scored an 80+ for my chinese P2.. like 1 year?? hahaha..

Last but not least, geography result was abit way off my expectation but I think its all right.. this is because the way I answered the questions was somehow wrong.. Thus, I am not really upset or disappointed with the result.. =)

End of result analysis.. hehe

Will analysis on the last 2 subjects as son as I gets back the papers.. =)

Got to go.. Bye!

Last subject to go.. Physics!

This weekend was pretty normal and usual.. stayed at home and slacked.. lolx..

I am kinda sad over my legs.. =( my heels are hurting.. I can't run and I can't walk too much.. *-* Hope it can recover asap..


After long, all sorts of thinking and feelings came back. I don't really know how to express myself. I feel that feelings and thinkings are back yet ur image has blurred. Sometimes really wish that we could have remained as how we were in the past.. chit-chat in the midnight and can sms through the whole day and night.. admire from far.. I really enjoyed those days in school's canteen when studying for exams and you are just there... Everything now seems to be bad.. =(...

Today is pretty a bad day for me.. *-*

Shall not elaborate much but just I watched a show that I made me really think a lot. . .

In the show, it said that Singapore is one of most unhappy country in Asia. As in, most of the times, people in Singapore are very unhappy. True isn't it? I am one of the people who made Singapore into the "record".

Everyone can control his/her happiness level. Unhappiness is caused by oneself when he/she gave oneself too much pressure and asked for too much. True enough, the definition can be used on myself.

How can I make myself ask for less and reduce the level of achievement that I am aiming for? It seemed difficult for me. I really want myself to be happy yet on the other hand I also want myself to achieve as much as I can. The level of achieve sometimes really created a lot of unhappiness for myself.

*sigh*

Although now is exam, I am thinking for the plan after exam.. haha!!

*Watch rod-b-hod (on wed)
*Meet up with Apple (on thurs)
The rest here have no idea when to get them done..
*Go swimming
*Cycling(Its been long!!)
*Badminton
*Library(get some boks to upgrade brain!)
*Get new specs if possible..
*Shopping
*Coporate League.. (anyone wanna go watch together?)

Anyone interested in the above activities just contact me or tag ok? My exams ends on Wed... 11/10

All the best to everyone taking exams!! =)

The 3 gd buddies..
Cat like flower..?
Cute!!
This is why cats are scared of water! lolx..

An ordinary wednesday.. lolx..

Just wanna share some jokes and stories here..

This is how ice-creams are being produced..

DORMITORY:
When you rearrange the letters:
DIRTY ROOM

PRESBYTERIAN:
When you rearrange the letters:
BEST IN PRAYER

ASTRONOMER:
When you rearrange the letters:
MOON STARER

DESPERATION:
When you rearrange the letters:
A ROPE ENDS IT

THE EYES:
When you rearrange the letters:THEY SEE

GEORGE BUSH:
When you rearrange the letters:
HE BUGS GORE

THE MORSE CODE:
When you rearrange the letters:
HERE COME DOTS

SLOT MACHINES:
When you rearrange the letters:
CASH LOST IN ME

ANIMOSITY:
When you rearrange the letters:
IS NO AMITY

ELECTION RESULTS:
When you rearrange the letters:
LIES - LET'S RECOUNT

SNOOZE ALARMS:
When you rearrange the letters:
ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S

A DECIMAL POINT:
When you rearrange the letters:
I'M A DOT IN PLACE

THE EARTHQUAKES:
When you rearrange the letters:
THAT QUEER SHAKE

ELEVEN PLUS TWO:
When you rearrange the letters:
TWELVE PLUS ONE

Here's an e-mail..

To all travellers....Be cautious....Just received from Malaysia.

Three women in KL, turned up at hospitals over a 5-day period, all with the same symptoms. Fever, chills, and vomiting, followed by muscular collapse, paralysis, and finally, death. There were no outward signs of trauma. Autopsy results showed toxicity in the blood.

These women did not know each other, and seemed to have nothing in common. It was discovered, however, that they had all visited the same Restaurant along Jalan Kuchai Lama within days of their deaths. The health department descended on the restaurant, shutting it down. The food, water, and air conditioning were all inspected and tested, to no avail. The big break came when a waitress at the restaurant was rushed to the hospital with similar symptoms. She told doctors that she had been on vacation, and had only went to the restaurant to pick up her check. She did not eat or drink while she was there, but had used the restroom.

