Yes, I know now is in the mids of an early morning. What on earth am I doing here?

No worry, going to hug my bloster after typing this entry. =)

It is a lot of feelings that I am feeling right now. I felt a little disappointed in myself that I didn't do a good job in getting everyone's attention to have my message send across to them. I felt disappointed that I lost the hearts and the connection with them. This was definitely a hard blow for me. Am I going to do anything about it?
A struggle in me to decide on things. Am I ready to take up the challenge? Am I up to the expectation to perform the tasks? Wondering if I should take up the offer...

Poor Jaclyn who needs to share the stress that I am feeling in our work. Not being selfish, but sometimes, I just feel like throwing everything to others. I just feel damn sickening tired out there trying to get things done and yet people are just looking at you hoping that their eye power will help to make progress. Seriously, this feeling is horrible.

I will continue to try. I will continue to strive for that I want to reach my goal.

All right, finally much better after bottling up everything for a day! Phewww....