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I felt fustrated.
I felt angry.
I felt sad.
I felt disappointed.
I felt irritated.
I felt jealous.
I felt that I am a failure.
I felt I was unwanted.
I felt that I am lost.
I felt that I was bitchy.
I felt that I am very dependent.
I suck!

This is the only way to express it.