More than often.. sadness and disappointment covers my happiness

I don't know why.. yeaterday night, I had this thinking.. Its was very complicated and messy.. Here's what I am thinking: (you simply refer to NO ONE)

Why was this earth created..? How was it created..? When Earth was created what was the purpose of it..? What the point of living on Earth where everyone in this earth is selfish..? (you maybe offended by this sentence, but think through, is it true?) How was man created..? This Earth is just simply weird.. We are going to live and die one day.. What's pt of livig when we are going to die one day..? Is like, what's call life? Doing so much in this life and one day everything is just going vanish as you can't take it away with you.. More than often we are force to do what we don't really like to do.. We are seriously studying for the sake of studying.. Every rules and regulations are set by humans.. Why did humans set such rules and regulations? why went we go school. we must wear uniform and not other type of clothing? very often, if we don't follow the correct and acceptable way of living we are being left out by the WHOLE WORLD! worst still got punished for not following rules and regulations.. Just take for e.g stealing.. If a person steal things, he is called a criminal.. but in the first plae did we ask why did he steal? Why on erath everything must be buy using money? YOu earn the money, you will spend it.. it will be a money cycle.. Ok, maybe you wanna be rich.. but end of the day you are going to die, you can't bring money with you.. or maybe you wanna leave the money for your next generation.. Why do we need to have next generation? Ok, this what many people call life cycle.. is it necessary to have a life cycle?? When the next generation is born, do they really wanna be born?? Life is like so complicated, we have to face so many things.. and often, money made life difficult for everyone.. This world is just simply so not a world..

Ya.. this was just simply my thinking.. Only part of it.. cos. I really think through alot of things ytd.. now, back to word again.. ya.. BYE!