That is when one toxicologist, remembering an article he had read, drove up to the restaurant, went into the restroom, and lifted the toilet seat. Under the seat, out of normal view, was a small spider. The spider was captured and brought back to the lab, where it was determined to be the Two-Striped Telamonia (Telamonia dimidiata), so named because of its reddened flesh color.

This spider's venom is extremely toxic, but can take several days to take effect. They live in cold, dark, damp climates, and toilet rims provide just the right atmosphere. Several days later a lawyer from JB showed up at a hospital emergency room.

Before his death, he told the doctor, that he had been away on business, had taken a flight from Indonesia, changing planes in Singapore, before returning home. He did not visit the restaurant, while there. He did, as did all of the other victims, have what was determined to be a puncture wound, on his right buttock.. Investigators discovered that the flight he was on had originated in India. The Civilian Aeronautics Board (CAB) ordered an immediate inspection of the toilets of all flights from India, and discovered the Two-Striped Telamonia (Telamonia dimidiata) spider's nests on 4 different planes!

It is now believed that these spiders can be anywhere in the country.So please, before you use a public toilet, lift the seat to check for spiders. It can save your life! And please pass this on to everyone you care about.

This is a story that my friend sent to my e-mail.. Not too sure of its reliability..

Here is a essay written by a 16 yr old teenager. After I read it, I was touched. Hope you guys will feel the same way.. =)

Shirley sounded flurried and I was surprised. She wanted to see me immediately. I wondered why. I reminded her that it was 10pm. It made no sense to want to see me at that time, but she sounded really down. I reminded her that the next day was a working day. She was silent for a while and then told me that she was going to ‘Starbucks’ anyway and I could choose to come or not as I pleased. She was the woman I admired in my life, so naturally I went. I had always admired her from afar. In truth I worshipped her but dare not approach her. I did not even think I was good enough for her. I loved her too much to even dream that she be a little interested in me. She deserved a better man. I slipped on my T-shirt and dashed off.

She was already there when I arrived and drinking her mocha. I ordered one too and joined her. She gave me a sad look and then dragged her chair closer to me. I could see that she was about to confide in me. I was nervous. “ I love someone,” she whispered. My heart sank as any hope I had sunk. I looked at her with pretended concern and forced a smile. “But he does not know that I exist,” she whispered. I shook my head in pretended sympathy. Then she sipped her mocha slowly. I went into a long lecture telling her how wonderful she was and how probably not worthy of her if he did not know she existed and so on and on. She nodded again and again but did not look up. She sat looking down with her head in her hands. I was little surprised, because she has always struck me as a strong person who was a master of her feelings.

I was in a sorry situation and felt very stupid. The girl of my dreams was actually in front of me and confiding in me and I was actually consoling her about her inconsiderate lover! I felt like getting up and running. If not for the fact that I did not want to be known as a poor loser, I would have left. Seeing that she was probably not listening to a word I was saying, I stopped talking. Then after a full five minutes she looked up at me. She looked so sad. “ How do you know he does not care for you?” I asked kindly as I could manage. She looked at me and her eyes teared; then she stood up suddenly. “Because. If you did care you would not have forgot that today was my birthday, you moron!” she shouted.

My throat went dry as whet she meant hit me. I looked around at the dazed faces. Cups of coffee were stopped in mid sip as dozens of pairs of eyes glared at us. I looked back at my companion and saw her making for the door. I ran after her and laid my hands on her shoulders. “I… do… care,” I stammered, “ I just dared not tell you.” She turned and looked at me. I saw a cheeky smile appearing in the corner of her lips. “Happy Birthday,” I whispered. “Who cares about birthdays?” she whispered and leaned forward. I hugged her and held her close. “ Happy Birthday,” I whispered again as a warm tingling sensation filled my entire being.

I am lost.. I realy don't know what to do..

It seems to be my fault.. I don't know how to handle...

HOW??

Over the weekend I was at Palau Ubin.. to have NPCC Adventure Traning Camp..(ATC)

Not too bad.. I really got to say I really learnt! I made 4 serious mistakes there.. and I really LEARNT!

