All right.. I have no idea what on earth is happening, literally.

I have no idea what are the words coming out of my mouth. I have no idea what I am thinking neither do I know what am I feeling. This is totally shitty. I think I just got to isolate myself into my own little room and stay away from the world for a moment.

There seems to be way too much things for me to cope and handle.

Stress! Stress! Stress!

I miss Japan!

I am so sorry and I really feel damn guilty with every single thing that happened today. I am so sorry! I am really very sorry. I understand how you feel. I am so sorry.

I really don't know how can I express my guilty-ness but I am really sorry.