I gotta say I am confused now. I really don't who can I trust now. Cos even the people who are closest to me are lying. Who are speaking the truth? =(

I really hate life.. it don't sucks, just that I have a big knot in my heart and people are pulling it tighter and tighter when I wanna untie it.

What should I do? Who can I trust? Who can I look for? PLEASE HELP ME!