But wat I felt most is actually my feelings towards him.. I should have forgot him long time ago.. but.. ... I ....... somehow liked back him.. on the other hand I don't dare to do so.. In whatever way, something bad will happened. everyone will be hurt.. or rather at least someone will be hurt..

I read a email just now that said that we must always say out how we feel for someone before the right time we think we should say is too late.. haiz.. Should I say?

Now I really wanna sms him.. really! But.. I really just don't dare..

*Love you..*

Recently been lazy to update my blog.. Just simply no mood to update..

Things aren't really going well again.. -.*

I read some of my friends blog just now and saw that some of their loved are going to past away soon or had dead already. How sad can life be? *sigh*

By the way, for inter con netball tournament.. BBE went into 2ND ROUND! Although we lost at 2nd round, we are satisfy already.. =)

Ya, I think I will update till here.. not in the mood to update a long post.. Bye!

"school reopened"

ya.. SCHOOL REOPENED! and 4 weeks to EOY.. -.* Haiz.. nvm..

During lessons, I remembered some stuffs that happened during the holiday and kept smiling away.. lolx.. There was a cadet (shall keep this person annoymus) when came back for holiday training, forgot to bring shoelaces but yet brought the boots.. HAHA.. and when someone knew about it.. the laughed loudly.. What made me smile was how this person laughed and this is my first seeing people forgetting to bring shoelaces.. lolx.. =)

Just now when watching a show, I reflected on myself and asked myself, what's love? why will opposite sex attract each other..?

Recently people around me are facing love problem.. not one or two but a few.. I used to somehow have the problem too.. =(

Is love suppose to be only sweet and romance..? I don't know.. It seem that in all couples a lot of effort is needed to overcome problems between themselves and between the society and them. I had a friend who got together with a guy a few month ago.. All of us thought that they were having perfect love. Nothing will go wrong in them.. They are gonna have everlasting love.. But who knows, recently they broke up. Reason being, the guy was lost and think that what he had done was unfair to the girl.. The girl broke down after the broke up.. What exactly is called unfair? I tried to save things back.. But it was all useless..

They started off with sweet and romance.. Till now, I still don't know what was the reason that why and how this happened..? But well.. the guy who you know who you are.. I just wanna say.. there was nothing unfair that you have done to her other then.. breaking up.. Her heart really broke and bled......

Another friend of mine, was caught in a triangle love recently.. Many people will think that its my friend's fault.. but I TOTALLY disagree.. Here's the details:

Guy A and my friend are good friends. Guy A liked this girl, Girl B. However, Girl B liked my friend. My friend not long ago just had some problems with a girl that he liked.. What is he going to do..? He put all the blame to himself and said that it is his fault for being caught in such situation. I don't think is his fault to be caught in such situation.. Many people will think that is his fault for not making things clear to the girl.. But he did nothing..!!! Now, he is lost..

Last case for sharing.. My friend been waiting for the 1 year to pass for his girl, Girl X, to come back.. yet during the period he dated another girl, Girl Y.. when Girl Y broke up with him, he was disappointed and blamed himself that he didn't do enough.. I really got to say Girl Y might have think that my friend was a flirt...

As for myself, I was once trap in a complicated situation before.. But well, my case was over.. peace was resume for me.. Only sometimes will feel empty in somewhere in my heart..

In the television, such cases were happening too..

What's love..? Why are there all this happening..? Are we still too young to handle love..? I hardly see successful cases nowadays.. Barely a few only.. I see my problems than success.. Haiz...

the other questions that I reflected was why will opposite sex attract each other..? Funny ya.? 2 different people who are practically different in everything can attract each other..? will I don't know.. lolx.. nvm..

It's been long since I blogged such a long post lolx.. ok la.. gtg and do homework now.. BIO!! ARGH!! bye.. =)

To all the above friends.. take care..

Recently things seem to go the wrong again.. -.*

haiz..

Bye!

Holidays? well.. to me, its more of like schooldays.. Just that the time for study is more flexible..

Holidays aren't too bad, I guess.. However, it would be better if I can play netball everyday and exercise of ALL my fats! Bahaha.. Homework wise, I think I am fine with it other then struggling with Bio.. -.-

Pratically every day need to go back to school.. =(

but nvm.. =)

Bye.. =)