My worst nightmare has come true.. what I don't wish to hear has come true.. My heart shed, it bleed, its broken.............

I am very afriad that my nightmare will come continue.. it is really a very scary nightmare.. I really hope that it will stop here.. please stop here..

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Why is it forever you?? WHY?? Why am I always a step behind you?? Can you please tell me why?? No matter in what, you are always a step ahead of me.. WHY!!!??? Why are you so cruel to me? From school to life.. from life to the world.. you are forever a step ahead of me.. Can't we at least balance up..??? PLEASE!!!!


I really want to cry out loud now.. This is really my worst nightmare that I ever had..

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